[30 April 2006]
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i didn't stay focused yesterday.
well, not enough that is.
i finished my tutorials, as in for yesterday.
revised alittle and that's all.
oh man.
PROCRASTINATION.
i fell asleep while reading econs.
its ok.
i can't brood over it anymore.
yesterday is already over, so on with today!
i havent done a thing till now.
basically cos i was sleeping the whole afternoon.
i have no idea what's up with me, and i dun think i should give excuses to that.
JIA YOU!
i have to stay focused later on!
now on with stretching!
well, not enough that is.
i finished my tutorials, as in for yesterday.
revised alittle and that's all.
oh man.
PROCRASTINATION.
i fell asleep while reading econs.
its ok.
i can't brood over it anymore.
yesterday is already over, so on with today!
i havent done a thing till now.
basically cos i was sleeping the whole afternoon.
i have no idea what's up with me, and i dun think i should give excuses to that.
JIA YOU!
i have to stay focused later on!
now on with stretching!
6:30 PM
[29 April 2006]
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SYNERGY this afternoon!
dance was great!
marvellous, dance seniors! hoho.
overall, i think it was worth the 10 bucks.
even though i have watched the concert twice.
but the feeling is totally different for the actual real thing.
after the show we caught up with the seniors!
took photos!
SALUTE to JUSTIN!
he changed from the dance costume to the normal casual wear so quickly!
and they sang well!
justin! teach me singing. haha.
too bad i didn't get to hear much of shannon.
i only heard her twice - during morning assembly and rehearsal.
sian-ed.
i was kind of disappointed when so many things are different for the night show and afternoon matinee.
firstly, the very-esctastic tutor wasn't here for the afternoon one.
shannon, part of THE ONE wasn't either.
and the ending for matinee was kind of screwed up.
but heck, it was still good.
was really high lah.
shouted "PRINCESS YASI!", "KAIBIN", "GO DANCERS" and many more. haha.
really thanks to everyone who made this concert possible and successful! :)
got home at about close to six.
i did my homework!
i managed to complete as much as i could for chem tutorial 4 and till question 9 for math tutorial!
but then i still don't know how to do some. oops.
next up will be revision!
hope i can finish what i have wanted to get done today!
:)
JIA YOU JIA YOU!
just found out i so love our dance seniors.
they're a cool and friendly bunch of people!
i'll miss you guys! :(
and my thighs are aching like hell :(
dance was great!
marvellous, dance seniors! hoho.
overall, i think it was worth the 10 bucks.
even though i have watched the concert twice.
but the feeling is totally different for the actual real thing.
after the show we caught up with the seniors!
took photos!
SALUTE to JUSTIN!
he changed from the dance costume to the normal casual wear so quickly!
and they sang well!
justin! teach me singing. haha.
too bad i didn't get to hear much of shannon.
i only heard her twice - during morning assembly and rehearsal.
sian-ed.
i was kind of disappointed when so many things are different for the night show and afternoon matinee.
firstly, the very-esctastic tutor wasn't here for the afternoon one.
shannon, part of THE ONE wasn't either.
and the ending for matinee was kind of screwed up.
but heck, it was still good.
was really high lah.
shouted "PRINCESS YASI!", "KAIBIN", "GO DANCERS" and many more. haha.
really thanks to everyone who made this concert possible and successful! :)
got home at about close to six.
i did my homework!
i managed to complete as much as i could for chem tutorial 4 and till question 9 for math tutorial!
but then i still don't know how to do some. oops.
next up will be revision!
hope i can finish what i have wanted to get done today!
:)
JIA YOU JIA YOU!
just found out i so love our dance seniors.
they're a cool and friendly bunch of people!
i'll miss you guys! :(
and my thighs are aching like hell :(
10:11 PM
[28 April 2006]
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PE was sick today.
they made us run 3 rounds without even stretching.
2 minutes and a half was the limit.
worse, they expected us to run and organise ourselves in rows of 6 under this limit.
SICK.
really sick.
then we proceeded to the five stations.
everything was alright except inclined pull-ups and sit-ups.
my sit-ups were considered to be under expectations.
inclined pull-ups too.
nowadays my arms are so weak.
god.
and woohoo!
lets celebrate.
i'm having four tests next week!
1 on tuesday and THREE on friday.
YES. THREE.
even our dear (old) sheena said its nuts.
yeah its NUTS.
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANCE SENIOR, ERIC! :)
tml's synergy.
performers, please don't treat it as a rehearsal.
the afternoon matinee show that is.
rumor has it that that's what the teachers told you all to do.
wth.
i didn't pay 10 bucks to see a rehearsal i've seen before.
PLEASE.
switch to mugging mode, gwenny!
you have to do it!
you can do it!
i finally organised my notes!
notes and homework just kept piling up that my table looked so messy and disorganised for the last 4 months and i finally organised them into files!
WOOHOO! :)
happy happy.
i think it will help me focus more, now that things are more organised.
anyway, thanks to everyone who've cared for me in any way.
whether it was in the past or present or recent.
just want to mention some here. :)
sheena, thanks for supporting me and telling me stuffs that i've never realised i have or i am.
KA and SHEENANA, thanks for being here for me and everyone.
tiancai! i'm a kind soul. anyway, thanks for everything :)
my dear buddy, ure in council camp now~
but nonetheless, thanks for standing by for me and giving me support!
and O619!
thank you, everyone for making my life wonderful.
i'll stay strong, and i'll be strong.
confession: i'm not very expressive as in physically.
i don't give hugs and kisses or whatever to my friends, even my besties.
unless it comes by naturally.
so yeah, sometimes it might seem that i'm not concerned or what?
every single one of you reading, every single friend of mine, i'll always be there for you guys! :)
they made us run 3 rounds without even stretching.
2 minutes and a half was the limit.
worse, they expected us to run and organise ourselves in rows of 6 under this limit.
SICK.
really sick.
then we proceeded to the five stations.
everything was alright except inclined pull-ups and sit-ups.
my sit-ups were considered to be under expectations.
inclined pull-ups too.
nowadays my arms are so weak.
god.
and woohoo!
lets celebrate.
i'm having four tests next week!
1 on tuesday and THREE on friday.
YES. THREE.
even our dear (old) sheena said its nuts.
yeah its NUTS.
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANCE SENIOR, ERIC! :)
tml's synergy.
performers, please don't treat it as a rehearsal.
the afternoon matinee show that is.
rumor has it that that's what the teachers told you all to do.
wth.
i didn't pay 10 bucks to see a rehearsal i've seen before.
PLEASE.
switch to mugging mode, gwenny!
you have to do it!
you can do it!
i finally organised my notes!
notes and homework just kept piling up that my table looked so messy and disorganised for the last 4 months and i finally organised them into files!
WOOHOO! :)
happy happy.
i think it will help me focus more, now that things are more organised.
anyway, thanks to everyone who've cared for me in any way.
whether it was in the past or present or recent.
just want to mention some here. :)
sheena, thanks for supporting me and telling me stuffs that i've never realised i have or i am.
KA and SHEENANA, thanks for being here for me and everyone.
tiancai! i'm a kind soul. anyway, thanks for everything :)
my dear buddy, ure in council camp now~
but nonetheless, thanks for standing by for me and giving me support!
and O619!
thank you, everyone for making my life wonderful.
i'll stay strong, and i'll be strong.
confession: i'm not very expressive as in physically.
i don't give hugs and kisses or whatever to my friends, even my besties.
unless it comes by naturally.
so yeah, sometimes it might seem that i'm not concerned or what?
every single one of you reading, every single friend of mine, i'll always be there for you guys! :)
10:39 PM
[27 April 2006]
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homework session today after school with O619!
although i only stayed for like an hour and a half.
but still, it was cool. haha.
went back to beatty to collect our certs with yimin.
i got damn pissed lah.
ure an ex-student and you can't even walk about the school.
NOT EVEN THE CANTEEN.
disgusting.
had a talk with mr.boo.
he did speak some sense out of me but come on, at least allow us to go to the canteen and stuff.
arghh.
u guys are making ex-beattyians hate BEATTY.
anyway, i met up with shuqi and the rest.
it has been such a long time since i've seen them!
MISS YOU GUYS LOADS! :)
woo.
time really flies by quickly.
ZOOM! its friday tml!
there wont be any dance practice and most probably i'm not going for the dinner gathering.
lotsa tests are coming up!
tutorials and revision are to be done as well!
:(
come on.
SWITCH TO MUGGING MODE!
although i only stayed for like an hour and a half.
but still, it was cool. haha.
went back to beatty to collect our certs with yimin.
i got damn pissed lah.
ure an ex-student and you can't even walk about the school.
NOT EVEN THE CANTEEN.
disgusting.
had a talk with mr.boo.
he did speak some sense out of me but come on, at least allow us to go to the canteen and stuff.
arghh.
u guys are making ex-beattyians hate BEATTY.
anyway, i met up with shuqi and the rest.
it has been such a long time since i've seen them!
MISS YOU GUYS LOADS! :)
woo.
time really flies by quickly.
ZOOM! its friday tml!
there wont be any dance practice and most probably i'm not going for the dinner gathering.
lotsa tests are coming up!
tutorials and revision are to be done as well!
:(
come on.
SWITCH TO MUGGING MODE!
9:13 PM
[26 April 2006]
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its a wednesday!
as usual, synergy's rehearsal is on again.
We watched the whole of synergy this time, but heck i still want to catch the real thing on Saturday.
I strongly encourage NYJCians to come watch this lah.
not because of the poor ticket sales but come on, its OUR concert.
NYJC concert.
:)
i did stretching today again and guess what?!
i finally managed to do the turnover movement.
i don't really know what is it called but lets just name it as the "turnover movement".
haha.
although i was only able to do it on the mattress, its still an achievement!
WOOHOO!
i tried doing on the hard maple floor, but then i pulled my right arm and my neck was kind of affected.
so i didn't dare to do it again, even though i tried.
its still an achievement!
HAPPY HAPPY!
i was rushing my gp essay yesterday, and dumb me, i fell asleep while planning.
the time was 11pm then.
i woke up at 2.30am, panicked and quickly went down to writing down my essay.
the result?
I SLEPT AT 3.30AM!
and i think my essay was crap.
you know the meaning of "do for the sake of doing"?
yup. that's it.
god.
i still havent switched to the full-mugger mode.
GAMBARU!
i'm going back to beatty with yimin to take our certs tml.
and a dinner gathering with beattyians!
WOOHOO.
mugging session tml, O619?
as usual, synergy's rehearsal is on again.
We watched the whole of synergy this time, but heck i still want to catch the real thing on Saturday.
I strongly encourage NYJCians to come watch this lah.
not because of the poor ticket sales but come on, its OUR concert.
NYJC concert.
:)
i did stretching today again and guess what?!
i finally managed to do the turnover movement.
i don't really know what is it called but lets just name it as the "turnover movement".
haha.
although i was only able to do it on the mattress, its still an achievement!
WOOHOO!
i tried doing on the hard maple floor, but then i pulled my right arm and my neck was kind of affected.
so i didn't dare to do it again, even though i tried.
its still an achievement!
HAPPY HAPPY!
i was rushing my gp essay yesterday, and dumb me, i fell asleep while planning.
the time was 11pm then.
i woke up at 2.30am, panicked and quickly went down to writing down my essay.
the result?
I SLEPT AT 3.30AM!
and i think my essay was crap.
you know the meaning of "do for the sake of doing"?
yup. that's it.
god.
i still havent switched to the full-mugger mode.
GAMBARU!
i'm going back to beatty with yimin to take our certs tml.
and a dinner gathering with beattyians!
WOOHOO.
mugging session tml, O619?
8:49 PM
[24 April 2006]
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chem test!
i think it was alright but due to the lack of time, i hastily wrote down the wrong answer without really reading the question properly.
but heck, its over.
i can't do anything about it.
i got back my maths open-book test.
don't ask me about it.
it totally sucks, to the core of the earth.
eew.
i have to work hard! JIA YOU!
during chinese lesson, liu lao shi kept ka-jiaoing me loh.
baddie :)
i was just joking.
she's quite a nice teacher, really.
at least it brought entertainment to the class.
and nicholas did a stupid thing. haha.
actually not really.
it was how he reacted to my calling.
-__________-
i watched the first rugby match ever!
it was against MI today.
whoa.
all i can conclude is:
RUGBY - a dirty and rough sport but definitely fun.
fun as in, in an audience's shoes.
the urge to cheer for NY whenever they are near to scoring just comes out so easily and naturally.
great game, peeps!
and take care to those who's injured! :)
just know the result from clarence.
its a homerun!
-_______- i'm misusing this sentence, i guess.
heck, in short, we won!
great game for both teams! :D
THE APPRENTICE - RANDALL.
i prefer REBECCA.
she's such a young yet strong and talented woman.
she's a great woman.
i thought randall was rather strange during the last boardroom session.
as in the whole thing before he got hired.
he kept emphasising on rebecca's losing end.
eew.
something's gonna happen SOON.
i am prepared - its not the first time.
all i have to tell myself is BE STRONG, because life's like this.
i think it was alright but due to the lack of time, i hastily wrote down the wrong answer without really reading the question properly.
but heck, its over.
i can't do anything about it.
i got back my maths open-book test.
don't ask me about it.
it totally sucks, to the core of the earth.
eew.
i have to work hard! JIA YOU!
during chinese lesson, liu lao shi kept ka-jiaoing me loh.
baddie :)
i was just joking.
she's quite a nice teacher, really.
at least it brought entertainment to the class.
and nicholas did a stupid thing. haha.
actually not really.
it was how he reacted to my calling.
-__________-
i watched the first rugby match ever!
it was against MI today.
whoa.
all i can conclude is:
RUGBY - a dirty and rough sport but definitely fun.
fun as in, in an audience's shoes.
the urge to cheer for NY whenever they are near to scoring just comes out so easily and naturally.
great game, peeps!
and take care to those who's injured! :)
just know the result from clarence.
its a homerun!
-_______- i'm misusing this sentence, i guess.
heck, in short, we won!
great game for both teams! :D
THE APPRENTICE - RANDALL.
i prefer REBECCA.
she's such a young yet strong and talented woman.
she's a great woman.
i thought randall was rather strange during the last boardroom session.
as in the whole thing before he got hired.
he kept emphasising on rebecca's losing end.
eew.
something's gonna happen SOON.
i am prepared - its not the first time.
all i have to tell myself is BE STRONG, because life's like this.
10:01 PM
[23 April 2006]
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ohaiyo gozaimasu!
its a sunday!
my honeymoon weekend is ending :(
its back to school once again. haha.
well got to know some things last night.
don't know whether to be happy/elated/whatever.
haha. but it was amusing.
even though beforehand i knew something about something.
readers, are you perplexed?!
yeah that's my goal. haha.
:)
SHEENANA later :D
gonna ka jiao sheena. :P
its a sunday!
my honeymoon weekend is ending :(
its back to school once again. haha.
well got to know some things last night.
don't know whether to be happy/elated/whatever.
haha. but it was amusing.
even though beforehand i knew something about something.
readers, are you perplexed?!
yeah that's my goal. haha.
:)
SHEENANA later :D
gonna ka jiao sheena. :P
11:05 AM
[22 April 2006]
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"homework session" again.
haha.
didn't have a enjoyable time there
CAUSE we were chased out.
damn, don't give me that kind of look lah.
and what the hell, you only chased us away.
as if we're the only ones studying there.
freak you.
enough of that.
we went to the 40th storey of those HDB flats.
whoa.
breath-taking scenery, and definitely cooling haha.
you can "smell" the difference.
the air up there is so much fresher.
anyway, from the top we could even see mountains/hills/whatever lah.
looking straight at the scenery was alright, but looking down apparently wasn't for me.
i think i'm abit scared of heights.
oh yes!
i think raine and i have so many similiarities!
well, so far there's only two. haha.
hiphop dance and japanese.
life's like this huh?
i think sometimes we just don't know what we really want.
haha.
didn't have a enjoyable time there
CAUSE we were chased out.
damn, don't give me that kind of look lah.
and what the hell, you only chased us away.
as if we're the only ones studying there.
freak you.
enough of that.
we went to the 40th storey of those HDB flats.
whoa.
breath-taking scenery, and definitely cooling haha.
you can "smell" the difference.
the air up there is so much fresher.
anyway, from the top we could even see mountains/hills/whatever lah.
looking straight at the scenery was alright, but looking down apparently wasn't for me.
i think i'm abit scared of heights.
oh yes!
i think raine and i have so many similiarities!
well, so far there's only two. haha.
hiphop dance and japanese.
life's like this huh?
i think sometimes we just don't know what we really want.
8:43 PM
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is this really happening?
oh god.
yeah, i'm thinking too much again.
oh god.
yeah, i'm thinking too much again.
10:53 AM
[21 April 2006]
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today's PE session: 2.4km training!
oh my god.
i thought there would only be just screening for standing broad jump and pull-up.
in the end, it was 2.4km training!
YESH.
we ran 2.4km this morning.
GREAT ACHIEVEMENT:
I RAN WITHOUT STOPPING!
but yeah, my cramps/stitches still came eventually during the run.
but i beared with it and PERSEVERED!
i'm so proud of myself, even though i was like so dizzy after the run.
it just seemed that i was going to faint any moment.
but heck, i still did it!
went to find mr singh after school with yongcai and shujia.
god. it took us one hour lah.
but he gave me new ideas.
no, he gave me new topics.
now i have to think of new ideas.
deadline: tuesday.
IDEAS IDEAS! quick, quick! come to me. haha.
sheena came to ny today!
cool.
kind of a small gathering for sheenana ehh?
1730: proceeded to LT 4 for dance rehearsal.
or rather, to watch them rehearsal.
i think it was a pretty cool experience, seeing mr.tan deciding the lightings on the spot, and watching them practice.
although some people wasn't very happy.
but seriously i have no idea why the girl have to get so agitated?
weird.
anyway peeps, i'm alright.
my posts might seem depressing, but i know that life still goes on and it isn't the end.
its just that sometimes, i need to vent it all out you see. haha.
yeah.
so don't worry so much about me.
and nana i'm so sorry!
btww, a note of encouragement to nana and all my other friends in jc.
yeah, life's not getting easy ehh?
but hang on, i believe we can do it.
the word is persevere.
and when u really feel stressed out, just relax for a while.
no one says u can't relax! :)
oh yeah after dance i met up with chelsea and the rest!
its been such a long time since i've seen them!
had a chat at entetainment mac's.
cool day!
but my legs are aching. :(
oh my god.
i thought there would only be just screening for standing broad jump and pull-up.
in the end, it was 2.4km training!
YESH.
we ran 2.4km this morning.
GREAT ACHIEVEMENT:
I RAN WITHOUT STOPPING!
but yeah, my cramps/stitches still came eventually during the run.
but i beared with it and PERSEVERED!
i'm so proud of myself, even though i was like so dizzy after the run.
it just seemed that i was going to faint any moment.
but heck, i still did it!
went to find mr singh after school with yongcai and shujia.
god. it took us one hour lah.
but he gave me new ideas.
no, he gave me new topics.
now i have to think of new ideas.
deadline: tuesday.
IDEAS IDEAS! quick, quick! come to me. haha.
sheena came to ny today!
cool.
kind of a small gathering for sheenana ehh?
1730: proceeded to LT 4 for dance rehearsal.
or rather, to watch them rehearsal.
i think it was a pretty cool experience, seeing mr.tan deciding the lightings on the spot, and watching them practice.
although some people wasn't very happy.
but seriously i have no idea why the girl have to get so agitated?
weird.
anyway peeps, i'm alright.
my posts might seem depressing, but i know that life still goes on and it isn't the end.
its just that sometimes, i need to vent it all out you see. haha.
yeah.
so don't worry so much about me.
and nana i'm so sorry!
btww, a note of encouragement to nana and all my other friends in jc.
yeah, life's not getting easy ehh?
but hang on, i believe we can do it.
the word is persevere.
and when u really feel stressed out, just relax for a while.
no one says u can't relax! :)
oh yeah after dance i met up with chelsea and the rest!
its been such a long time since i've seen them!
had a chat at entetainment mac's.
cool day!
but my legs are aching. :(
11:38 PM
[20 April 2006]
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kbox-ed today!
got to sing "lian ai ping lu"!
at first there wasn't anyone who knew how to sing.
then all of the sudden, once they heard the singing part, some of them do know!
haha.
lovely song man.
wasn't feeling great after school.
no idea why.
maybe cos i'm left alone with myself and my mind eventually wandered off to definitely not lala-land.
*sighs*
am i losing mih?
AM I?!
argh.
it's really starting to become a procedure in my life.
every single week, starting from thursday, i will start to feel all the way down.
then when the new week starts, i'll somehow manage to pull myself together.
god.
i hate this.
sometimes i really want to just blurt everything out.
but most of the time i don't know where to start from.
how i wish i can just give up.
if only i can JUST GIVE UP.
but i don't want to..i don't want to.
i want to hang on.
ARGH!
:(
yeah depressing post huh?
what a great way to end this week.
got to sing "lian ai ping lu"!
at first there wasn't anyone who knew how to sing.
then all of the sudden, once they heard the singing part, some of them do know!
haha.
lovely song man.
wasn't feeling great after school.
no idea why.
maybe cos i'm left alone with myself and my mind eventually wandered off to definitely not lala-land.
*sighs*
am i losing mih?
AM I?!
argh.
it's really starting to become a procedure in my life.
every single week, starting from thursday, i will start to feel all the way down.
then when the new week starts, i'll somehow manage to pull myself together.
god.
i hate this.
sometimes i really want to just blurt everything out.
but most of the time i don't know where to start from.
how i wish i can just give up.
if only i can JUST GIVE UP.
but i don't want to..i don't want to.
i want to hang on.
ARGH!
:(
yeah depressing post huh?
what a great way to end this week.
9:24 PM
[19 April 2006]
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there wasn't any dance practice today.
pretty saddening to hear that, but we went to support our seniors at the rehearsal!
i think the stage is too small lah, but i believe we can make the performance as perfect!
GAMBARU!
left the lecture theatre after co performance.
i was so engrossed in the co performance lah.
not because they are like excellent in playing but because i really MISS CO!
oh god.
i looked at every single instrument while they were at it, and i really miss every single thing about co.
i want to play my erhu!
mingkwang, teach me erhu!
my skills aren't that great as yours lah. haha.
I MISS CO I MISS CO!
went to J8 to collect our neoprints.
like, finally!
took a bite of Corochan's!
it has been so long since i bought Corochan's.
new product: SALMON!
not bad not bad. haha.
then my dear partner wanted to have ice-cream at mac's.
and guess what?
she tempted all of us into eating ice-cream lah.
then she started saying things like "i feel like eating fries." and other stuff.
temptation all over lah!
and we ended up with 3 sundaes and one large fries!
-________-
could have settled our dinner there.
i did my homework today before coming online!
proud of myself.
but no, i'm not done with my homework.
OOPS.
finished the homework given during reading period, and currently attempting econs tutorial.
i so dislike economics tutorials.
it's just so tedious.
my PI!
got an idea but yongcai was saying it's quite common, as in, its not new.
ugh.
nvm. i'll just try to think of more ideas before seeing mr singh on friday.
ct outing tml?
not confirmed yet.
sian-ed.
i must get used to jc life!
or rather, tutorial life!
tests are coming up! oh man.
pretty saddening to hear that, but we went to support our seniors at the rehearsal!
i think the stage is too small lah, but i believe we can make the performance as perfect!
GAMBARU!
left the lecture theatre after co performance.
i was so engrossed in the co performance lah.
not because they are like excellent in playing but because i really MISS CO!
oh god.
i looked at every single instrument while they were at it, and i really miss every single thing about co.
i want to play my erhu!
mingkwang, teach me erhu!
my skills aren't that great as yours lah. haha.
I MISS CO I MISS CO!
went to J8 to collect our neoprints.
like, finally!
took a bite of Corochan's!
it has been so long since i bought Corochan's.
new product: SALMON!
not bad not bad. haha.
then my dear partner wanted to have ice-cream at mac's.
and guess what?
she tempted all of us into eating ice-cream lah.
then she started saying things like "i feel like eating fries." and other stuff.
temptation all over lah!
and we ended up with 3 sundaes and one large fries!
-________-
could have settled our dinner there.
i did my homework today before coming online!
proud of myself.
but no, i'm not done with my homework.
OOPS.
finished the homework given during reading period, and currently attempting econs tutorial.
i so dislike economics tutorials.
it's just so tedious.
my PI!
got an idea but yongcai was saying it's quite common, as in, its not new.
ugh.
nvm. i'll just try to think of more ideas before seeing mr singh on friday.
ct outing tml?
not confirmed yet.
sian-ed.
i must get used to jc life!
or rather, tutorial life!
tests are coming up! oh man.
9:12 PM
[18 April 2006]
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HAPPY BDAE, SIHONG! :)
u ran off pretty quick after body combat today huh?
haha.
there wasn't even enough time for a reflex to pull you back for a birthday song.
its ok.
i'll sing one for you right here!
happy bdae to you, happy bdae to you.
happy bdae to sihong.
happy bdae to you! :))
u're seventeen now!
my lower back's aching right now.
ugh.
hate it hate it.
dance tml again!
my muscle pulls and cramps will be coming back!
thanks.
oh yeah, today after body combat, sheenanarians of O619 were getting really high lah.
we were basically cheering outside the hall.
ZI HIGH.
and then we started doing card tricks.
clarence's really good at that man.
you guys should see it.
after that it was dao huay session again!
haha.
yup. so that's all.
everyday is a brand new day.
it's not easy.
no one said it is.
its excruciatingly painful, but i'll endure.
u ran off pretty quick after body combat today huh?
haha.
there wasn't even enough time for a reflex to pull you back for a birthday song.
its ok.
i'll sing one for you right here!
happy bdae to you, happy bdae to you.
happy bdae to sihong.
happy bdae to you! :))
u're seventeen now!
my lower back's aching right now.
ugh.
hate it hate it.
dance tml again!
my muscle pulls and cramps will be coming back!
thanks.
oh yeah, today after body combat, sheenanarians of O619 were getting really high lah.
we were basically cheering outside the hall.
ZI HIGH.
and then we started doing card tricks.
clarence's really good at that man.
you guys should see it.
after that it was dao huay session again!
haha.
yup. so that's all.
everyday is a brand new day.
it's not easy.
no one said it is.
its excruciatingly painful, but i'll endure.
8:23 PM
[17 April 2006]
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dinner at crystal jade's last night!
even though its not fish n co, i was alright with it lah. haha.
havent been eating at crystal jade's for a long time too.
but my fried cuttlefish wasn't available!
sobs.
school today was ok-ok.
most of us hung around outside the hall, and i think we looked kind of like idiots there.
haha.
i wasn't really "training" with the rest.
i was concentrating on dance moves. haha.
dance's always on my mind ehh?
body combat again tml.
1/2 sian-ed.
btww, raine went back home halfway through the day.
take care yah?
and most probably ct outing to kbox this thursday.
hmm.
so i guess i can't go back to beatty to take my o level cert on thursday?
i also want to "inspect" co!
haha. okie i was just joking on the inspecting part.
AND, speech day on friday!
i feel like going back.
but there's dance! :(
BOO.
i'm still not getting used to jc life.
there are always tutorials and assignments piling up.
ALWAYS.
off to do my econs now.
(get what i mean?)
even though its not fish n co, i was alright with it lah. haha.
havent been eating at crystal jade's for a long time too.
but my fried cuttlefish wasn't available!
sobs.
school today was ok-ok.
most of us hung around outside the hall, and i think we looked kind of like idiots there.
haha.
i wasn't really "training" with the rest.
i was concentrating on dance moves. haha.
dance's always on my mind ehh?
body combat again tml.
1/2 sian-ed.
btww, raine went back home halfway through the day.
take care yah?
and most probably ct outing to kbox this thursday.
hmm.
so i guess i can't go back to beatty to take my o level cert on thursday?
i also want to "inspect" co!
haha. okie i was just joking on the inspecting part.
AND, speech day on friday!
i feel like going back.
but there's dance! :(
BOO.
i'm still not getting used to jc life.
there are always tutorials and assignments piling up.
ALWAYS.
off to do my econs now.
(get what i mean?)
8:49 PM
[16 April 2006]
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wondering if i should change my blogskin too.
into something simple and sweet like the one i have done for o6nineteen.
anyway o6nineteens, check out ur inbox and junk mail.
the blogger invite email is somewhere in there. :)
finally did some hw!
can't seem to do chem. better ask marvin. :(
maths' tough!
damn.
econs..i think i'll do it later in the night or tml. :P
going out for dinner later!
woohoo.
fish n co fish n co. like, finally.
was viewing a slideshow of all the photos in my file.
oh man.
i seriously miss my friends in beatty.
i miss you guys sooo much!
eunice, our gathering next saturday!
don't forget!
applies to nana, shuqi, chiumui and sher too!
:)
and i was listening to BTYCO's HAI LANG GE.
memories of us working hard just flow in.
i remembered how tough it was in the start, but we did it.
we managed to clinch a bronze back!
woohoo.
miss co sooo much. :)
.sgniht ynam os od t'nac i
.mih ot nrecnoc wohs t'nac i
.mih rof erac t'nac i
.seod dneirf a tahw dnoyeb seog taht gnihtyna od t'nac i
.erevesrep lliw i tub
.dne eht ot neve
into something simple and sweet like the one i have done for o6nineteen.
anyway o6nineteens, check out ur inbox and junk mail.
the blogger invite email is somewhere in there. :)
finally did some hw!
can't seem to do chem. better ask marvin. :(
maths' tough!
damn.
econs..i think i'll do it later in the night or tml. :P
going out for dinner later!
woohoo.
fish n co fish n co. like, finally.
was viewing a slideshow of all the photos in my file.
oh man.
i seriously miss my friends in beatty.
i miss you guys sooo much!
eunice, our gathering next saturday!
don't forget!
applies to nana, shuqi, chiumui and sher too!
:)
and i was listening to BTYCO's HAI LANG GE.
memories of us working hard just flow in.
i remembered how tough it was in the start, but we did it.
we managed to clinch a bronze back!
woohoo.
miss co sooo much. :)
.sgniht ynam os od t'nac i
.mih ot nrecnoc wohs t'nac i
.mih rof erac t'nac i
.seod dneirf a tahw dnoyeb seog taht gnihtyna od t'nac i
.erevesrep lliw i tub
.dne eht ot neve
5:52 PM
[15 April 2006]
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i'm happy i'm elated i'm jovial!!! :)
woohoo.
i'm feeling damn high now.
sense of achievement just keeps flowing around my body.
u know why?
cos i finally finished the class blogskin!
i finally got it done!
o6nineteen; :)
dance today!
met partner earlier to do homework.
only managed to do one math question and one physics question.
:(
i think i have to chiong tml.
after dance, we went out for lunch!
took neoprints as well.
dancers rock.
i was listening to "Because of You" by Kelly Clarkson on the way home.
and all of the sudden, i felt like crying.
i have no idea why.
???
question marks' everywhere.
kbox kbox KBOX!
i want to sing!
woohoo.
i'm feeling damn high now.
sense of achievement just keeps flowing around my body.
u know why?
cos i finally finished the class blogskin!
i finally got it done!
o6nineteen; :)
dance today!
met partner earlier to do homework.
only managed to do one math question and one physics question.
:(
i think i have to chiong tml.
after dance, we went out for lunch!
took neoprints as well.
dancers rock.
i was listening to "Because of You" by Kelly Clarkson on the way home.
and all of the sudden, i felt like crying.
i have no idea why.
???
question marks' everywhere.
kbox kbox KBOX!
i want to sing!
8:29 PM
[14 April 2006]
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exhausted and frustrated.
been doing the class blogskin for half a day.
got it almost done but stupid coding has to give me problems.
ugh.
saw sheena's email.
what can i say?
surprised and touched.
yep, i'm proud to be part of sheenana.
that gave me some ideas.
sheenana tee and chalet?!
woohoo.
yvonne was getting too ecstatic upon hearing these ideas. haha.
"once a sheenana, always a sheenana."
cool huh? though i know its a imitation of SA.
whatever.
i mentioned in the last entry that i have tons of homework.
and guess what?
i havent even touched or even peeked at them today.
i've been sleeping, slacking and doing some other unimportant stuff.
great.
i lack the motivation and concentration.
its 11pm now - maybe i shld try doing some later.
"what's the point of waiting?"
that's one of the msn nicks i glanced at.
makes me think of some events that happened recently.
eew.
i need someone to talk to, especially someone.
but the problem?
i don't know what i want to talk about.
been doing the class blogskin for half a day.
got it almost done but stupid coding has to give me problems.
ugh.
saw sheena's email.
what can i say?
surprised and touched.
yep, i'm proud to be part of sheenana.
that gave me some ideas.
sheenana tee and chalet?!
woohoo.
yvonne was getting too ecstatic upon hearing these ideas. haha.
"once a sheenana, always a sheenana."
cool huh? though i know its a imitation of SA.
whatever.
i mentioned in the last entry that i have tons of homework.
and guess what?
i havent even touched or even peeked at them today.
i've been sleeping, slacking and doing some other unimportant stuff.
great.
i lack the motivation and concentration.
its 11pm now - maybe i shld try doing some later.
"what's the point of waiting?"
that's one of the msn nicks i glanced at.
makes me think of some events that happened recently.
eew.
i need someone to talk to, especially someone.
but the problem?
i don't know what i want to talk about.
10:56 PM
[13 April 2006]
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god.
i'm getting tired again.
as in mentally, not physically.
i think it will, like, become a process in my life soon.
the idea of giving up even came across my mind today.
but then i don't think i have the guts to take this risk.
tons of homework!
the usual blurry marvin even said we have a long time to do it.
dear dear marvin, its only 3 days!!!
haha.
"ct" outing today.
more people went this time - could be something to rejoice about.
i can't help it but to feel disappointed cos this time, i told everyone about it beforehand, just that we didn't know what the plans were.
*sighs*
it's ok, i guess.
everyone has their own choice.
surprisingly when i woke up this morning, nothing's wrong with my back.
but great, the agonising pain i've been feeling on my right leg is now "conveyed" to my left leg.
dance preview today!
we went down to support them but then by the time we reached the atrium, laoda said it was already over.
-__________-
luckily they wanted a repetition.
phew.
i think it was pretty hard for them to stay concentrated, especially serena.
but they did a good job!
if there's music, it will definitely boost their performance level!
gambatte!
SYNERGY!
then almost all the ct went to the library to support our dear fellow ct-mate, YONG SHUN!
he talked about a lame issue. haha.
i don't really think its lame, i think it was rational lah.
haha.
and during our "ct" outing, we took neoprints again!
haha.
other than that, we took loads of photos too!
but i didn't take photos of the whole ct!
saddening.
oh gosh.
i really don't know what to blog about.
currently i'm in a state of blur-ness.
...
i'm getting tired again.
as in mentally, not physically.
i think it will, like, become a process in my life soon.
the idea of giving up even came across my mind today.
but then i don't think i have the guts to take this risk.
tons of homework!
the usual blurry marvin even said we have a long time to do it.
dear dear marvin, its only 3 days!!!
haha.
"ct" outing today.
more people went this time - could be something to rejoice about.
i can't help it but to feel disappointed cos this time, i told everyone about it beforehand, just that we didn't know what the plans were.
*sighs*
it's ok, i guess.
everyone has their own choice.
surprisingly when i woke up this morning, nothing's wrong with my back.
but great, the agonising pain i've been feeling on my right leg is now "conveyed" to my left leg.
dance preview today!
we went down to support them but then by the time we reached the atrium, laoda said it was already over.
-__________-
luckily they wanted a repetition.
phew.
i think it was pretty hard for them to stay concentrated, especially serena.
but they did a good job!
if there's music, it will definitely boost their performance level!
gambatte!
SYNERGY!
then almost all the ct went to the library to support our dear fellow ct-mate, YONG SHUN!
he talked about a lame issue. haha.
i don't really think its lame, i think it was rational lah.
haha.
and during our "ct" outing, we took neoprints again!
haha.
other than that, we took loads of photos too!
but i didn't take photos of the whole ct!
saddening.
oh gosh.
i really don't know what to blog about.
currently i'm in a state of blur-ness.
...
9:48 PM
[12 April 2006]
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*sighs*
can you guys stop it?
i'm depressed to say that you guys, being my family, are the ones who pull me down.
and really down.
why?
for every mistake i do, you guys have to scold me names like "stupid" and some other kinds.
do u know how my heart tears whenever i heard those?
but i kept quiet.
i just don't speak whenever you guys do this.
cos' its really hurting, so hurting that i don't want to show it.
it tears me down worse than bgr problems.
btw, i think i hurt my back alittle.
can't seem to do part-of-back-arc just now.
oh well.
we shall see tml.
can you guys stop it?
i'm depressed to say that you guys, being my family, are the ones who pull me down.
and really down.
why?
for every mistake i do, you guys have to scold me names like "stupid" and some other kinds.
do u know how my heart tears whenever i heard those?
but i kept quiet.
i just don't speak whenever you guys do this.
cos' its really hurting, so hurting that i don't want to show it.
it tears me down worse than bgr problems.
btw, i think i hurt my back alittle.
can't seem to do part-of-back-arc just now.
oh well.
we shall see tml.
11:25 PM
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dance dance dance!
tried improving on my back arc today.
i did manage to do part of a back arc.
i couldn't do a full one even with michelle supporting me cos my right side of my back really ached as i bent down.
the girls said i'm improving.
thanks!
but then during the part whereby mr.tan was teaching us, i was kind of helpless there.
*sighs*
jia you jia you! gambatte ne!
god.
i swear i'll never take the late bus again.
oh yeah, and i lost my badge.
thanks to my "cute" little nephew.
thanks arh, zann.
i thought the number of ppl going synergy in my ct would at least reach 10.
but sadly, no.
heck, i wanna go synergy.
dance preview for synergy tml during common break!
remember to catch it, nyjc-ians!
and i'm getting more and more hungry for a hiphop dance group in NY.
people, if u wanna join, just tell me k.
but i think i only need less than 20.
i was listening to GIRLS ON TOP on my mp3 player, and i couldn't help but to try out the steps i thought.
it can be done!
oh my god.
only choreographed 6 beats, i guess.
and i so wanna learn the actual steps for "Open One Eye, Close One Eye" by Jolin.
so hiong-ed and cool.
quick, quick!
if ure really interested in hiphop dancing, especially those kind like what BoA and Jolin are doing, inform me!
:)
tried improving on my back arc today.
i did manage to do part of a back arc.
i couldn't do a full one even with michelle supporting me cos my right side of my back really ached as i bent down.
the girls said i'm improving.
thanks!
but then during the part whereby mr.tan was teaching us, i was kind of helpless there.
*sighs*
jia you jia you! gambatte ne!
god.
i swear i'll never take the late bus again.
oh yeah, and i lost my badge.
thanks to my "cute" little nephew.
thanks arh, zann.
i thought the number of ppl going synergy in my ct would at least reach 10.
but sadly, no.
heck, i wanna go synergy.
dance preview for synergy tml during common break!
remember to catch it, nyjc-ians!
and i'm getting more and more hungry for a hiphop dance group in NY.
people, if u wanna join, just tell me k.
but i think i only need less than 20.
i was listening to GIRLS ON TOP on my mp3 player, and i couldn't help but to try out the steps i thought.
it can be done!
oh my god.
only choreographed 6 beats, i guess.
and i so wanna learn the actual steps for "Open One Eye, Close One Eye" by Jolin.
so hiong-ed and cool.
quick, quick!
if ure really interested in hiphop dancing, especially those kind like what BoA and Jolin are doing, inform me!
:)
9:03 PM
[11 April 2006]
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damn.
just one session of body combat and it brings all my muscle aches back.
and there's dance tml.
great.
i went around in school with those advertisers on me.
-_____-
d50, a11 and a14.
haha.
oh. i still don't really the trainee teacher.
its just that i always go "huh?" during her lessons.
mrs chong is good man.
i already have a good impression on her ever since she gave us a lecture during the first two months.
a motherly figure, that's what she is like.
mr.lawrence's great too!
he just has this factor that pulls everyone's attention to him, you know.
furthermore, after that sheenana outing last saturday, i think i just like him more and more as a teacher.
yes.
he will be one of my favourite tutors in ny.
had body combat for PE once again.
it wasn't as tiring as the previous one, perhaps because i didn't use my full strength.
so hiong for what?! hah.
after that we went running!
well, i only ran 2 rounds.
damned those cramps.
and my standing broad jump still sucks.
went to mac's after "workout". haha.
shujia, kaibin and i were lightbulbs there.
oh my god. it was terrible. haha.
dao hui shui's soo sweet and delicious!
yumyum.
i think dao hui shui is much better than dao hui. haha.
anyway, tiancai, cheer up!
just don't think too much! :)
i think i better change my song back to CHIJOU NO SEIZA.
MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA is far too soft. haha.
anyway, MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA soundtrack rocks!
fyfy! :)
god. class O619 is so not united.
i shouldn't compare but i already did.
well, its all up to me to bond everyone together, just like the times during level camp and orientation.
fabulous. i'm getting all level campy again!
extra mile extra mile!
just one session of body combat and it brings all my muscle aches back.
and there's dance tml.
great.
i went around in school with those advertisers on me.
-_____-
d50, a11 and a14.
haha.
oh. i still don't really the trainee teacher.
its just that i always go "huh?" during her lessons.
mrs chong is good man.
i already have a good impression on her ever since she gave us a lecture during the first two months.
a motherly figure, that's what she is like.
mr.lawrence's great too!
he just has this factor that pulls everyone's attention to him, you know.
furthermore, after that sheenana outing last saturday, i think i just like him more and more as a teacher.
yes.
he will be one of my favourite tutors in ny.
had body combat for PE once again.
it wasn't as tiring as the previous one, perhaps because i didn't use my full strength.
so hiong for what?! hah.
after that we went running!
well, i only ran 2 rounds.
damned those cramps.
and my standing broad jump still sucks.
went to mac's after "workout". haha.
shujia, kaibin and i were lightbulbs there.
oh my god. it was terrible. haha.
dao hui shui's soo sweet and delicious!
yumyum.
i think dao hui shui is much better than dao hui. haha.
anyway, tiancai, cheer up!
just don't think too much! :)
i think i better change my song back to CHIJOU NO SEIZA.
MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA is far too soft. haha.
anyway, MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA soundtrack rocks!
fyfy! :)
god. class O619 is so not united.
i shouldn't compare but i already did.
well, its all up to me to bond everyone together, just like the times during level camp and orientation.
fabulous. i'm getting all level campy again!
extra mile extra mile!
9:22 PM
[10 April 2006]
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what's up with meeting deacon and jerome all the time?
haha.
this morning i saw deacon on the bus.
what's next? haha.
anyway, just ignore the tag there yah?
i pity james, cos he has been sabotaged by one of his "so-called" friends. :)
yesterday was great!
i seriously didn't regret going for it.
even though a miserable few went, i think it was a pretty sweet gathering.
before we went in for the graduation, sheena was telling us how influential we are to fauzi and lawrence.
i was already half-doubting it.
but then after what mr.lawrence told us during dinner, i was kind of shocked and sheena was giving us this "you-guys-did-great" with "i-told-you-so" look.
oh yeah and we did mass dance in front of those adults! haha.
oh my gosh. it was pretty embarrassing but that was the only thing to make us ecstatic!
anyway, i'm afraid i can't go for the post training thingy this wednesday.
dance practice on wed suddenly popped out of nowhere.
ugh.
they told us there wasn't any this week except on saturday.
good friday this week!
which means HOLIDAY!
but not fully a time to slack lah.
common tests' in 2 weeks' time!
oh man.
last night i chiong-ed my econs tutorial!
i only slept at 1am lah.
at the same time wished jankin happy birthday!
Jankin, Happy 17th birthday!
sometimes in life, you will not get what you yearn for.
and we have to accept it no matter what.
haha.
this morning i saw deacon on the bus.
what's next? haha.
anyway, just ignore the tag there yah?
i pity james, cos he has been sabotaged by one of his "so-called" friends. :)
yesterday was great!
i seriously didn't regret going for it.
even though a miserable few went, i think it was a pretty sweet gathering.
before we went in for the graduation, sheena was telling us how influential we are to fauzi and lawrence.
i was already half-doubting it.
but then after what mr.lawrence told us during dinner, i was kind of shocked and sheena was giving us this "you-guys-did-great" with "i-told-you-so" look.
oh yeah and we did mass dance in front of those adults! haha.
oh my gosh. it was pretty embarrassing but that was the only thing to make us ecstatic!
anyway, i'm afraid i can't go for the post training thingy this wednesday.
dance practice on wed suddenly popped out of nowhere.
ugh.
they told us there wasn't any this week except on saturday.
good friday this week!
which means HOLIDAY!
but not fully a time to slack lah.
common tests' in 2 weeks' time!
oh man.
last night i chiong-ed my econs tutorial!
i only slept at 1am lah.
at the same time wished jankin happy birthday!
Jankin, Happy 17th birthday!
sometimes in life, you will not get what you yearn for.
and we have to accept it no matter what.
9:22 PM
[09 April 2006]
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yeah.
i'm going crazy over fushigi yuugi again.
i just finished watching the OVA!
yesh, i finally found the OVA.
thanks, sarah!
but then its in english, so i have to seek for the japanese OVA.
oh well.
supposedly there is a gathering for kenneth and gang.
but then it's cancelled.
oh well.
next time organise it properly ok! haha.
going to meet sheenana later.
but it seems that so little are going. :(
i think i better work on my econs after blogging.
its 2.30pm now and i'll be going out later in the evening lah.
a new week of school's starting again tml!
i don't know how to end my PI!
damn.
i'm going crazy over fushigi yuugi again.
i just finished watching the OVA!
yesh, i finally found the OVA.
thanks, sarah!
but then its in english, so i have to seek for the japanese OVA.
oh well.
supposedly there is a gathering for kenneth and gang.
but then it's cancelled.
oh well.
next time organise it properly ok! haha.
going to meet sheenana later.
but it seems that so little are going. :(
i think i better work on my econs after blogging.
its 2.30pm now and i'll be going out later in the evening lah.
a new week of school's starting again tml!
i don't know how to end my PI!
damn.
2:25 PM
[08 April 2006]
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straight as the arrow flies,
i will run towards the finish line.
with all the strength i've found,
my feet wont touch the ground.
I will scale the heights, if i believe
Your wings of faith will carry me
I'll go the distance, just to reach
The arms I'm running to
I'll go the extra mile
For you
studying session today!
well actually to be precise, its not even a studying session.
its more like a "doing-tutorials" session.
met tiancai in the late morning and off we went to entertainment mac.
whoa.
entertainment mac brings me back so many memories.
all those times mugging with peeps like peiqi, eunice and gang.
even though i should celebrate upon the fact that i don't have to mug for o levels (for the time being), i still feel a tinge of sadness.
i miss everyone, i miss all my friends.
its not easy to organise gatherings cos everyone is having their own life now.
we went different ways, but guys and girls, i'll never forget you!
i just want to declare that i'll remember everyone!
and keep in contact, ya? :)
then later in the afternoon hongguang and joan came along to join us.
i met jerome and deacon!
what's up with seeing jerome all the time?
previously i met him at the bus stop, and he, being such a great friend, had to remind me about the PUNK'D matter.
thanks, jerome.
oh yah, i thought i saw floremae today at mac.
but she didn't seem to recognise me.
flor, how could you! haha.
nah, its alright.
result of the day: i only did physics and maths.
i have to start on econs.
tons of work to do from there.
oh i have to edit my PI as well.
i have no idea how to end it.
NANA, I WANT KBOX!
SHEENA_NA TML!
i will run towards the finish line.
with all the strength i've found,
my feet wont touch the ground.
I will scale the heights, if i believe
Your wings of faith will carry me
I'll go the distance, just to reach
The arms I'm running to
I'll go the extra mile
For you
studying session today!
well actually to be precise, its not even a studying session.
its more like a "doing-tutorials" session.
met tiancai in the late morning and off we went to entertainment mac.
whoa.
entertainment mac brings me back so many memories.
all those times mugging with peeps like peiqi, eunice and gang.
even though i should celebrate upon the fact that i don't have to mug for o levels (for the time being), i still feel a tinge of sadness.
i miss everyone, i miss all my friends.
its not easy to organise gatherings cos everyone is having their own life now.
we went different ways, but guys and girls, i'll never forget you!
i just want to declare that i'll remember everyone!
and keep in contact, ya? :)
then later in the afternoon hongguang and joan came along to join us.
i met jerome and deacon!
what's up with seeing jerome all the time?
previously i met him at the bus stop, and he, being such a great friend, had to remind me about the PUNK'D matter.
thanks, jerome.
oh yah, i thought i saw floremae today at mac.
but she didn't seem to recognise me.
flor, how could you! haha.
nah, its alright.
result of the day: i only did physics and maths.
i have to start on econs.
tons of work to do from there.
oh i have to edit my PI as well.
i have no idea how to end it.
NANA, I WANT KBOX!
SHEENA_NA TML!
9:42 PM
[07 April 2006]
{}
everything's getting too weird.
so weird.
i'm clueless.
there's dance today again!
stretched pretty much again this time.
oh and i wanna comment on something.
thanks so much people!
for helping me in all sorts of ways for me to improve.
arigato!
tiancai's still pondering on whether to join dance.
seriously right, tiancai, its up to you loh.
we can't say anything.
if you have a passion in dance, join loh.
anyway, it seems that quite a number of people approves of the idea of setting up a hiphop dance group in NY.
cool.
did chinese composition today.
oh man.
i think i'm seriously losing my touch.
i took like 2 hours to finish?
it had been like more than 9 months since i wrote composition in chinese?
and i think i'm kind of used to writing "BAO ZHANG DU HOU GAN".
the result?
i think my compo sucks.
hey O619!
go watch synergy, and if we can get 20 of us, we only need to pay 5 bucks!
so hua suan. haha.
dun miss such a good chance man.
(i seem like an advertiser for SYNERGY.)
and ex-O615ians, support wanteng!
she's the only J1 in dance performing leh!
=)
studying session tml again ehh, O619?
so weird.
i'm clueless.
there's dance today again!
stretched pretty much again this time.
oh and i wanna comment on something.
thanks so much people!
for helping me in all sorts of ways for me to improve.
arigato!
tiancai's still pondering on whether to join dance.
seriously right, tiancai, its up to you loh.
we can't say anything.
if you have a passion in dance, join loh.
anyway, it seems that quite a number of people approves of the idea of setting up a hiphop dance group in NY.
cool.
did chinese composition today.
oh man.
i think i'm seriously losing my touch.
i took like 2 hours to finish?
it had been like more than 9 months since i wrote composition in chinese?
and i think i'm kind of used to writing "BAO ZHANG DU HOU GAN".
the result?
i think my compo sucks.
hey O619!
go watch synergy, and if we can get 20 of us, we only need to pay 5 bucks!
so hua suan. haha.
dun miss such a good chance man.
(i seem like an advertiser for SYNERGY.)
and ex-O615ians, support wanteng!
she's the only J1 in dance performing leh!
=)
studying session tml again ehh, O619?
8:55 PM
[06 April 2006]
{}
i'm also a human.
i'm no superwoman.
but in this situation, i asked myself "YSIC?! "
my life is going to continue like this, huh?
sheer bad luck.
anyway, "ct" outing today.
maybe i should have told everyone earlier.
but to those who made it, thanks so much.
ice age 2 was great.
dead hilarious, dead lame and dead touching.
i was laughing my ass off.
kaibin was like constantly saying "relax relax." to me. haha.
and we took neoprints as well!
shujia and i were the only girls.
but i was the only girl watching the movie with the guys.
what can u expect from a class deprived of girls?
i met so many people today!
first i met meisy.
oh man. miss her loads. been sucha long time since we last met ehh?
next came qiuhan.
then meifang in her sa uniform!
oh my god.
i think its like the first time i saw her since primary sch graduation?
miss you loads too, meifang!
and then i saw my juniors - nanbin and gang.
and there was this guy with him who i don't even know and he called me by my "ever-irritating" nick in secondary sch.
...
my reaction was apparently "what the hell?"
btw, i'm stuck with my PI.
not that certain about the "adapted to benefit society" part.
great.
i'm no superwoman.
but in this situation, i asked myself "YSIC?! "
my life is going to continue like this, huh?
sheer bad luck.
anyway, "ct" outing today.
maybe i should have told everyone earlier.
but to those who made it, thanks so much.
ice age 2 was great.
dead hilarious, dead lame and dead touching.
i was laughing my ass off.
kaibin was like constantly saying "relax relax." to me. haha.
and we took neoprints as well!
shujia and i were the only girls.
but i was the only girl watching the movie with the guys.
what can u expect from a class deprived of girls?
i met so many people today!
first i met meisy.
oh man. miss her loads. been sucha long time since we last met ehh?
next came qiuhan.
then meifang in her sa uniform!
oh my god.
i think its like the first time i saw her since primary sch graduation?
miss you loads too, meifang!
and then i saw my juniors - nanbin and gang.
and there was this guy with him who i don't even know and he called me by my "ever-irritating" nick in secondary sch.
...
my reaction was apparently "what the hell?"
btw, i'm stuck with my PI.
not that certain about the "adapted to benefit society" part.
great.
8:44 PM
[05 April 2006]
{}
yeah.
i'm back to normal, and everything's going as it was again.
i felt so lucky today.
missed bus 105 despite walking hurriedly to the bus stop.
but then a few moments later, a practically empty bus 105 came.
woohoo.
sometimes i just don't understand.
if there's an empty seat, just sit lah!
its not like the seat's viral or something.
especially if the bus is extremely crowded, eg in the morning.
but then again, some adults are just so not considerate.
a woman sat on the outer seat, and gave her bag the inner seat.
hello, woman?
ur bag is not a living thing and there is something called "putting your bag on ur lap"?
then there was this man facing right opposite her, sitting on the outer seat too.
and damn, just because he needed to read newspaper he took the whole two-seater.
that's not the end.
even when more and more students are coming in, they just wouldn't budge.
eww.
i hate this kind of people.
just touch ur heart and ask yourself lah hor?
anyway, i reached sch to find kuei hsien and marvin at the atrium.
marvin was still having a fever lah.
or should i say he is having a fever?
but he survived the whole day!
miraculous!
if it was me, i would have gone home or not come to school at all.
after morning assembly i accompanied joan to check if she's in for SC.
she got in! CONGRATS!
maths lecture today was fun!
it was so easy to solve matrics using the GC.
and i love chinese lessons!
cos everyone wrote about one ct-mate, describing his/her looks.
so much fun!
and zhiyi was so exaggerating.
oh yeah and i was so embarasssed today during GP!
okie. correction there.
it wasn't during GP.
we thought our classroom was 4-44.
so tiancai, joan and i went inside.
then soon, i found out one of my seniors was inside too lah.
then i was like "ehh? wait. i see J2s in here."
then the next moment i saw UNCLE!
oh my god. so paiseh.
then we quickly took our bags and hurried out.
uncle even blocked me lah.
thanks arh.
SO PAISEH!
anyway, GP was fun today!
we have to say three things about ourselves, in which one is a false one.
i went first.
and one group thought i was really eurasian!
oh my god.
dance audition today!
actually i didn't see it as an audition.
i saw it as an experience for the J1s.
not bad, but i was kind of confused about the dance steps.
blunders here and there.
and damn, mr.tan told me i have to work really hard.
i think he wouldn't even choose me for the scholarship if not for me hanging out with partner and the rest.
i'm not sure if i'm gonna join the scholarship, cos i'm seriously bad at time management.
i'm worried for my studies.
and when he knew that wanteng and i have no dance background at all, he seemed to be saying i'm inferior to her.
*sighs*
its okie, i'll just work hard for it.
and i did so much stretching today!
michelle is my torture! shoo.
haha.
and i was having cramps everywhere.
seriously.
the heel, the legs, and even the stomach. you name it.
oh yah and dance seniors, did u guys notice a cockroach on the ceiling?
it was horrible.
we were so afraid that it will just drop to the ground.
fortunately it didn't.
and it didn't even move an inch?
odd.
thaksin quits!
oh man.
i thought he will continue persevering.
but i think it was kind of a "no-choice" situation.
he has to bring the people together again.
it really seemed that thailand is so separated now.
its like the gap is explicitly there.
oh well.
gerda huang tml.
sian-ed.
esther and the rest were complaining lah.
and i even overheard from someone at the bus stop about her.
no one likes her ehh?
anyuway, there was this guy who shocked us all lah.
we were trying to get out from the side gate but then no matter how hard we pushed, it just wont open.
we were giving up and telling the people at the back that the gate wasn't working.
then this group of guys assured us that it could be done.
and yes, it could be!
one of his companions just pressed the button and BANG!
he pushed open the gate.
power!
ct outing tml leh.
i wanna watch ice age 2.
i'm back to normal, and everything's going as it was again.
i felt so lucky today.
missed bus 105 despite walking hurriedly to the bus stop.
but then a few moments later, a practically empty bus 105 came.
woohoo.
sometimes i just don't understand.
if there's an empty seat, just sit lah!
its not like the seat's viral or something.
especially if the bus is extremely crowded, eg in the morning.
but then again, some adults are just so not considerate.
a woman sat on the outer seat, and gave her bag the inner seat.
hello, woman?
ur bag is not a living thing and there is something called "putting your bag on ur lap"?
then there was this man facing right opposite her, sitting on the outer seat too.
and damn, just because he needed to read newspaper he took the whole two-seater.
that's not the end.
even when more and more students are coming in, they just wouldn't budge.
eww.
i hate this kind of people.
just touch ur heart and ask yourself lah hor?
anyway, i reached sch to find kuei hsien and marvin at the atrium.
marvin was still having a fever lah.
or should i say he is having a fever?
but he survived the whole day!
miraculous!
if it was me, i would have gone home or not come to school at all.
after morning assembly i accompanied joan to check if she's in for SC.
she got in! CONGRATS!
maths lecture today was fun!
it was so easy to solve matrics using the GC.
and i love chinese lessons!
cos everyone wrote about one ct-mate, describing his/her looks.
so much fun!
and zhiyi was so exaggerating.
oh yeah and i was so embarasssed today during GP!
okie. correction there.
it wasn't during GP.
we thought our classroom was 4-44.
so tiancai, joan and i went inside.
then soon, i found out one of my seniors was inside too lah.
then i was like "ehh? wait. i see J2s in here."
then the next moment i saw UNCLE!
oh my god. so paiseh.
then we quickly took our bags and hurried out.
uncle even blocked me lah.
thanks arh.
SO PAISEH!
anyway, GP was fun today!
we have to say three things about ourselves, in which one is a false one.
i went first.
and one group thought i was really eurasian!
oh my god.
dance audition today!
actually i didn't see it as an audition.
i saw it as an experience for the J1s.
not bad, but i was kind of confused about the dance steps.
blunders here and there.
and damn, mr.tan told me i have to work really hard.
i think he wouldn't even choose me for the scholarship if not for me hanging out with partner and the rest.
i'm not sure if i'm gonna join the scholarship, cos i'm seriously bad at time management.
i'm worried for my studies.
and when he knew that wanteng and i have no dance background at all, he seemed to be saying i'm inferior to her.
*sighs*
its okie, i'll just work hard for it.
and i did so much stretching today!
michelle is my torture! shoo.
haha.
and i was having cramps everywhere.
seriously.
the heel, the legs, and even the stomach. you name it.
oh yah and dance seniors, did u guys notice a cockroach on the ceiling?
it was horrible.
we were so afraid that it will just drop to the ground.
fortunately it didn't.
and it didn't even move an inch?
odd.
thaksin quits!
oh man.
i thought he will continue persevering.
but i think it was kind of a "no-choice" situation.
he has to bring the people together again.
it really seemed that thailand is so separated now.
its like the gap is explicitly there.
oh well.
gerda huang tml.
sian-ed.
esther and the rest were complaining lah.
and i even overheard from someone at the bus stop about her.
no one likes her ehh?
anyuway, there was this guy who shocked us all lah.
we were trying to get out from the side gate but then no matter how hard we pushed, it just wont open.
we were giving up and telling the people at the back that the gate wasn't working.
then this group of guys assured us that it could be done.
and yes, it could be!
one of his companions just pressed the button and BANG!
he pushed open the gate.
power!
ct outing tml leh.
i wanna watch ice age 2.
8:41 PM
[04 April 2006]
{}
i'm back to normal now.
but...
tiancai made me laugh so much during PW.
crazy guy with crazy "talents".
decided to do on "Sexism" for my PI.
i found it pretty intriguing.
i mean, most of us wouldn't notice its existence in some medium lah.
so yeah, a pretty interesting topic to work on.
had body combat for PE today.
i wasn't really enthusiastic about it?
but i did all the moves as told lah.
i was in the front what can u expect?
ok i was just joking about that.
seriously i think taekwondo is much more interesting than this body combat.
it ate away our time.
ugh.
anyway hanrong!
my saints tee's still with you! :(
dance audition tml!
NOOOO.
i'm gonna ask mr.tan if we can be excused.
anyway, i'm thinking of forming a hiphop dance group in NY.
yup, just like da chronics.
eric gave me that idea.
i want to watch ICE AGE2!
i heard its damn hilarious.
i feel that things are going the other way round now, is that true?
is that?
but...
tiancai made me laugh so much during PW.
crazy guy with crazy "talents".
decided to do on "Sexism" for my PI.
i found it pretty intriguing.
i mean, most of us wouldn't notice its existence in some medium lah.
so yeah, a pretty interesting topic to work on.
had body combat for PE today.
i wasn't really enthusiastic about it?
but i did all the moves as told lah.
i was in the front what can u expect?
ok i was just joking about that.
seriously i think taekwondo is much more interesting than this body combat.
it ate away our time.
ugh.
anyway hanrong!
my saints tee's still with you! :(
dance audition tml!
NOOOO.
i'm gonna ask mr.tan if we can be excused.
anyway, i'm thinking of forming a hiphop dance group in NY.
yup, just like da chronics.
eric gave me that idea.
i want to watch ICE AGE2!
i heard its damn hilarious.
i feel that things are going the other way round now, is that true?
is that?
7:49 PM
[03 April 2006]
{}
it was such a beautiful dream, totally filled with sweetness and happiness.
BUT DREAMS ARE THE OPPOSITES OF REALITY.
what a fantastic way to start my day with.
why the hell do i have this kind of dream now?
it seemed so real, i thought it really happened.
but when i finally woke up, its back to reality all over again.
there is a brickwall between us, and i am the one who created it.
i don't know why am i behaving this way.
but it just makes me unhappy all over again, whenever i face you.
i have no idea why.
your april fool joke wasn't funny at all, but i'm not angry about it anymore.
i think i don't even care about it already.
but i still have that damned sinking feeling.
yes. i wasn't me today.
god.
i don't know what am i saying.
BUT DREAMS ARE THE OPPOSITES OF REALITY.
what a fantastic way to start my day with.
why the hell do i have this kind of dream now?
it seemed so real, i thought it really happened.
but when i finally woke up, its back to reality all over again.
there is a brickwall between us, and i am the one who created it.
i don't know why am i behaving this way.
but it just makes me unhappy all over again, whenever i face you.
i have no idea why.
your april fool joke wasn't funny at all, but i'm not angry about it anymore.
i think i don't even care about it already.
but i still have that damned sinking feeling.
yes. i wasn't me today.
god.
i don't know what am i saying.
8:02 PM
[02 April 2006]
{}
i just need to vent it all out.
i just wanna shoot everything out.
but i can't.
anyway, thanks alot people.
i think i should be able to handle it.
top in the news:
a man got beaten to death for no apparent reason.
furthermore, it happened right in front of his wife.
i mean its weird isn't it?
fights in pubs aren't rare, but beaten to death?
definitely not common at all.
i wonder if someone actually plotted it all along?
hmm.
i think its gonna be a tough day for me tml.
i wonder if i can handle it.
let's hope i can.
oh man. i still have to finish my tutorials.
JC life's all about mugging? haha.
definitely not.
i've seen more than that.
and my world's turning crazy.
i just wanna shoot everything out.
but i can't.
anyway, thanks alot people.
i think i should be able to handle it.
top in the news:
a man got beaten to death for no apparent reason.
furthermore, it happened right in front of his wife.
i mean its weird isn't it?
fights in pubs aren't rare, but beaten to death?
definitely not common at all.
i wonder if someone actually plotted it all along?
hmm.
i think its gonna be a tough day for me tml.
i wonder if i can handle it.
let's hope i can.
oh man. i still have to finish my tutorials.
JC life's all about mugging? haha.
definitely not.
i've seen more than that.
and my world's turning crazy.
2:42 PM
[01 April 2006]
{}
i finally went to the library!
woohoo.
thanks to tiancai.
haha.
i put "library on sat, anyone?" on my blog and msn nick, but no one seems to bother.
but tiancai came out to ask everyone!
so i managed to mug today!
stupid tiancai.
kept laming and crapping.
this moment take my handphone, the next moment take my whole bag.
lame lah.
and i finally borrowed storybooks from the library!
yeah.
at least i get to do some reading.
god. i'm really not feeling happy now at all.
my mind is in a confused state.
why now?!
i really need someone to talk to.
i'm having that stupid sinking feeling again.
damnnit.
i hate this feeling!
woohoo.
thanks to tiancai.
haha.
i put "library on sat, anyone?" on my blog and msn nick, but no one seems to bother.
but tiancai came out to ask everyone!
so i managed to mug today!
stupid tiancai.
kept laming and crapping.
this moment take my handphone, the next moment take my whole bag.
lame lah.
and i finally borrowed storybooks from the library!
yeah.
at least i get to do some reading.
god. i'm really not feeling happy now at all.
my mind is in a confused state.
why now?!
i really need someone to talk to.
i'm having that stupid sinking feeling again.
damnnit.
i hate this feeling!
9:50 PM
