yoyoyo. anyway hor..i think it's betta not to like anyone. i decided liao. haha. anyway this holidae week sucks. my tutor told me to write a compo each day..and then on sundae i will owe him 4 compos. okiee..i'm dead. i have so much hw! i have chem tys..phy ws..phy wb...ss ws...(damn alot!)..chinese compo...haix...recently i felt that i very lonely..no best friend at all. i'm disappointed with nana..maybe i shouldnt be..but i just felt that she dun treat me as a best fren...nvm. forget it. off to do my hw...bye.

2:40 PM

yoyoyo...todae dunno what's up with me. though of so many things todae. maybe it's peer pressure bah. or maybe todae i too free after the ss course. now i'm brooding over two guys loh..i dun like. haix..sometimes i think dun like anyone betta...but..cannot control. haix..then watching "love contract" recently...it's a nice show. but makes me worse. i will daydream about being like the both of them...but will it come true? no..it will never. haix..2 years passed le...i'm still alone. sometimes i think it's okiee...to be alone..still got frens what. but...seeing other frens having ermm...like..how to say arhh. ermm..dunno how to say. ermm...figure it out urself. haha. todae dunno why..felt lonely..very lonely. haix...then ermm..like that loh. hha. can say im hoping for a relationship bah..despo u can say...i admit...haix..dunno la. still waiting bah..really dunno what's up with me loh.

9:23 PM