[31 May 2006]
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I'm really delighted now but i have not recovered from it yet. I'm still stunned. Getting the post I wanted is a really great feeling, but i really didn't expect to really get it. I thought others have a higher chance than I do.
DANCE ROCKS. I love dance practice today, donning on the leotard for the first time. woohoo. I'm improving! But i still think i'm not good enough. Hmm..its ok. I shall work harder!

Oh yes, I went to school with just one contact len today. AGAIN! ugh. Its not the first time already. So I skipped econs lecture and ran back home to wear A PAIR of contact lens. I feared for my left eye degree. Scary. I just realised my degree is hitting 2.00 soon. damn it. NOOO.

KBOX WITH NANA NEXT FRIDAY! SET! :) miss you loads, banana!

i need to shop badly. There is this top from Samuel&Kevin that caught my attention, and CONVERSE BAG! I need more bags, seriously. I love tote bags! I want CONVERSE BAG! :(

I havent really sat down and do my homework yet. Yeah, i've written down what to do during the holidays but not that specifically. That's what i have to do next :)

O619 chalet! WOOHOO.

11:04 PM



[30 May 2006]
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i was late for today's econs lecture. I met Novi in the bus and we went in together. We only went through one question, but guess what? We have to do, or rather they suggest us to do 6 lengthy questions on case studies! My mouth was practically wide open. Another good news people. I havent done my math holiday assignment.
There's dance tomorrow! I just donned the leotard together with the pants just now. I look like a dancer, and i feel like a dancer! So cool! :)

Today's interview? I thought i screwed it up a little. I was feeling really nervous and stressed up before my turn, but when my turn came, I just felt that i should be really honest. And I did. I guess that, no matter what's the outcome, I'll still be glad that i was honest. But I so badly want it, and I have to make that clear to everyone. But I can say truthfully that I am proud of our batch. We're really great people :)

Anyway, i'm getting tired of hearing all those teasings. Seriously, its not because i'm loathing it or what. I really don't mind the jokes, if it really adds fun to you guys. But i'm just tired of it. By the way Raine, if you need a shopping partner, call me out! I'm desperate. I WANT KBOX TOO! I NEED TO SATISFY MY SINGING NEEDS! haha.

I really want to thank the people who cheered me up today! You guys are all i need. Domo arigato gozaimasu.

8:50 PM



[29 May 2006]
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i'm exhausted from all those shopping! Sadly, i didn't shop for my own needs. I shopped for dance! haha. I feel kind of excited having the leotard now. It seems so... cool. haha. Well but at least we settled everything today. Finally. Interview has been changed to tomorrow. My scary day is approaching. bwa. Never mind, i shall be myself and go 100%.

I only reached home at close to six. We were too tired to move out of the MacDonald's. And i'm having a stiff neck, or rather neck aches. Ow. It must have been due to the dance lessons yesterday. We were doing a heel lot of crutches. I shall listen to someone and not use my neck :)

Marvin and I agreed to meet at 7 today, but guess what. With me being the sleepy pig, I woke up late and arrived late. Sorry Marvin to keep you waiting! We bought fried beehoon for about half of the class, because we were afraid some might have eaten their breakfast. Ended up with one packet extra and Marvin ate one and a half packets! He's nuts.

Superband! My favourite is Qinobe and Soul. Honestly, the conclusion of Amber's performance - BOO. The singing was so damn out and the whole thing just didn't come out great. My maid and I were practically sighing. Xia Ri Feng got the lowest marks again. They must have done badly. As usual. Many are already loathing their presence in the competition. Very surprisingly they are still in even though they are completely not up to standard.

I have to say this again! I have so much to do! I really have to plan out everything!
OVER THE HEDGE OVER THE HEDGE :)

HUGS EVERYONE >

9:46 PM



[28 May 2006]
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its 12am! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDY! LOVES>

;

its another tiring day. but nevertheless, dance was fabulous today! i just love every single lesson. perhaps its because it is something i really love and have passion in :) i have to record down what i learnt each lesson! or else i think i'll forget them! ARHH.

KA graduation today! i'm really really thankful for each and everyone - all i need is your presence. KA will never be gone! And let's finish up this project with a spectacular end alright?! love you guys lots! HUGS. Next up was the bbq. woohoo. i have a really great laughing session again. Basically my dear buddy was very high over armpit hair, us going crazy over the hongkong accent and the 4Ms. MARIA (ME), MARIO (YONGCAI), MARVIN (MARVIN) AND MAM (JOAN). And i just realised something. almost half of KA is sick. take care, guys!

chinese at 0730 tomorrow. i'm not really dreading it, i'm actually dreading the fact that i have to wake up early like a normal school day. this sucks. haha. after that we have no break at all, because next up will be maths lecture. i havent even done the tutorial. great, and they are going through tomorrow. li sin and i already have a pact - we'll do it tomorrow morning :) buying dance stuff after that. INTERVIEW ON TUESDAY. Oh my freaking god. its going to happen! ARHH. my worst fear right now. i'm really afraid.

MIRACLE. it was a really great movie. I could feel the intense excitement during the matches and i really felt nervous for the team as well. CHEERED when the team won. i thought it was pretty saddening that the coach didn't live to watch this movie. YES, its a true story. you guys should go rent it or something. YES, miracles do happen.

I have so much to do during the holidays! i have to really sit down one day and plan everything! :)

i love KA. i love O619. I love my friends. you guys are all dears and darlings to me :) whenever you guys need my help, i'll be there for you. seriously.

11:44 PM



[27 May 2006]
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phew. finally a "more-than-6-hours" sleeptime this week. i've been craving for it. DYNAMIC! had a meeting today at marine parade. MARINE PARADE! haha. basically because that is the only place we know that sells gym equipment and stuff. at least we produced some results out of this :)

anyway, i just want to say sorry to those O619 peeps. i'm really sorry to spoil your mood that i didn't play basketball with you guys. i really didn't want to play - i have no idea why i was so reluctant. oh yesh, and we saw bryan wong, xie yun yin and weng qing hai today. novi was being interviewed! but i think they were a bit too pushy. apparently she didn't want to do whatever they were offering and daniel even said no. so yeah. but i can't forget that they have a job to do as well.

basically there's nothing to blog about. i just felt that this coming holidays don't seem to be one at all. i really have so much to do. am i really handling too much stuff that i'm making myself "unable-to-cope"?

9:04 PM



[26 May 2006]
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i just came back from the parents' night event with my mum. i thought mr kwek was really adorable, the way he joked and smiled. i was smirking. he looked so cute yet blur. it was a slacking session for PE today, but yet we still had to stand under the blazing hot sun. they asked us to choose the sport activity we want to learn/play during the next term. we chose squash. i thought it will be pretty fun - i'm sick of tennis.
ONE WHOLE YEAR OF PLAYING/PRACTICING "TENNIS" WITHOUT THE REAL BALL AND JUST HITTING AGAINST THE WALL IS ENOUGH.

i just realised today after school that i had been sleeping for at most only six hours every night. once i only slept for 5 hours. i'm really tired. every morning i wake up with the extreme sleeply-ness and it makes me lose the energy to go to school. we had our last lesson with mr chan today! I think i'll really miss him, as a teacher, that is. i really didn't look him as a teacher - he can blend in so easily with us. hoho. and he's so freaking young!
smart ass.

yes, the holidays is starting. but i can't rejoice just yet. PW tml in the morning - there goes my beauty sleep. Sunday - dance lesson and KA. Monday - chinese at 0730. oh my god. i don't want to wake up so early! 0730! that's like no difference at all as compared to a normal school day. let's just hope there's a break.

after attending the talk today, i just realised (yes, again.) that i have so much to do during the holidays. PW, homework, mid-year and on top of that, i want to enjoy my holidays! :( busy busy busy. jc life isn't easy at all.
when can i ever just sleep without the need to wake up early again?!

11:04 PM



[25 May 2006]
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it has been a very short and slackening day. we had 2 hours of chemistry tutorial once again with gerda. well, to be exact, its one hour fourty-five. next on was the damned physics test. i think i can manage to get at least a pass but i definitely won't excel in it. CHEM LECTURE. idiotic benjamin was vandalising my arm and notes. he even got chided by gerda. man, it was so comical. gerda saw the vandalism on ben's arm, reprimanded him for that, he spoke to me and got 'scolded' again. haha. tiancai was quoted as the "lollipop boy".

we had a dance meeting regarding the internal elections. yes, my mind is set on vice-president. but somehow i don't think i can make it. firstly, there are two others running for this post. secondly, i'm really afraid of the interview this monday. chiahui said she was being asked pretty tough questions when it was her time. oh god.
AHH. fear fear fear. i shall take it easy and answer the question truthfully. personally i think if i prepare for the interview it would sound so technical.

marvin, yongcai and i toured around the school today. we were walking about like tourists of NYJC. after helping joan for heats we went to the container classroom, hoping to relax and slack in the air-conditioned space. but unfortunately we were 'chased out' by a teacher who want to use the classroom. so we went off to find a classroom but practically all were filled. others were still having classes. dumb me.

next up, the benches. but as soon as we sat down, yongcai saw zhenyao and immediately told us to get away. he was hiding from him. so we went on to the basketball court to watch the guys play. not long later it started to rain. the rest of us went to find a classroom again, and this time we did. i did my chinese and sang like there's no tommorow with yongcai and gang. haha. i thought because i was the only girl there that's why the guys didn't really have much to talk about. you know, as in, guys' talk.

i'm really afraid for the dance post...

10:05 PM



[24 May 2006]
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Math trail was great! but my name wasn't even on the list of facilitators in the first place. i wonder why.
supposedly i was able to help li sin and her group but then group 38 needed one facilitator so mrs lim assigned me there. the kids are great. thank god they aren't rude. i thought daniel's ones looked abit arrogant and "heck-ed". all boys - what can you expect?
my personal favourites - peifang and shanren.
peifang was the girl i really talked to. she was the first in the group i spoke to and she was pretty talkative. haha. a really nice girl. but they made me feel so old! they are in primary six and i'm 5 years older than them.
shanren - the playful one. he's so cute lah, sliding here and there. And yes, he is very playful. he even saluted to me before he left. adorable :)
not forgetting the others, shalrul, dhana and simin! it was great knowing you guys. and shalrul u did a great job as a leader. as for the others, great job for working as a fabulous team! :)
GRP 38! i got their contacts lah.

as for the tile project, the design is set! KA, a few more days to go. and please do not forget to do the things you're supposed to complete! :)
assembly today. phew, no reading period. god bless. errol was acting. woo. the hot guy among the J1s during first three months. yeah he's really good-looking. but that's all :)
dance was on today but i couldn't attend it cos' after math i had the tile project on. sorry, girls! i heard from them he added a few steps, and some really hard ones. damn. hope i'll be able to catch up. anyway, dance needs people! we need 2 more girls and 4 more guys! :( how are we going to find people at this point of time when everyone already has a cca?

there's physics test tomorrow. i'm going to so flunk it. its 10.20pm now. the good thing is i have already revised my physics halfway (thermal and projectile). the bad thing? i still have to do my gp summary and chemistry tutorial. great. i think i'll sleep late tonight. i think i really lack of sleep. i can really fall asleep after a few seconds on the bed. god. quick, HOLIDAY please arrive soon!

10:11 PM



[23 May 2006]
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the 29th council investiture was held today during our ct period. we missed half of the physics lecture - something to rejoice about! i thought it was abit screwed up, due to the technical problems. for example, it surely wasn't enjoyable to watch a video without any music.

i really appreciated what the 28th had done for us, especially for O1 and O2. i still remembered those days as OGL of Orientation 2, with people like weijun as the chairperson, cunzheng and weifang as nekkar elders. those were really the days of fun. but like what vanessa said, that was our honeymoon period. it's gone now.
and now, all i hope is 29th will do a good job. i am sure they will. :)

something really saddened me today. when the song THE EXTRA MILE was being played, i was getting really emotional. i even sang along with the 29th. it just brought me back memories of the level camps, for both OGLs and O2. but ironically, my classmates thought otherwise. they were basically sian-ed. they even asked me to change the song (its our class blog song.). *sighs* did they really get the true meaning behind during the level camp? i don't think so.
i can't change their opinions, but all i can say is everyone has their own experience.

KA meeting afterwards. record of number of people who turned up: four. its definitely a record. but i understand fully, KA. i'm not blaming you guys or what. our aim is to get the project done by saturday.
just a few more days, people. we can do it!

chatted with vonne, yongcai and marvin after our unexpectedly short meeting. another record holder.
i had a great laughing session. basically i was laughing till my stomach ached. this is like, the first time ever since the year started. CHI BU NE NE. hoho.

not able to make it for dance tomorrow. i'll be having this math trail facilitating stuff. i wondered if i'm facilitating alone or what. debrief is 2.30pm tomorrow, and school ends at 2.15pm? what the..
there's no break in between?! hmm..i wonder how i handle primary school kids. kids nowadays are really rude sometimes, they just don't show respect to their seniors. oh no. that means they could be even worse to their parents/elderly. good luck to the country's education system. LET'S PRAY.

i managed to complete most of my comprehension. i just get so lazy and bored when it comes to summary.
it sucks totally. i have to start revising for physics! or i'll really flunk it. H3 math selection test was on today.
well i completely met the criteria, but take a look at my recent test results. oh man. i've always thought the only thing i'm good at is maths and chinese. my chinese is still alright, but my maths. i can't figure out a single thing of what mrs lim said during tutorials. i'll just go "HUH?" and it just seems that i can't absorb any more. I want to attempt H3 but at this stage? NAH. i'd rather concentrate on my H2 first.
i need someone to help me! lets get my son. haha. alright, that sentence sounds so wrong. LET'S GET MY SON.
he's a pro. look at this, son! i'm praising you.

dance election is coming soon. if i'm not wrong it will be after mid year. i really want to run for vice-president. but i wonder if i can convince the seniors and teachers-in-charge. however, most importantly, it is whether i can handle it or not :(

alright, enough for today. my blog entries seem to be getting longer ever since i'm writing in this format.
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take care, people!

10:11 PM



[22 May 2006]
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my life is full of fun. my life is full of hectic-ness. my life is full of ups and downs. my life is full of twists. my life is full of loneliness. my life is full of happiness. so the definition of my life? i have no idea.
i really wanted to break down today. there are so many things in my head. so many things for me to do, so many things people are depending on me to do. i really want to scream. i really want to just heck about it.
i'm no superwoman? i've never handled so many things in one go before. project inspiration, my studies (damn.), MY LIFE. i'm really exhausted. i want to run away from this world, and live in the past.
where's all my real happiness? specks of it are everywhere now. sometimes i have them, sometimes i don't.

am i depressed? no, i'm not. i am sure of that. but right now, i'm feeling aimless and even helpless. HOW THE HELL DO I GO 100%?! i'm really trying to. i'm really really trying to.
i almost broke down when a piano piece was being played. i have never heard the song before, but the moment i heard it, my tears just had the urge to come out. i think if there was a slight chance they would even squeeze out of my eyes. don't ask me. i don't know why myself either.

*sighs* i really don't know what else to blog about.
lucky i have joan, hongguang, marvin and the rest of the class to cheer me up today.

9:15 PM



[21 May 2006]
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DANCE WAS GREAT!
i think the dance instructor is a fan of JJ Lin.
playing his songs when we were doing stretching.
haha.
and class was really enjoyable.
but too bad the dance instructor smokes.
she's so pretty lah, but the smoking part just destroys it all.

went to school for tile project as well.
i think the time spent at the bus stop was the most fun, though short.
dead funny with those hong kong accent of russell peters'.
woo.
i was laughing my ass off.
bwahahaha.

anyway, yup we didn't get our project done by the fixed deadline KA.
but we didn't fail the project.
i repeat, we didn't fail the project.
we can get this project done! :)

to a friend: i'll be there for you always.
you did not lose me.

10:32 PM



[20 May 2006]
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justin just said he can't sing.
...
thanks arh.
if you can't sing i think i really can't even talk.
haha.

yeah something happened last night.
nothing to feel happy about, all i could say is i'm hurt.
but everything's fine now.

he just said something which really makes me happy.
he understands!
woohoo :)

just started tuition again.
i didn't even know its just on GP and i practically brought everything out.
my mummy didn't tell me.
communication problem. haha.

i have no idea what else to blog about.
everything's collapsing!
i just realised i have so much to ponder/do.
tile project, studies, personal problems...
the list goes on.

9:48 PM



[17 May 2006]
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i just realised how exhausted i am.
fell asleep very soon after i started revising for my SPA tml.
and woke up to a horror because it was already approaching 8pm.
but that's not the end.
i went back to sleep - i was so tired.
great.
revision half done.
homework undone.

feeling more energetic now due to the help of CURRY PUFFS.
went down to support the volleyball girls today.
i didn't regret it at all.
i just want to say if u, as a NYJC-ian, missed it, you really missed something good lah.
seriously i just want to say you guys are dumb not to go down and support them WHEN YOU COULD.
poof.
the energy was high, the atmosphere was great and you really feel proud being an NYJC-ian at that period of time.
even the teachers were cheering along.
we lost, but that was a great fight and game.
NYJC will always be behind you! :)
i seriously think we played well.

wasn't really able to keep my happiness up today.
i was really...argh.
i so wanted to be alone at a point of time.
i have no idea what's up with me.
thinking about the class just makes me feel worse.
eeew.
but thanks sheena, i'll continue to stand by them.

i just feel so drained.
how i wish i can just dump all problems away , like to the rubbish bin.
how i wish i can just heck about the rest of the people involved in my life.
how i wish i can just concentrate on my studies and live a happy life again.
but i can't.
i just can't.

10:24 PM



[15 May 2006]
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PROJECT INSPIRATION booth opened today again.
vonne was telling me i looked tired.
yeah kind of.
having to handle all those stuffs and going home late really make me feel so lethargic.
but i was really having a great laughing session.
yongcai, marvin and guanheng were like the sources of it lah.
first, its guanheng's "pulling-my-hair" moaning incident.
weirdo.
together with eva's insane laughter, it just gets worse.
then they three started with this indian accent.
goddamn hilarious.
until you can roll on the floor and laugh like nobody's business.

reached home at about 8.
did some stretching, attempted econs and here i am!
woohoo.
i went to youtube yesterday and i found so many dance videos!
i mean those whereby they teach you how to dance to those hot songs.
cool man!
i have DBSK, BoA and Jolin's!
i'm gonna master them during june holidays!

anyway, partner, i'm sorry for what i've said to you!
but really, i was just voicing out my opinions!
don't take it to heart! :)

and guys in O619 are so unfortunate.
firstly, more than half of the girls are taken lah.
SADDENING HUH?
bleah.
so what's the use of having 7 girls in your class?
haha.

btw, SON'S DAY has been confirmed!
our birthdates added together equals to 224.
224th day of the year is 12th August!
so yup, that's SON'S DAY.
kind of lame and to think that i'll agree to this.
and the son is such a highly intellectual person.
tsk tsk.
haha.

ermm if my use of the word 'intellectual' is wrong, please correct me :)

10:40 PM



[14 May 2006]
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how can i freaking forget?!

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL GREAT MOMS!

received a sweet sms from my dear son.
well, he acknowledge me as his mom.
so its like one-sided thing? haha.
jkjk.
thanks for the sms yah?
we were just chatting on msn about the birthday incident.
it was so hilarious.
he was scolding me that i didn't wish him happy birthday which was a few days ago.
and i was like, "ermm..you know what? its my birthday TODAY."
he went like OMG. haha.
dead hilarious.
i'll try to think a SON'S DAY yah? :)

9:44 PM



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met up with chels earlier on in the afternoon.
we went to register for the MTV hiphop dance class!
it seemed pretty cool, just that i wasn't expecting to see mostly adults in the class.
they were dancing to jj's "Jiu Shi Wo".
cool.
after that we went on to PS!
ate this noodle omelette.
its pretty good, huh.
you guys should try it.
NEOPRINTS NEXT!
we took twice lah!
so yeah 10 bucks went flying out of our wallets :(

oh man, i'm getting poorer.
BOOOOOO.
and i still wanna shop till i drop!
sounds really contradicting ehh?
no money = how to shop till i drop?

have to do homework later on.
thanks chels for printing my chem tutorial! :)
really nice catching up session with you!
lets come up with more gatherings!
i miss o615 too! :(

2 hours of tutorial again.
this time its physics! OMG.

3:59 PM



[13 May 2006]
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M.I 3 yesterday!
it was a not-bad movie, considering the fact that i didn't even watch the previous 2 parts.
the movie was all-action, thrilling, breath-taking and whoa, great storyline.
i love the sudden twists in the story.
great job.

didn't do much work today!
oops.
i only did math.
that's all.
and my freaking gc.
"LOW BATT"
argh.

registering for hiphop dance tml with chels! :)
can't wait to check out the class.
i wonder how it will be like.
will get to know tml!

i think i better do some work later.
or else i'll be doomed when the new week starts.

O619: our chalet will be changed to 5-7 June!
although i'm not sure if there will be any vacancies till monday :(

10:54 PM



[12 May 2006]
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another twist in my story, again.
bwahaha.
i really should start thinking of writing down my story down and sell them in all bookstores.
so drama.
but then again, i've heard of even more dramatic ones.

i so hate making choices.
eew.
i can't believe i've reached this stage.
but i'm not going to make another choice now.
im gonna be neutral!
:)

meeting with DYNAMIC! later.

11:47 AM



[11 May 2006]
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i'm so exhausted.
the project practically drained all my energy.
but then again, its my energy source as well.
:)
my nick: "exhausting but i aint regretting a moment of it."

i think we did a really good job today, people.
CELEBRATE!
i was at the peak of reaching stress at one time, and i nearly broke down.
but everything's alright now :)

anyway, we got scolded by mr low during chem lecture today.
cos he claimed that we were making more noise than the ones in LT4.
i couldn't help laughing then - i have no idea why.
i think he's really gay, he's always PMS-ing.
although i have to admit he was nice when we asked him for permission to leave early.

funny fact: marvin thought he ate a fly.
YES, a FLY.
one moment he was saying he felt something flew into his nose,
and next, he thought he swallowed a fly.
oh man.
sometimes marvin, being the blur guy, is really our source of entertainment.

we only managed to finish up everything at 8.
YUP, eight at night.
by the time everyone finished painting, it was already 6plus.
then we have to settle all admin and pack, so it ended at 8.
hongqing, take care arh!
and thank you so much, sylvia!
you really helped us alot today! :)

i'm glad i met you guys.
but most of all, i'm glad to be in NYJC :)
we rock.

9:35 PM



[10 May 2006]
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ugh.
i'm falling sick again.
i having a cold lah.
i so hate blocknose! argh.
and phlegm's building up.
damn it.
ugh.

been really occupied over KA project.
thanks everyone for your support!
we collected over 500 tiles today! :)
though its pretty far away from our target, i think its still a great achievement.

i have to do chem tutorial 7!
arh.
tml is a long day!
2-hr tutorial with gerda.
totally dreading it.
but if she's in a good mood tml that'll be still alright.

long and exhausting day.
immediately after school we rushed down to set up the booth.
stayed all the way till seven.
went to J8 with marvin to get the painty.
but that's not all.
stock at J8 wasn't enough and i have to drop by the toa payoh branch.
pia-ed so i managed to reach home before 2030.
phew.
and i have only done 1 question of chem. bleah.
better start working on it after computer.

TIRING!

10:52 PM



[08 May 2006]
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its final.
its the launch of the project today.
1st setback on the first day.
but i believe we'll be able to get everything back tomorrow.
go, KA! :)

was a bit pissed in the morning.
felt utterly disappointed when my good friend said something hurting regarding the project.
but that's what they think.
all i got to do is change it.

phy SPA was alright.
everything was okie.
went to PS with vonne to check out some stuff for the project.
vonne can be so...
okok i was just joking. haha.
had a great time with her.
thanks, vonne.
i thought i was going to do everything by myself cos van and joan aren't free.
but yeah, u came along.
two lost sheeps ehh?
HUGS :)

HUGS TO ALL KA, O619 and everyone too!

and this is to raine.
that is, if u didn't get what i mean.
no, i should make this point to everyone too.
something that i have learnt from our dear old sheena.
there's something called STRESS.
but there is also something called TENSION.
they're totally different.
in my perspective, tension brings you higher and further.
next time, when you think you are feeling 'stressed',
ask yourself "is this stress or tension?"

hope this helps everyone! :)

10:30 PM



[07 May 2006]
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yet another busy day for me.
had KA meeting -- its a weekly routine.
i was late.
i sincerely apologised for that.
anyway, i managed to revise dynamics!
finally i understood the topic.
PHEW.
but whether i am able to do the tutorial is another thing.
most probably getting back our math test tml.
HORRIFIED.
i don't want to get it back.
it totally sucks.
i'm getting really happy, well, at least happier with my class now.
at least i get to know some of them better.
like through my PW group DYNAMIC! and stuff.
cool.
i realised that every week, there are some things i've accomplished and some not.
could i have got everything done?
Hmm.
that's a questionable point.
yeah.
i'm so dead excited about the project! :)
my life is getting busier.
my life is changing.
:)
wait.
is this a good or bad thing?

10:11 PM



[06 May 2006]
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WOO.
busy but fruitful day.
met up with DYNAMIC! for our 2nd PW meeting!
yup.
we're called the DYNAMIC! because we're doing dynamos.
damn crappy but cool, we all agreed on it. haha.
initially i thought i'll be having problems working with them.
cos i'm not that close to them and all.
but they're a humorous and fun bunch to hang out with :)
DYNAMIC!
we closed the discussion at 1500!
that's efficient man.

attempted to send letter to Ikumi but the post office was closed.
damn.
went to meet yvonne after that.
we weren't lost sheeps after all.
we managed to find bras basah complex.
PHEW.
lots of arts stuff and books there!
5-storeyPOPULAR branch, can u believe it?!

rushed down to funan for dinner with eunice and gang.
didn't really managed to catch up with shuqi cos she had to leave early :(
had a long chat with eunice though.
poly orientation sounded so fun and scary, especially the st john's part.
haha.
glad u guys are enjoying ur lives right now!
and i want to declare something.
I WANT TO SHOP!
ugh.
and nana, quick get a free time slot so we can hang out together! :)

KA meeting tml.
can't wait for the project to get started!

11:44 PM



[05 May 2006]
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ugh.
i tried blogging a few days ago,but stupid blogger broke down.
i'll never try posting photos on my blog again.
tedious stuff.

so today was my doom day.
math was horrible, PE was great and the others?
average lah. haha.
I broke my previous record for 2.4km!
from a timing of 15:43 to 14:39!
i'm bloody proud of myself!
basically the improvement was cos i figured out i have to swing my arms more.
equals to more momentum, and running easier and faster.
anyway, someone cheated.
i was the one who realised.
no integrity. like what joan said.
she was running so slowly, how could she possibly finish so quickly?!

enough of that.
lots of stuff to do this weekend and this following week.
TENSION.
been doing stuffs for the BIG PROJECT.
:) so excited!

and i bought the materials for Mother's Day gift already!
woohoo.
havent been doing much stretching though :(
first time using the atm today.
cool stuff.
simple, short and not sweet at all!
bwahahaha.
anyway, congrats on everyone who got into the sc's ex-co.
and son!
great job!
(i'll just admit ure my son this once. i wonder why would i do that in the first place! :P)

and QQ, we're approaching the end of this week.
so i'm going to kick your ass-es!
ENDURE!
:)

PW meeting and dinner gathering tml! :) :)

9:00 PM



[01 May 2006]
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what's a win?
what's a WOW?
totally different.
yup. learnt that from our dear old sheena.
hoho.
anyway, conclusion: i managed to get some things done!
lets see..
3/4 of math tutorial done.
chinese compo done.
gp only halfway done.
chem tutorial 4 done.
i need help with my chem tutorial 5!
i don't even have a clue on how to start for question 4 onwards.
considering this week's results with others, i think i did make a difference.
if its the usual me, i think not even half of the above mentioned will be done.
:)
but i still have to stay focused!
jia you!
just finished revising for econs.
i understand the facts and stuff but can't get it in my head?
hmm..

friday is really my doom day.
3 tests plus 2.4km run!
OH MY FREAKING GOD.
i'm dreading friday already.
ugh.

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