[30 June 2006]
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I slacked again. I was planning to study, well at least read through some of the notes. BUT i didn't. I actually woke up at 11.30pm but slept again and only woke up 1 hr later. haha. But you can't blame me - I slept at 3am. I was finding back all my songs so yeah, i got abit carried away. Hoho.
I chatted with Jasmine online just now. She's coming back soon! In 29days, and counting down. Better get your arse back as soon as possible, i tell you. haha. Oh yeah and wetseal apparel seems cool! I went to check it out. Maybe I'll ask you to help me buy some things from there :)
I went to check out the university courses again. NTU - Communications Studies! Division (Electronic and Broadcast Media)! Woot. But then my GP must get at least a B4 preferably. Oh no. Guess I better work hard for A levels so that I'll be able to have a wide choice of university courses to choose from. A levels is going to be much tougher than the O levels. EATING UP THE BIG A IN PROGRESS. hahaha. i still prefer EATING UP THE BIG O though.
love is a guessing game, isn't it?
I chatted with Jasmine online just now. She's coming back soon! In 29days, and counting down. Better get your arse back as soon as possible, i tell you. haha. Oh yeah and wetseal apparel seems cool! I went to check it out. Maybe I'll ask you to help me buy some things from there :)
I went to check out the university courses again. NTU - Communications Studies! Division (Electronic and Broadcast Media)! Woot. But then my GP must get at least a B4 preferably. Oh no. Guess I better work hard for A levels so that I'll be able to have a wide choice of university courses to choose from. A levels is going to be much tougher than the O levels. EATING UP THE BIG A IN PROGRESS. hahaha. i still prefer EATING UP THE BIG O though.
love is a guessing game, isn't it?
9:46 PM
[29 June 2006]
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I'm back. Its my slacking day! Hahaha. There was no need to wake up early in the morning! I only woke up at noon! But I'm not the worst. Raine woke up later! Bwahahaha. Oops. Sorry Raine. I revealed your secret! Bleah.
I didn't study today. *grins.
I had a nice long chat with Justin yesterday. Woot. Thanks Jus. But seriously I think that un-stoning potion of yours is making you worse. I have to bear with your singing. You're so dead lousy. Bwa. Oh yeah, and your lame jokes! But i totally love the three-men joke! Oh man.It was dead hilarious. Anyone who wants to know the joke just ask me! :) You'll be laughing your arse off.
I browsed through the NUS website again. Finally I manage to figure out some of the courses i'm interested in. Japanese Studies! :) Pharmacy seems intriguing too. But it seems that I have to take Biology for A levels? Forget it. Project and Facilites Management! But it's under "Building and Estate" Weird. I can't seem to find Communications. Never mind.
Some resolutions for the new upcoming term. I must not lag behind in terms of tutorials! And I must be more motivated to study for all the dreaded tests and examinations. Yeah tat's all. And of course fulfil all commitments? Actually I don't know what am i saying. Whatever. haha.
ugh. My computer's damn lagged now. Mainly because of all the songs I have transferred from my mp3 player. I think I better transfer them back soon., since my mp3 player *prays should be alright now.
everything seems to be going the other way round from the start. its so not my fairytale. i tried, and i will try again?
I didn't study today. *grins.
I had a nice long chat with Justin yesterday. Woot. Thanks Jus. But seriously I think that un-stoning potion of yours is making you worse. I have to bear with your singing. You're so dead lousy. Bwa. Oh yeah, and your lame jokes! But i totally love the three-men joke! Oh man.It was dead hilarious. Anyone who wants to know the joke just ask me! :) You'll be laughing your arse off.
I browsed through the NUS website again. Finally I manage to figure out some of the courses i'm interested in. Japanese Studies! :) Pharmacy seems intriguing too. But it seems that I have to take Biology for A levels? Forget it. Project and Facilites Management! But it's under "Building and Estate" Weird. I can't seem to find Communications. Never mind.
Some resolutions for the new upcoming term. I must not lag behind in terms of tutorials! And I must be more motivated to study for all the dreaded tests and examinations. Yeah tat's all. And of course fulfil all commitments? Actually I don't know what am i saying. Whatever. haha.
ugh. My computer's damn lagged now. Mainly because of all the songs I have transferred from my mp3 player. I think I better transfer them back soon., since my mp3 player *prays should be alright now.
everything seems to be going the other way round from the start. its so not my fairytale. i tried, and i will try again?
10:04 PM
[28 June 2006]
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so everyone was wrong. the killer paper wasn't math after all. It was physics. Don't discuss any questions with me. Its a high probability that i have it wrong. It was freaking tough. I didn't even know how to do like almost more than half of the paper? The questions were mostly of vectors and dynamics. EEW. Disgusting. They're out to kill us. I feel that I'll do really badly for this midyear. Fabulous. To be honest, I didn't do my best for the part 'studying' or also well-known as mugging.
Last night I was slacking big time in the afternoon after reaching home. I wanted to take a nap but proceeded on to watching the last episode and special programme of the idol drama. Had a short nap at 5, woke up at 7.30pm. Slack slack slack..all the way until nine. Then my mp3 player screwed up. All my mp3 files were gone. But luckily I managed to retrieve 3 quarters of it. Phew. But my 100+ songs! :( I have to search for them all over again.
And so after the paper, a group of us went to have lunch and play bowl at Kovan. Oh yeah and I saw Munning at KFC! We were walking past KFC and then this group of SRJCians were like looking at us? All of them were turning back and then i saw her. haha. No wonder. Anyway, it has been such a long time since I've played bowling. Got very rusty during the first game but got the grip of it for the second. Marv fell down! haha. It was dead funny. Seriously marv too bad i didn't get to see how you fell. But seeing you on the ground was enough. Then we began walking around Heartland Mall.
It was so hilarious. Shujia, Raine and I decided to take the guys around the mall aimlessly. Like they just follow us and stuff. Guys always have to do that when we go out together. First part - we reached the second level, it seemed like we're walking into the lingerie shop, but we took a sharp turn at the entrance. hahaha. Yeah, we were making them go red in the face. You should have seen. Just joking :)
Next up we went to mac, slacked and chatted. They were broadcasting last night's football match between Brazil and Ghana. 4-0, if i'm not wrong? Ghana's goalkeeper was dumb - he kept going far too forward to catch the ball when most of the time he can't. So Brazil seemed to be scoring goals without the goalkeeper in front to defend them. Oh man. Then we calculated our BMI! Mainly because we saw this BMI machine. Mine's 16.8. Very abnormal. haha. Risk of getting osteo and other diseases. Oh no?
And so I'm home now! :) Intended to watch X-Men 3 but didn't. NO MONEY.
i feel that i don't know about love anymore. what is love, exactly? Yes, I know i'm not the old me anymore... I don't wish to either. sighs.
Last night I was slacking big time in the afternoon after reaching home. I wanted to take a nap but proceeded on to watching the last episode and special programme of the idol drama. Had a short nap at 5, woke up at 7.30pm. Slack slack slack..all the way until nine. Then my mp3 player screwed up. All my mp3 files were gone. But luckily I managed to retrieve 3 quarters of it. Phew. But my 100+ songs! :( I have to search for them all over again.
And so after the paper, a group of us went to have lunch and play bowl at Kovan. Oh yeah and I saw Munning at KFC! We were walking past KFC and then this group of SRJCians were like looking at us? All of them were turning back and then i saw her. haha. No wonder. Anyway, it has been such a long time since I've played bowling. Got very rusty during the first game but got the grip of it for the second. Marv fell down! haha. It was dead funny. Seriously marv too bad i didn't get to see how you fell. But seeing you on the ground was enough. Then we began walking around Heartland Mall.
It was so hilarious. Shujia, Raine and I decided to take the guys around the mall aimlessly. Like they just follow us and stuff. Guys always have to do that when we go out together. First part - we reached the second level, it seemed like we're walking into the lingerie shop, but we took a sharp turn at the entrance. hahaha. Yeah, we were making them go red in the face. You should have seen. Just joking :)
Next up we went to mac, slacked and chatted. They were broadcasting last night's football match between Brazil and Ghana. 4-0, if i'm not wrong? Ghana's goalkeeper was dumb - he kept going far too forward to catch the ball when most of the time he can't. So Brazil seemed to be scoring goals without the goalkeeper in front to defend them. Oh man. Then we calculated our BMI! Mainly because we saw this BMI machine. Mine's 16.8. Very abnormal. haha. Risk of getting osteo and other diseases. Oh no?
And so I'm home now! :) Intended to watch X-Men 3 but didn't. NO MONEY.
i feel that i don't know about love anymore. what is love, exactly? Yes, I know i'm not the old me anymore... I don't wish to either. sighs.
6:49 PM
[27 June 2006]
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I didn't get to finish my chemistry paper. Too many explanatory questions or whatever. Luckily I skipped some and went on to the others. There wasn't enough time! Oh man. I was doing one question, and i finally knew how to answer it when the teacher said "Stop writing." I didn't dare to defy - it was the PMS chemistry tutor. He was already pissed before the start of the paper.
Nvm. I chiong-ed for the mcq paper. haha.
Today was my worst bus ride home ever. Trust me. I believe the nyjcians on the bus will agree with me. Mad woman. I was boarding the bus and i saw Camellia. So very apparently I went over to her side and chatted with her. Chye Keong and his classmate were there too. I'm so sorry I've forgotten your name. Oops. Then we started talking about the paper and all of the sudden this woman screamed "Quiet!". We were like stunned, and then this insane woman went on. She insulted us big time man. I could have sued her. She said we were cheap, and that all we know or do is having sex. She even chided me lah. She said "I'll cut off your hair and make you a nun." Like i care. Freaking pissed. There's one contradicting part. She asked us why we didn't look at her. Then one of us stared at her and she said "stare what stare?!" Attention-seeker in the wrong way, old woman.
Maybe we were too noisy or what. But whatever you said was totally no link. You were insulting college students and us lah! You said all we know is about sex. Like what the hell. Still wanted to send us to woodbridge. You have no idea how many times she screamed the f word. Daphne was frightened, I guess. Lucky Camellia. She got off the bus early. We have to bear with her from the school's bus stop all the way to the interchange. There were once when I really wanted to tell her to SHUT UP. BAKA! You ruined my day.
Anyway, enough of that. I only slept for 3 hours last night. Call me blur or what. I drank mocha at midnight. So I couldn't even get to sleep despite tossing and turning on the bed for ages until 3am. My head was killing me. I was feeling so sick. Phew it wasn't a fever. I'm going to watch It Started with a Kiss finale later! It's uploading right now.
Last night when I couldn't get to sleep, I thought of so many scenarios. Very dramatic ones. I'm this kind of person. But all my imaginations will never come true. But sometimes things turned out to be even more dramatic than I thought. haha. *sighs. My mind's a blank now.
Nvm. I chiong-ed for the mcq paper. haha.
Today was my worst bus ride home ever. Trust me. I believe the nyjcians on the bus will agree with me. Mad woman. I was boarding the bus and i saw Camellia. So very apparently I went over to her side and chatted with her. Chye Keong and his classmate were there too. I'm so sorry I've forgotten your name. Oops. Then we started talking about the paper and all of the sudden this woman screamed "Quiet!". We were like stunned, and then this insane woman went on. She insulted us big time man. I could have sued her. She said we were cheap, and that all we know or do is having sex. She even chided me lah. She said "I'll cut off your hair and make you a nun." Like i care. Freaking pissed. There's one contradicting part. She asked us why we didn't look at her. Then one of us stared at her and she said "stare what stare?!" Attention-seeker in the wrong way, old woman.
Maybe we were too noisy or what. But whatever you said was totally no link. You were insulting college students and us lah! You said all we know is about sex. Like what the hell. Still wanted to send us to woodbridge. You have no idea how many times she screamed the f word. Daphne was frightened, I guess. Lucky Camellia. She got off the bus early. We have to bear with her from the school's bus stop all the way to the interchange. There were once when I really wanted to tell her to SHUT UP. BAKA! You ruined my day.
Anyway, enough of that. I only slept for 3 hours last night. Call me blur or what. I drank mocha at midnight. So I couldn't even get to sleep despite tossing and turning on the bed for ages until 3am. My head was killing me. I was feeling so sick. Phew it wasn't a fever. I'm going to watch It Started with a Kiss finale later! It's uploading right now.
Last night when I couldn't get to sleep, I thought of so many scenarios. Very dramatic ones. I'm this kind of person. But all my imaginations will never come true. But sometimes things turned out to be even more dramatic than I thought. haha. *sighs. My mind's a blank now.
12:36 PM
[26 June 2006]
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Math and chinese today. I didn't complete my math. Great. The last question is worth twelve marks and i didn't even do. All i wrote was "Det is more than or equal to zero." Oh well. The paper's over now. Chinese was okay, but i thought some of the questions were rather tricky.
Chemistry tomorrow. I'm so dead. Just memorising all those bond shapes and enthalpy stuff makes me go dizzy. Bwa.
"It started with a Kiss" marathon today again. I managed to watch 4 episodes! Oh my god. I couldn't resist it. I have to see how Zhi Shu confessed to Xiang Qin. Zheng Yuan Chang rocks big time. He just makes me go so gaga sometimes. haha. The first time i went gaga was the idol drama "THE ROSE", and now this. Woot. too much too much. haha. I have my mind set. I'm going to buy the vcd set, or rather maybe adding it to my wishlist? haha :) get my hint?
My dear junior JOJO is appearing on television soon! Go, jojo! :)
Chemistry tomorrow. I'm so dead. Just memorising all those bond shapes and enthalpy stuff makes me go dizzy. Bwa.
"It started with a Kiss" marathon today again. I managed to watch 4 episodes! Oh my god. I couldn't resist it. I have to see how Zhi Shu confessed to Xiang Qin. Zheng Yuan Chang rocks big time. He just makes me go so gaga sometimes. haha. The first time i went gaga was the idol drama "THE ROSE", and now this. Woot. too much too much. haha. I have my mind set. I'm going to buy the vcd set, or rather maybe adding it to my wishlist? haha :) get my hint?
My dear junior JOJO is appearing on television soon! Go, jojo! :)
9:26 PM
[24 June 2006]
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hey people. i procrastinated big time yesterday. but anyway i'm glad that i did something today. I was supposed to have tuition at 4pm and then its now postponed to tomorrow, after my dance. ugh. Today i did questions from math tutorials, read physics and chem notes. Later on, i'm reading physics again and chinese. But until then, i'm going on my "It started with a Kiss" marathon. haha. I think i might consider buying the vcd, since i don't see them selling the japanese version. Oh well.
There are so many things i want to buy. I saw a bag shop at J8 yesterday. I spotted their tote bags - not bad. Maybe i shall go down one day to take a look :) I want to buy MY LOVELY SAMSOON vcd. And we were listening to My Fair Princess III theme songs. I have a sudden urge to buy the vcd too. My Fair Princess III is a really great drama, although most of the actors changed. The storyline is far better than the other sequels. Go watch it. Its so touching. You can really cry lah. haha. Oh yeah and now I want to buy "It started with a Kiss" vcd as well.
I'm going to be so broke. Maybe i shall put that in my christmas wishlist or something. Then my christmas gifts will be full of VCDs. but then again, i want to watch it during the holidays so forget it haha.
Talk about crying. Suddenly i thought of yesterday. Thanks, to those who listened to me. I really needed someone to talk to. You know who you are :) hugs.
I changed my blog song again! Its by Junyang! Woohoo. Anyway i havent bought the cd. I'm waiting for the new version to come out. Clever, huh? Okay i was just joking. Relax people.
Okay. I'm going to continue my marathon! :)
There are so many things i want to buy. I saw a bag shop at J8 yesterday. I spotted their tote bags - not bad. Maybe i shall go down one day to take a look :) I want to buy MY LOVELY SAMSOON vcd. And we were listening to My Fair Princess III theme songs. I have a sudden urge to buy the vcd too. My Fair Princess III is a really great drama, although most of the actors changed. The storyline is far better than the other sequels. Go watch it. Its so touching. You can really cry lah. haha. Oh yeah and now I want to buy "It started with a Kiss" vcd as well.
I'm going to be so broke. Maybe i shall put that in my christmas wishlist or something. Then my christmas gifts will be full of VCDs. but then again, i want to watch it during the holidays so forget it haha.
Talk about crying. Suddenly i thought of yesterday. Thanks, to those who listened to me. I really needed someone to talk to. You know who you are :) hugs.
I changed my blog song again! Its by Junyang! Woohoo. Anyway i havent bought the cd. I'm waiting for the new version to come out. Clever, huh? Okay i was just joking. Relax people.
Okay. I'm going to continue my marathon! :)
9:43 PM
[23 June 2006]
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GP was alright, but i think i kind of screwed up the comprehension. The comprehension wasn't that hard to understand, but its the answering of questions that killed me. Anyway, enough of that. I shall work hard for other subjects. But then again, I havent studied for the day yet. Great, huh? haha.
I was on a "It started with a Kiss" marathon. Its the taiwan version by Lin Yi Chen and Zheng Yuan Chang. Zheng Yan Chang still rocks - he's really one of those very good-looking guys. He looks best in this show so far :)
I'm feeling mentally tired again. All that i've done. Are they worth it? I tried. I really tried. Thinking of it just makes me cry. Eew. Disgusting. I hate it. Things should not have even started in the first place. But i really don't want to give up. Its the glimpse of happiness and hope left..
I was on a "It started with a Kiss" marathon. Its the taiwan version by Lin Yi Chen and Zheng Yuan Chang. Zheng Yan Chang still rocks - he's really one of those very good-looking guys. He looks best in this show so far :)
I'm feeling mentally tired again. All that i've done. Are they worth it? I tried. I really tried. Thinking of it just makes me cry. Eew. Disgusting. I hate it. Things should not have even started in the first place. But i really don't want to give up. Its the glimpse of happiness and hope left..
10:03 PM
[22 June 2006]
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Hey i'm back. I'm surprised at the response i got from friends. You guys finished reading my ultra long post huh? Maybe i should do this often, you know. Write lengthy entry posts and have a safe bet that you guys can't finish reading it. Bwa. *grins.
I'm proud of myself today because i managed to wake up at 10am today even though i have nothing on! :) So i woke up early, had katong laksa for breakfast then i went to read my chemistry notes. But here comes the bad part. Halfway through reading the notes on my bed (I can't help it although i know u'll most probably end up sleeping.) i fell asleep. But i managed to finish reading my Ideal Gas notes. Then I went on to do my binomial tutorial! WOOHOO. I just left a few questions for my holiday assignment and binomial! Yeah. And I did my tuition homework - the dreaded gp essay. But i thought that my skills aren't there yet. Well, lets treat it as a practice before the paper tomorrow. I don't want to go to school. Boo.
I havent really been reading my physics notes. Oops. I hate thermal i hate thermal. Its disgusting. I can't even get myself to read it. ARH. Jiayou! Maybe i shall start reading on dynamics and forces first. Hmm. I think i better go read up my comprehension notes after this.
things have changed, havent they? I think i screwed it.
I'm proud of myself today because i managed to wake up at 10am today even though i have nothing on! :) So i woke up early, had katong laksa for breakfast then i went to read my chemistry notes. But here comes the bad part. Halfway through reading the notes on my bed (I can't help it although i know u'll most probably end up sleeping.) i fell asleep. But i managed to finish reading my Ideal Gas notes. Then I went on to do my binomial tutorial! WOOHOO. I just left a few questions for my holiday assignment and binomial! Yeah. And I did my tuition homework - the dreaded gp essay. But i thought that my skills aren't there yet. Well, lets treat it as a practice before the paper tomorrow. I don't want to go to school. Boo.
I havent really been reading my physics notes. Oops. I hate thermal i hate thermal. Its disgusting. I can't even get myself to read it. ARH. Jiayou! Maybe i shall start reading on dynamics and forces first. Hmm. I think i better go read up my comprehension notes after this.
things have changed, havent they? I think i screwed it.
10:18 PM
[21 June 2006]
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beware, readers. this will be an ultra-extraordinary long post.
anyway i shall start on today. Well i managed to reach school by 9am and started mugging with ben, vonne and marv. Intense reading of two sets of chemistry notes really made me go dizzy. Whoa. I couldn't really concentrate after that but luckily by then it was time for the meeting to start. So we have to think of how to maintain all the tiles. Yes, we got an idea but we have to find out more details on it :) Then we went out for lunch. On the way back we were thinking "What if X-Men meet Harry Potter?" It was dead funny. Guan Heng was citing an example. haha. I headed back home at about close to 5. I came back home, and read all my past blog entries, starting from Feb 2005. But i missed out some months though, like those recent ones. This is the reason why my entry will be so long. I want to think of the past again, and reflect. But basically I just want to write down things about myself, about what happened and stuff. Let's start.
Of course this brings back to the secondary school times. I remembered I used to walk home from school. Its about a 15-minute walk, and sometimes just out of the blue i would feel like walking home. And i really did, with all the books i have to carry and not forgetting my school bag too. Perhaps I just wanted to stop, and think about some things in my life. I can't remember.
Then there was one incident whereby i was really disappointed. But i wasn't disappointed with myself. I was just purely disappointed. That was when I was in secondary two. I thought I would at least get a post in my cca, but in the end i didn't. I wanted to be a sectional leader so badly, but when the post wasn't given to me, and i wasn't given any post, i couldn't help but had a glum look on my face. My seniors were like "You disappointed huh?" I kept quiet. Yeah, that's the old me.
There were times when i feel lonely, and really depressed. It was like a routine. I feel lonely, I'm back to normal, I feel lonely, I'm back to normal. Everytime this emotion comes, i will feel a stab in my heart. Then i will start thinking/disillusioning that i don't have any close friends. "Dont' see me happy happy, and friendly, but i don't have any close friends." Yeah that was what i think when i got into one of my depressions. Then i will start comparing with others. It was like everyone had their own besties then. YES. that was exactly what i think. Well this "illness" hasn't been acting up lately. PHEW.
In upper secondary, a close friend asked me if i believed in trying relationships. I was like "DUH NO." I can't believe anyone saying that, or even trying that. But if i remembered correctly, I did that before. Or did i? I can't recall. Well at least i thought of trying it. But now? NAH. its a dumb thing to do.
STUDYING/MUGGING. When i first started in secondary school, my results weren't good at all. I was among the last 20 or something. I was in position 30+ if i'm not wrong. I got depressed, but then I got myself up and told myself to work hard. I did. And my end-of-year results kind of showed it all. How hard i have studied for my streaming year. But now? All the motivation's gone. Oh yeah and once i broke down. It was during sec 4 midyear. I got back my results for Amaths. I passed Paper 1 with a "not-bad" grade, but i merely passed Paper 2. I was mentally shocked. Extremely. Then I broke down. Well there weren't many who knew i did. But I DID. Yeah.
Then as i grew up and proceeded to upper secondary, there's more. (Actually the above do include some of upper secondary times.)
One of the most important and unforgettable parts was being part of Da Chronics. I've never regretted joining it. Do you know that I wasn't even inside in the first place? I was just a subsitute or something but since i've learnt the dance steps for teachers' day that first year already, i got in. Our first year, Secondary Two. It was our first performance. If i'm not wrong, it consisted of 6 girls and 4 boys. We BOOM-ed the stage with Machi's "Jump 2003". The applause, the cheers. That's my drive, that's my aim. Then as we went to upper secondary, Da Chronics became a group of 8 girls. Jasmine, Chelsea, Nana, Yimin, Cheryl, Yuyin, Jac and I. What i love is dancing and performing. I can't say that our dancing is good, but i think it was the multiple experiences we had that count. Joining competitions like DanceWorks, Environmental Week and getting to perform at places like AMK Amphitheatre, YCK CC. I really want to thank the person-in-charge for giving us so many chances to perform each year. Not forgetting the one we cared and anticipated the most - Teachers' Day performances. This is my first step to dancing, and i'm proceeding on :) Da Chronics, we rock.
The other thing that i really put my heart into it was Sturdee House. Being able to be given the chance to lead a house in Beatty was something I'll never forget to. I remembered my first taking charge of the cheer team. I wasn't confident, I was stuck at a point, but thanks to juniors like Jojo, Shixuan and others, WE SUCCEEDED. That year was a most memorable one. Even though things didn't go well for us last year, i think ultimately the efforts count. Although till now I still think we are the winners :P alright, i was just kidding. Really, Sturdee House gave me another different experience. All those efforts trying to bring the house high, trying to make the house cheer, trying to make the house superior. I didn't regret any moment of it.
Chinese Orchestra. The erhu wasn't an easy instrument to me initially. I didn't go all out until Secondary Three. Practice really does help. Anyway, the times spent during CO were fabulous. Having good friends there, being able to be part of the group who held CO together, and learning music together. Having fun together. There were bad and good times. But I guess we can forget about the bad part :) I miss my erhu, I miss the big group practices, and I miss collecting money from all of you :D
Then came the dilemma between jc and poly. I'm really interested in film and media studies, mass communications and web design blah blah. Deep inside of me, what i really thought of being was a singer, or a dancer, or a DJ, or a director, or a producer, or an actress. Whatever that is associated with media, film, entertainment, design. Mostly these. But i didn't. My interests are these, but I wanted to get into university. And the most most direct route is JC. So here i am.
Eating up the Big O. That's my description to O levels. But now its down to eating up the Big A. Big O sounds nicer. haha. Yeah, it wasn't easy. I still remembered how weird I felt after the whole thing. No studying, no TYS. I could slack all i want then. But now its all coming back. Boo.
I don't like studying that much anymore. I need something to do in order to really fully study. But i also need something else. Something that starts with the letter M.
FIREWORKS! I love them. One of my wishes is actually to be able to sit down on the grass, or whatever, with either that someone or close friends and watch fireworks fire off. That will be, that will definitely be a great moment :)
Then i started taking up jobs. Three jobs in a whole. First job - i went to a photo studio. It was a great experience, and memorable because I got to know so many great people there. Reuben, Lydia, Biwei, Gerrard (who was kind of my mentor), Farwin (my group leader), Paige (she's so sisterly AND motherly. haha.), Eunices, Cheryl and many more. But that's all that rocked my world. It was really great, knowing people from all walks of life, that is if you really talk to your clients. I learnt alot from them. I still remembered I got a couple as clients, and they were my favourite. First, the husband looked like a Korean. Both of them were really pretty open to chatting with a "10-years-younger" person. haha. And yeah they didn't mind me asking questions and stuff :) they told me that you have to love your job, then you wont feel tiring and stuff. Both of them are in office work if i'm not wrong. And yeah. They're great.
Second job - UU. Lovely job, mainly because i had a lovely supervisor. Woot, i'm so glad i had him as my supervisor for the whole of three days i worked. He's married, but he's really nice as a person. He wasn't strict and treated us as friends. He's fun, yeah and together with us, its FUN FUN FUN. Eileen and Jolyn :) 2 years younger than me. I still remember you guys :) Sweet little girls. haha. Jolyn - the loud one. haha.
Third job - it really sucked and all, due to the pay i've got. A freaking 11 bucks for 3 hours of work. What the hell. And i even got scolded by a foreigner. But he got what he deserved in the end. Muahahaha. Devil face. Anyway, at least I got to watch fireworks as everyone started counting down to welcome the new year.
NYJC - Orientation 1. OG16, quoted as the beatty dominated group. 5 in total. haha. Anyway, it was a great OG, with crazy OGLS like uncle SHUNGUI, TIMO and FONG-JIE. With wonderful people too! :) But sad to say, OG16 is pretty separated now. Aww. Let's get back together OG16! Someday, lets hang out together someday!
O615 - i miss you guys. I really wondered how we bonded together so well. How we used to hang out and stuff. The steamboat, movie sessions, and more. haha. Perhaps because it was just the first three months, so everything was relaxing. Now whats left is a chalet! :) - HONEY BUNNY GWENNY.
Orientation 2 and O619. First time as an OGL. Not an easy job especially on the level camp part, but i definitely had fun. Yeah I went extreme, especially for the last day. My body totally went down. Thanks people. And YONGCAI! My permanent dance partner! Ok lah, paiseh for all those wrong steps. ARGH. haha. Oh yeah and not forgetting OG21 for the academic orientation :)
Before I start more on myself, I shall talk about my two good friends outside school. HANRONG AND JUSTIN. Hanrong, till now i still can't believe we could become good friends, partly because we got to know each other through IRC. Yes, the ever-dangerous IRC. I'm really glad to know you, and may our friendship last forever :) I still remembered the first time we met. A pure coincidence. thanks to JIM/JIMMY or whatever. Thanks for showing me around your school and SAJC too. I ignored those jesting from your fellow buddies. haha. JUSTIN. I got to know you through Hanrong, and now you're quoted as the STONING KING by me! hoho. I swear I'll never talk to you on the phone late at night. So dangerous. You could just stone or fall asleep anytime. Haha. But to both of you, thanks for lending a listening ear to me and for sharing your problems with me. I'll always be there to listen and be present for you guys. Applies to all my friends too. And drop your ego-ness alright you two? GUYS from GUYS' SCHOOL. ugh. i'm just joking :) GOOD LUCK FOR THE BIG O! its your turn to eat up the big O now!
Okie on to myself. There are so many things I want to do and learn. Let's list out all of them:
guzheng, singing, guitar, piano, dancing, erhu, cantonese, korean, japanese. Some of them here are my passions in life, some are my interests. SINGING AND DANCING. Definitely part of my life. Erhu as well. MY LOVELY ERHU~ Erhu, Guitar, guzheng and piano are instruments that i yearn to learn and master it. I'm halfway through erhu and guzheng, less than quarter for guitar and piano. Oh yeah and drums as well. I want to learn the drum sets. But for now, being able to play abit of these instruments is what i want. Mastering it? Takes up alot of time. Cantonese, Japanese and Korean. The languages i want to learn. In fact, i have to learn cantonese. I'm a cantonese. But Cantonese is really a lovely language, so do the other two. Quarter through cantonese and japanese. I'm trying to catch up. Korean! I only know "Hello", "JIAYOU" and "I love you". NO TIME! god.
yeah so here's my super duper long entry :) bet no one will finish reading it.
anyway i shall start on today. Well i managed to reach school by 9am and started mugging with ben, vonne and marv. Intense reading of two sets of chemistry notes really made me go dizzy. Whoa. I couldn't really concentrate after that but luckily by then it was time for the meeting to start. So we have to think of how to maintain all the tiles. Yes, we got an idea but we have to find out more details on it :) Then we went out for lunch. On the way back we were thinking "What if X-Men meet Harry Potter?" It was dead funny. Guan Heng was citing an example. haha. I headed back home at about close to 5. I came back home, and read all my past blog entries, starting from Feb 2005. But i missed out some months though, like those recent ones. This is the reason why my entry will be so long. I want to think of the past again, and reflect. But basically I just want to write down things about myself, about what happened and stuff. Let's start.
Of course this brings back to the secondary school times. I remembered I used to walk home from school. Its about a 15-minute walk, and sometimes just out of the blue i would feel like walking home. And i really did, with all the books i have to carry and not forgetting my school bag too. Perhaps I just wanted to stop, and think about some things in my life. I can't remember.
Then there was one incident whereby i was really disappointed. But i wasn't disappointed with myself. I was just purely disappointed. That was when I was in secondary two. I thought I would at least get a post in my cca, but in the end i didn't. I wanted to be a sectional leader so badly, but when the post wasn't given to me, and i wasn't given any post, i couldn't help but had a glum look on my face. My seniors were like "You disappointed huh?" I kept quiet. Yeah, that's the old me.
There were times when i feel lonely, and really depressed. It was like a routine. I feel lonely, I'm back to normal, I feel lonely, I'm back to normal. Everytime this emotion comes, i will feel a stab in my heart. Then i will start thinking/disillusioning that i don't have any close friends. "Dont' see me happy happy, and friendly, but i don't have any close friends." Yeah that was what i think when i got into one of my depressions. Then i will start comparing with others. It was like everyone had their own besties then. YES. that was exactly what i think. Well this "illness" hasn't been acting up lately. PHEW.
In upper secondary, a close friend asked me if i believed in trying relationships. I was like "DUH NO." I can't believe anyone saying that, or even trying that. But if i remembered correctly, I did that before. Or did i? I can't recall. Well at least i thought of trying it. But now? NAH. its a dumb thing to do.
STUDYING/MUGGING. When i first started in secondary school, my results weren't good at all. I was among the last 20 or something. I was in position 30+ if i'm not wrong. I got depressed, but then I got myself up and told myself to work hard. I did. And my end-of-year results kind of showed it all. How hard i have studied for my streaming year. But now? All the motivation's gone. Oh yeah and once i broke down. It was during sec 4 midyear. I got back my results for Amaths. I passed Paper 1 with a "not-bad" grade, but i merely passed Paper 2. I was mentally shocked. Extremely. Then I broke down. Well there weren't many who knew i did. But I DID. Yeah.
Then as i grew up and proceeded to upper secondary, there's more. (Actually the above do include some of upper secondary times.)
One of the most important and unforgettable parts was being part of Da Chronics. I've never regretted joining it. Do you know that I wasn't even inside in the first place? I was just a subsitute or something but since i've learnt the dance steps for teachers' day that first year already, i got in. Our first year, Secondary Two. It was our first performance. If i'm not wrong, it consisted of 6 girls and 4 boys. We BOOM-ed the stage with Machi's "Jump 2003". The applause, the cheers. That's my drive, that's my aim. Then as we went to upper secondary, Da Chronics became a group of 8 girls. Jasmine, Chelsea, Nana, Yimin, Cheryl, Yuyin, Jac and I. What i love is dancing and performing. I can't say that our dancing is good, but i think it was the multiple experiences we had that count. Joining competitions like DanceWorks, Environmental Week and getting to perform at places like AMK Amphitheatre, YCK CC. I really want to thank the person-in-charge for giving us so many chances to perform each year. Not forgetting the one we cared and anticipated the most - Teachers' Day performances. This is my first step to dancing, and i'm proceeding on :) Da Chronics, we rock.
The other thing that i really put my heart into it was Sturdee House. Being able to be given the chance to lead a house in Beatty was something I'll never forget to. I remembered my first taking charge of the cheer team. I wasn't confident, I was stuck at a point, but thanks to juniors like Jojo, Shixuan and others, WE SUCCEEDED. That year was a most memorable one. Even though things didn't go well for us last year, i think ultimately the efforts count. Although till now I still think we are the winners :P alright, i was just kidding. Really, Sturdee House gave me another different experience. All those efforts trying to bring the house high, trying to make the house cheer, trying to make the house superior. I didn't regret any moment of it.
Chinese Orchestra. The erhu wasn't an easy instrument to me initially. I didn't go all out until Secondary Three. Practice really does help. Anyway, the times spent during CO were fabulous. Having good friends there, being able to be part of the group who held CO together, and learning music together. Having fun together. There were bad and good times. But I guess we can forget about the bad part :) I miss my erhu, I miss the big group practices, and I miss collecting money from all of you :D
Then came the dilemma between jc and poly. I'm really interested in film and media studies, mass communications and web design blah blah. Deep inside of me, what i really thought of being was a singer, or a dancer, or a DJ, or a director, or a producer, or an actress. Whatever that is associated with media, film, entertainment, design. Mostly these. But i didn't. My interests are these, but I wanted to get into university. And the most most direct route is JC. So here i am.
Eating up the Big O. That's my description to O levels. But now its down to eating up the Big A. Big O sounds nicer. haha. Yeah, it wasn't easy. I still remembered how weird I felt after the whole thing. No studying, no TYS. I could slack all i want then. But now its all coming back. Boo.
I don't like studying that much anymore. I need something to do in order to really fully study. But i also need something else. Something that starts with the letter M.
FIREWORKS! I love them. One of my wishes is actually to be able to sit down on the grass, or whatever, with either that someone or close friends and watch fireworks fire off. That will be, that will definitely be a great moment :)
Then i started taking up jobs. Three jobs in a whole. First job - i went to a photo studio. It was a great experience, and memorable because I got to know so many great people there. Reuben, Lydia, Biwei, Gerrard (who was kind of my mentor), Farwin (my group leader), Paige (she's so sisterly AND motherly. haha.), Eunices, Cheryl and many more. But that's all that rocked my world. It was really great, knowing people from all walks of life, that is if you really talk to your clients. I learnt alot from them. I still remembered I got a couple as clients, and they were my favourite. First, the husband looked like a Korean. Both of them were really pretty open to chatting with a "10-years-younger" person. haha. And yeah they didn't mind me asking questions and stuff :) they told me that you have to love your job, then you wont feel tiring and stuff. Both of them are in office work if i'm not wrong. And yeah. They're great.
Second job - UU. Lovely job, mainly because i had a lovely supervisor. Woot, i'm so glad i had him as my supervisor for the whole of three days i worked. He's married, but he's really nice as a person. He wasn't strict and treated us as friends. He's fun, yeah and together with us, its FUN FUN FUN. Eileen and Jolyn :) 2 years younger than me. I still remember you guys :) Sweet little girls. haha. Jolyn - the loud one. haha.
Third job - it really sucked and all, due to the pay i've got. A freaking 11 bucks for 3 hours of work. What the hell. And i even got scolded by a foreigner. But he got what he deserved in the end. Muahahaha. Devil face. Anyway, at least I got to watch fireworks as everyone started counting down to welcome the new year.
NYJC - Orientation 1. OG16, quoted as the beatty dominated group. 5 in total. haha. Anyway, it was a great OG, with crazy OGLS like uncle SHUNGUI, TIMO and FONG-JIE. With wonderful people too! :) But sad to say, OG16 is pretty separated now. Aww. Let's get back together OG16! Someday, lets hang out together someday!
O615 - i miss you guys. I really wondered how we bonded together so well. How we used to hang out and stuff. The steamboat, movie sessions, and more. haha. Perhaps because it was just the first three months, so everything was relaxing. Now whats left is a chalet! :) - HONEY BUNNY GWENNY.
Orientation 2 and O619. First time as an OGL. Not an easy job especially on the level camp part, but i definitely had fun. Yeah I went extreme, especially for the last day. My body totally went down. Thanks people. And YONGCAI! My permanent dance partner! Ok lah, paiseh for all those wrong steps. ARGH. haha. Oh yeah and not forgetting OG21 for the academic orientation :)
Before I start more on myself, I shall talk about my two good friends outside school. HANRONG AND JUSTIN. Hanrong, till now i still can't believe we could become good friends, partly because we got to know each other through IRC. Yes, the ever-dangerous IRC. I'm really glad to know you, and may our friendship last forever :) I still remembered the first time we met. A pure coincidence. thanks to JIM/JIMMY or whatever. Thanks for showing me around your school and SAJC too. I ignored those jesting from your fellow buddies. haha. JUSTIN. I got to know you through Hanrong, and now you're quoted as the STONING KING by me! hoho. I swear I'll never talk to you on the phone late at night. So dangerous. You could just stone or fall asleep anytime. Haha. But to both of you, thanks for lending a listening ear to me and for sharing your problems with me. I'll always be there to listen and be present for you guys. Applies to all my friends too. And drop your ego-ness alright you two? GUYS from GUYS' SCHOOL. ugh. i'm just joking :) GOOD LUCK FOR THE BIG O! its your turn to eat up the big O now!
Okie on to myself. There are so many things I want to do and learn. Let's list out all of them:
guzheng, singing, guitar, piano, dancing, erhu, cantonese, korean, japanese. Some of them here are my passions in life, some are my interests. SINGING AND DANCING. Definitely part of my life. Erhu as well. MY LOVELY ERHU~ Erhu, Guitar, guzheng and piano are instruments that i yearn to learn and master it. I'm halfway through erhu and guzheng, less than quarter for guitar and piano. Oh yeah and drums as well. I want to learn the drum sets. But for now, being able to play abit of these instruments is what i want. Mastering it? Takes up alot of time. Cantonese, Japanese and Korean. The languages i want to learn. In fact, i have to learn cantonese. I'm a cantonese. But Cantonese is really a lovely language, so do the other two. Quarter through cantonese and japanese. I'm trying to catch up. Korean! I only know "Hello", "JIAYOU" and "I love you". NO TIME! god.
yeah so here's my super duper long entry :) bet no one will finish reading it.
10:27 PM
[20 June 2006]
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oh god. i've been tagged again. NAZEEYA! You weren't even tagged, and you ripped it off from another person's blog and tagged me! -__________- alright, totally no grudges here. haha.
three names you go by: nana, lincoln and son.
three parts of your heritage: telok blangah, toa payoh and erm..i dunno!
three things that scare you: death, losing my loved ones and screwing up my studies.
three things that you're wearing now: t-shirt, shorts and spectacles.
three of your favourite bands or musical artistes at the moment: Sun Yanzi, Kelly Clarkson, BoA
three of your favourite songs at the moment: Because of You by Kelly Clarkson, Gai Shi Ying Xiong by Wang Lee Hom and Before, After by Bobo Chan.
you want in a relationship*otherthan love*: trust, honesty and fun.
two truths and a lie: I miss all my friends, I'm starving now and I'm a mixed blood.
three physical things about the opposite sex that appeal to you: smile, eyes and hair? haha.
three of your favourite hobbies: Singing, dancing and badminton.
three things you want really badly now: My converse bag! Motivation to mug for the dumb midyears, and I want to eat!
three places you wanna go on a vacation: Japan, South Korea and London.
Three things you wanna do before you die: Get to tell all my loved ones that i love them, Get to meet all my friends and get to record a song and listen it before i die. haha. yup.
three pple i would like to see take this quiz: Chelsea, Marvin and HuiQuan.
happy doing arh people :)
new update on tile project: we got the grandstand! Bwahahha. YESH, the grandstand is ours! :)
And so i have to go to school tomorrow. Well, at least better than always stuck at home. I'm meeting some of them earlier for studying session. Yes, i've become a mugger BUT just for this time being. No actually I think i have to be a mugger temporarily for 2 years. Yeah. All the way until after the A levels. Yah. Just great. Well, i drew up my schedule today. So far I've done math revision and attempted all the homework assignments scheduled. CELEBRATE! I think i'm going to revise more later. And i'm like leaving econs out for this week's revision. Basically maybe because i'll be having 5 days to revise for a H1 subject -______-
Anyway i guess that's all then. Those who are tagged, happy doing again!
Ja mata!
three names you go by: nana, lincoln and son.
three parts of your heritage: telok blangah, toa payoh and erm..i dunno!
three things that scare you: death, losing my loved ones and screwing up my studies.
three things that you're wearing now: t-shirt, shorts and spectacles.
three of your favourite bands or musical artistes at the moment: Sun Yanzi, Kelly Clarkson, BoA
three of your favourite songs at the moment: Because of You by Kelly Clarkson, Gai Shi Ying Xiong by Wang Lee Hom and Before, After by Bobo Chan.
you want in a relationship*otherthan love*: trust, honesty and fun.
two truths and a lie: I miss all my friends, I'm starving now and I'm a mixed blood.
three physical things about the opposite sex that appeal to you: smile, eyes and hair? haha.
three of your favourite hobbies: Singing, dancing and badminton.
three things you want really badly now: My converse bag! Motivation to mug for the dumb midyears, and I want to eat!
three places you wanna go on a vacation: Japan, South Korea and London.
Three things you wanna do before you die: Get to tell all my loved ones that i love them, Get to meet all my friends and get to record a song and listen it before i die. haha. yup.
three pple i would like to see take this quiz: Chelsea, Marvin and HuiQuan.
happy doing arh people :)
new update on tile project: we got the grandstand! Bwahahha. YESH, the grandstand is ours! :)
And so i have to go to school tomorrow. Well, at least better than always stuck at home. I'm meeting some of them earlier for studying session. Yes, i've become a mugger BUT just for this time being. No actually I think i have to be a mugger temporarily for 2 years. Yeah. All the way until after the A levels. Yah. Just great. Well, i drew up my schedule today. So far I've done math revision and attempted all the homework assignments scheduled. CELEBRATE! I think i'm going to revise more later. And i'm like leaving econs out for this week's revision. Basically maybe because i'll be having 5 days to revise for a H1 subject -______-
Anyway i guess that's all then. Those who are tagged, happy doing again!
Ja mata!
10:11 PM
[19 June 2006]
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hey peeps. i'm back. i'm still pretty slack, but at least i've done some revision today. Chem, Chinese and GP. But you know what? My revision means just flipping through and reading the notes. So not much revision there. And i just remembered. I havent done a piece of homework today. Damn. I still have my binomial tutorial, chinese composition and my tuition gp essay! ARHH. I better start work really soon. COME ON, GWENNY! AZA AZA FIGHTING!
I had a deep-talking session with my son yesterday. It kind of helped me somehow. It made me clear everything in my mind. Thanks, son. And we are the two major slackers. It will be terrible if I slack, but i think for you its not a problem. Smart ass. haha.
Before i went to bed last night, I flipped through my old diary. Its really funny to read about how childish i were in the past. Those "Don't friend" and "friend" stuffs. haha. It's hilarious, really. And xiaojie, you'll always be my good friend. As i read through all my entries, i realised how much i've missed you! We havent been hanging out for years! I cherish our friendship alot :) Applies the same to my other close friends too.
Then i was thinking about my love life this far. So many twists and turns. Not really total drama, but yeah lots of twists and turns. I thought of them one by one, and yeah it brought back mostly bad memories. That's my love life. I think its like retribution? Haha. No i didn't do anything wrong, but maybe in my previous life. Ok this sounds corny. Maybe I should stop. haha. But its true - my love life is like this. Nothing goes well. There was something i really regretted but its all over now, so let begones be gone. Or whatever. I just have to take it all in. When will my luck really come huh? *looks up. haha. okok. CORNY again i know.
what else, huh? Well, i guess its back to studies again. STUDY STUDY STUDY.
Lets hope this gets into my head. argh.
and i think i better plan out my schedule before the phenomenon.
LOTR rocks big time.
I had a deep-talking session with my son yesterday. It kind of helped me somehow. It made me clear everything in my mind. Thanks, son. And we are the two major slackers. It will be terrible if I slack, but i think for you its not a problem. Smart ass. haha.
Before i went to bed last night, I flipped through my old diary. Its really funny to read about how childish i were in the past. Those "Don't friend" and "friend" stuffs. haha. It's hilarious, really. And xiaojie, you'll always be my good friend. As i read through all my entries, i realised how much i've missed you! We havent been hanging out for years! I cherish our friendship alot :) Applies the same to my other close friends too.
Then i was thinking about my love life this far. So many twists and turns. Not really total drama, but yeah lots of twists and turns. I thought of them one by one, and yeah it brought back mostly bad memories. That's my love life. I think its like retribution? Haha. No i didn't do anything wrong, but maybe in my previous life. Ok this sounds corny. Maybe I should stop. haha. But its true - my love life is like this. Nothing goes well. There was something i really regretted but its all over now, so let begones be gone. Or whatever. I just have to take it all in. When will my luck really come huh? *looks up. haha. okok. CORNY again i know.
what else, huh? Well, i guess its back to studies again. STUDY STUDY STUDY.
Lets hope this gets into my head. argh.
and i think i better plan out my schedule before the phenomenon.
LOTR rocks big time.
11:03 PM
[18 June 2006]
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NIGHT SAFARI WAS FUN! Although sometimes we have to search for the animals, it was still enjoyable. Although we had to wait for about half an hour to get the admission tickets, it was still worth it. i mean, half price! erm..*guilty look. AHEM.
i was just joking. haha.
We walked along some trails and took the tram ride for the rest of the trails. I think it was really fascinating, seeing all the animals out at night. The king of the jungle - the lions. They really live up to their known reputation. I have to admit they are huge. The otters were really cute. They were practically screaming (or crying). I think they are attention-seekers. They were looking at us when we came and all that. Oh yeah, and a pair of them almost got into a fight. haha.
But i think the most fascinating part was the indian wolves. Well not really wolves, i only saw one. Initially there wasn't. After my mom told us "there's the wolf.", it was gone by then. It ran into the bushes or something. But then lucky for us, we went to this shelter whereby we can also view the wolves and the surroundings. We scoured, and we waited. THEN WE SAW IT! It started walking out of the bushes and came towards us slowly. It didn't really come close but i have to say i was really very excited then. Before that i was already very excited. I couldn't wait to see wolves.
Too bad we couldn't spot any bushbabies :( oh yeah and the leopards! They're pretty small in size - i guess they are still young. But cute :)
TRAM RIDE: We came up close to two antelopes! They are pretty big and i thought they are 3 times smaller? What's up with me?! haha. And baby elephants. Three of them in total. KAWAII! Then we saw this huge adult elephant with long trunks. Whoa. haha. I saw one malayan tiger, and their stripes were undoubtedly beautiful. The speaker on the tram was saying that tiger species are highly endangered and three of eight species have already gone extinct. Well honestly i don't see any goods made from tiger skins or whatsoever but they are living things. What the heck. How would you like if one day tigers skin us alive and make us into bags or whatever? Oh yeah by the way those huge lions, i forgot which species are they, but they are highly endangered too.
The weather was great, especially during the tram ride. It was really breezy and cool in the rainforest. Hazel asked me if i dared to be alone with another person in the rainforest. I was like "err..no." haha. If i'm protected from those wild animals i would. Like, duh. Oh yeah and a joke here. i pronounced Bushbaby as Bashbaby. How great? My sister was disgraced. But it was just a slip of a tongue! you can't blame me :)
After the tram ride it was already after 10pm, so we couln't catch the 10pm show. They didn't allow anyone in once the show started. So we went to see the shops and ate at BONGO BURGERS. haha. I wanted JUMBO HOT DOG, but then it wasn't available by then. Aww. Idiot. haha. So i ordered the same as my sister's - BONGO BEEF. I have to say it wasn't cheap. One set of Bongo Beef? 13 bucks. But i guess it was ok, seeing the size of the serving. But the beef was really black. Looks kind of disgusting, but it was alright. I thought it would taste better if they put more salad sauce into it. And so we managed to reach home before 12 midnight. END OF A WONDERFUL DAY :)
I had dance earlier on today. It was great as usual, but then i just can't master the turning part. She turned without using her butt! Just her upper body. That's what i call a pro. She's good. I tried and tried, but i can't help it so i used my butt to turn my upper body instead. Oops. Practice, practice, practice. And i don't have the BOOM! impact when i'm dancing the steps as well. So i'll repeat again - Practice, practice, practice.
Cousins came to visit my grandma after i reached home shortly. Well i can say she's getting better - her bruise's clearing up. Thankfully her "too-wild" imagination didn't come back. Phew. I managed to do my work! :) Well at least i succeeded by sitting there for at least half an hour or so. I'm finishing my holiday assignment! Just a few questions left.
Oh yes, sheena! I managed to wake up early! I told myself last night that i must wake up at 8.45am today, and i did! Although i went back for a short nap cos I have to turn on the heater and wait for about 10 minutes before bathing. But still i managed to! I guess this really works.
Oh yeah and i just watched "Devil beside You" with main lead Yang Chen Ling and Xiao Mei. Oh man, they are so sweet lah. Xiao Mei's character in this idol drama's really weird but yet at the same time very sweet! :) And naughty arh. haha.
Here are the photos! LOTR TONIGHT! CATCH IT ON CHANNEL 5!
(I shall be the future channel promoter :P )
Its us! :) NIGHT SAFARI!
My nephew and I! LOVES :)
BEN&JERRY'S! My first time trying it. NEW YORK CHUNKY FUDGE or whatever. NICE~
Behold, the humongous (and costly) BONGO BEEF BURGER!
Anyone looking for kid models? He's helping to endorse two products at a time here!
Its the otters! Oh they are so cute! :)
Its the cat! There are two of them but only one in this picture. I think it was hungry then cos it was looking intently into the river for FISHES! :)
THE "LONG-TRUNKS" BIG ELEPHANT!!! AHH!
The clouded leopard :) KAWAII DESU NE!
ciao. i miss you.
and HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! :)
i was just joking. haha.
We walked along some trails and took the tram ride for the rest of the trails. I think it was really fascinating, seeing all the animals out at night. The king of the jungle - the lions. They really live up to their known reputation. I have to admit they are huge. The otters were really cute. They were practically screaming (or crying). I think they are attention-seekers. They were looking at us when we came and all that. Oh yeah, and a pair of them almost got into a fight. haha.
But i think the most fascinating part was the indian wolves. Well not really wolves, i only saw one. Initially there wasn't. After my mom told us "there's the wolf.", it was gone by then. It ran into the bushes or something. But then lucky for us, we went to this shelter whereby we can also view the wolves and the surroundings. We scoured, and we waited. THEN WE SAW IT! It started walking out of the bushes and came towards us slowly. It didn't really come close but i have to say i was really very excited then. Before that i was already very excited. I couldn't wait to see wolves.
Too bad we couldn't spot any bushbabies :( oh yeah and the leopards! They're pretty small in size - i guess they are still young. But cute :)
TRAM RIDE: We came up close to two antelopes! They are pretty big and i thought they are 3 times smaller? What's up with me?! haha. And baby elephants. Three of them in total. KAWAII! Then we saw this huge adult elephant with long trunks. Whoa. haha. I saw one malayan tiger, and their stripes were undoubtedly beautiful. The speaker on the tram was saying that tiger species are highly endangered and three of eight species have already gone extinct. Well honestly i don't see any goods made from tiger skins or whatsoever but they are living things. What the heck. How would you like if one day tigers skin us alive and make us into bags or whatever? Oh yeah by the way those huge lions, i forgot which species are they, but they are highly endangered too.
The weather was great, especially during the tram ride. It was really breezy and cool in the rainforest. Hazel asked me if i dared to be alone with another person in the rainforest. I was like "err..no." haha. If i'm protected from those wild animals i would. Like, duh. Oh yeah and a joke here. i pronounced Bushbaby as Bashbaby. How great? My sister was disgraced. But it was just a slip of a tongue! you can't blame me :)
After the tram ride it was already after 10pm, so we couln't catch the 10pm show. They didn't allow anyone in once the show started. So we went to see the shops and ate at BONGO BURGERS. haha. I wanted JUMBO HOT DOG, but then it wasn't available by then. Aww. Idiot. haha. So i ordered the same as my sister's - BONGO BEEF. I have to say it wasn't cheap. One set of Bongo Beef? 13 bucks. But i guess it was ok, seeing the size of the serving. But the beef was really black. Looks kind of disgusting, but it was alright. I thought it would taste better if they put more salad sauce into it. And so we managed to reach home before 12 midnight. END OF A WONDERFUL DAY :)
I had dance earlier on today. It was great as usual, but then i just can't master the turning part. She turned without using her butt! Just her upper body. That's what i call a pro. She's good. I tried and tried, but i can't help it so i used my butt to turn my upper body instead. Oops. Practice, practice, practice. And i don't have the BOOM! impact when i'm dancing the steps as well. So i'll repeat again - Practice, practice, practice.
Cousins came to visit my grandma after i reached home shortly. Well i can say she's getting better - her bruise's clearing up. Thankfully her "too-wild" imagination didn't come back. Phew. I managed to do my work! :) Well at least i succeeded by sitting there for at least half an hour or so. I'm finishing my holiday assignment! Just a few questions left.
Oh yes, sheena! I managed to wake up early! I told myself last night that i must wake up at 8.45am today, and i did! Although i went back for a short nap cos I have to turn on the heater and wait for about 10 minutes before bathing. But still i managed to! I guess this really works.
Oh yeah and i just watched "Devil beside You" with main lead Yang Chen Ling and Xiao Mei. Oh man, they are so sweet lah. Xiao Mei's character in this idol drama's really weird but yet at the same time very sweet! :) And naughty arh. haha.
Here are the photos! LOTR TONIGHT! CATCH IT ON CHANNEL 5!
(I shall be the future channel promoter :P )
Its us! :) NIGHT SAFARI!
My nephew and I! LOVES :)
BEN&JERRY'S! My first time trying it. NEW YORK CHUNKY FUDGE or whatever. NICE~
Behold, the humongous (and costly) BONGO BEEF BURGER!
Anyone looking for kid models? He's helping to endorse two products at a time here!
Its the otters! Oh they are so cute! :)
Its the cat! There are two of them but only one in this picture. I think it was hungry then cos it was looking intently into the river for FISHES! :)
THE "LONG-TRUNKS" BIG ELEPHANT!!! AHH!
The clouded leopard :) KAWAII DESU NE!
ciao. i miss you.
and HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! :)
5:36 PM
[17 June 2006]
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I just finished my tuition. It wasn't as bad as the previous one - me having headaches over GP. Today was all about math and chemistry. Homework: Zap information of the topics i don't know from library, and GP essay. god. NOT GP. GP seems like a total stranger and monster to me, ready to gobble me up any moment. EEW, i've always hated strangers. haha. i'm just joking. Yes, GP isn't easy my dear. But i guess I've to get ready for it.
Midyear's really approaching, and i still can't get my butt off my bed, the television and anything that could prevent me from studying. That's me ever since upper secondary. I still remembered clearly that i've worked so hard for my lower secondary school life, i think it was the low grades i was getting during secondary one or something. Where did all my motivation go to?! I have to find it back. By myself.
I'm going to Night Safari later, along with my mom, sister, nephew and Hazel, my sister's good friend. I've never been to Night Safari, so we'll see how it goes.
My maid's leaving in a few weeks' time. I think i'll miss her nonetheless, but my nephew will miss her even more. I think he will start crying when he realises Yati's gone. She has been here for more than two years, and our family couldn't be more satisfied with her working attitude and stuff. She's good, at least a zillion times better than some lunatic who attempted to swim to Batam or someone who thought she was attractive and stuff. She's not only a maid to me, but also a friend. I could talk to her about television programmes, about who's who, who's handsome, who's pretty and who's not. She always seem to like the same idol as me. Two very good examples are Sylvester Sim and Junyang. Not to mention Sylvester's already out of trend. JUNYANG! haha. I could complain to her as well...blah blah blah. Oh, i guess i'll really miss you Yati :(
MIDYEAR MIDYEAR! OH WHAT A PHENOMENON.
Midyear's really approaching, and i still can't get my butt off my bed, the television and anything that could prevent me from studying. That's me ever since upper secondary. I still remembered clearly that i've worked so hard for my lower secondary school life, i think it was the low grades i was getting during secondary one or something. Where did all my motivation go to?! I have to find it back. By myself.
I'm going to Night Safari later, along with my mom, sister, nephew and Hazel, my sister's good friend. I've never been to Night Safari, so we'll see how it goes.
My maid's leaving in a few weeks' time. I think i'll miss her nonetheless, but my nephew will miss her even more. I think he will start crying when he realises Yati's gone. She has been here for more than two years, and our family couldn't be more satisfied with her working attitude and stuff. She's good, at least a zillion times better than some lunatic who attempted to swim to Batam or someone who thought she was attractive and stuff. She's not only a maid to me, but also a friend. I could talk to her about television programmes, about who's who, who's handsome, who's pretty and who's not. She always seem to like the same idol as me. Two very good examples are Sylvester Sim and Junyang. Not to mention Sylvester's already out of trend. JUNYANG! haha. I could complain to her as well...blah blah blah. Oh, i guess i'll really miss you Yati :(
MIDYEAR MIDYEAR! OH WHAT A PHENOMENON.
5:44 PM
[16 June 2006]
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I slept the whole afternoon today. oh my freaking god, what was i doing? It was supposed to be a nap, but i think it ended up to be a long long nap. you guessed it - i wasted half of the day. So far I've only done chinese and gp revision. Sighs. Tomorrow will be a busy day - PW meeting, tuition and then Night Safari. Ugh.
I had weird dreams last night. Note the plural. Yeah I had 3 different dreams, and they were so weird. But the last one was the most unforgettable one, because it reflected on what i really wanted and stuff. It was the most bizarre one, and very dramatic too. haha. Enough of that.
Midyear's coming very soon. My bell has rung but I myself have not. Great. Totally Fabulous.
Actually its no use complaining here. I have to get myself back again. I CAN DO IT! GAMBARU!
Congratulate me. I'm in the YOU ZHI club. What the hell. haha.
I had weird dreams last night. Note the plural. Yeah I had 3 different dreams, and they were so weird. But the last one was the most unforgettable one, because it reflected on what i really wanted and stuff. It was the most bizarre one, and very dramatic too. haha. Enough of that.
Midyear's coming very soon. My bell has rung but I myself have not. Great. Totally Fabulous.
Actually its no use complaining here. I have to get myself back again. I CAN DO IT! GAMBARU!
Congratulate me. I'm in the YOU ZHI club. What the hell. haha.
10:47 PM
[15 June 2006]
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hey. i didn't do much homework today but i did some revision. So far, on math and chem. Its Thursday already, just a little more than one more week to the midyears. I woke up at close to noon this morning. God. Me and my laziness or sleepiness or whatever. I want to wake up early! Now i kind of envy my friends who, no matter how hard they try, will wake up early. ugh.
I woke up with another "ugh". My maid cooked porridge. damned. why PORRIDGE?! of all things. But then again if its not porridge she will either cook fried rice/beehoon. Its like a routine, you know? If i wake up to find out she've cooked any of these three, i'll still go "ugh". haha.
I was really craving for food in the late afternoon and i managed to find a bar of Kitkat Chunky. I gobbled in down like under 15 minutes, but the chocolate bar was so sweet! BLEAH. I'm not a very sweet-tooth person. In the past I've loved chocolates, no matter how sweet they were. But now if its too sweet, i'll go "eww. too sweet." and stuff.
I looked at my neoprints collection this afternoon as well. Oh man. I missed those days. I looked at my friends - I smiled foolishly to myself. Those were the memories. I just realised i really missed the past. Its impossible to hang out with all of them, but nothing's impossible? I wonder. I miss you guys, really! Close friends, just "hi-and-bye" friends - everyone of you! :)
My dear partner just msned me when i went online. She's so cute, though appearance-wise she's not. OOPS. Just joking, partner. She came to say Hi, then it was goodbye cause she needed to go. She said she missed me! Oh man. I'm touched. I miss you too!
My msn display picture is now the picture of my ring and that idiotic zhiyi was saying i took that from a drain? !!! whatever. haha. I'm so into Canto-pop nowadays. I shall change my blog song again. haha. oh raine i almost forgot to do the "5-things" list. here goes..
5 snacks i enjoy:
Potato chips? Especially Calbee's Hot and Spicy :)
French Fries. hoho. Maybe cos I'm eating it now?
Ermm, Ice cream! Especially strong-flavoured ones.
Chocolates (but only some brands..NOT TOO SWEET PLEASE!)
Beancurd with pearl! from CHOMP CHOMP! :)
5 songs i know all the words to:
Jolin; Shuo Ai Ni
Kelly; Ai Wu Li
S.H.E; Re Dai Yu Ling
Charlene (Twins); Xia Yi Zhan - Tian Hou
F.I.R; Fly Away
5 things i would do with 100 million dollars:
Put inside savings account.
Give to parents and sister.
Shop.
Charity.
And..put into savings account again. haha.
UNTIL FURTHUR USE.
5 places i would run away to:
Home!
Japan! oh man. I miss Japan so much.
Hong Kong!
South Korea!
Australia! My aunt and cousins are there!
5 things i would never wear:
TOO Revealing clothes.
Men's wear.
Torn clothes (like duh. ok nvm.)
Old-fashioned clothes.
Yeah and clothes i don't like.
5 bad habits:
I tend to sleep too much.
I tend to procrastinate.
Sometimes I tend to spend unneccesarily.
I tend to not think before speaking sometimes.
Lastly, I tend to talk back to my family. Yup.
5 biggest joys:
Having friends.
Having a full family.
Being healthy - but my immune system isn't that good.
Able to live comfortably.
Able to have fun :)
5 favourite toys:
ermm i dun have any toy? i'm seventeen.
If i must name, my favourite items?
My mp3 player.
My handphone.
My anime vcds.
My Harry Potter collection.
My neoprint and letter collection.
5 fictional characters i would date:
Harry Potter (Daniel)
Edison Chen. Erm His character in Twins Effect 1? haha.
Legolas (Orlando Bloom)
Male Lead in "My Lovely Samsoon" (Hyun Bin)
Tamahome (Fushigi Yuugi)
5 people i shall tag to do this:
Nana.
Chelsea.
Partner.
Kaibin.
Marvin.
I woke up with another "ugh". My maid cooked porridge. damned. why PORRIDGE?! of all things. But then again if its not porridge she will either cook fried rice/beehoon. Its like a routine, you know? If i wake up to find out she've cooked any of these three, i'll still go "ugh". haha.
I was really craving for food in the late afternoon and i managed to find a bar of Kitkat Chunky. I gobbled in down like under 15 minutes, but the chocolate bar was so sweet! BLEAH. I'm not a very sweet-tooth person. In the past I've loved chocolates, no matter how sweet they were. But now if its too sweet, i'll go "eww. too sweet." and stuff.
I looked at my neoprints collection this afternoon as well. Oh man. I missed those days. I looked at my friends - I smiled foolishly to myself. Those were the memories. I just realised i really missed the past. Its impossible to hang out with all of them, but nothing's impossible? I wonder. I miss you guys, really! Close friends, just "hi-and-bye" friends - everyone of you! :)
My dear partner just msned me when i went online. She's so cute, though appearance-wise she's not. OOPS. Just joking, partner. She came to say Hi, then it was goodbye cause she needed to go. She said she missed me! Oh man. I'm touched. I miss you too!
My msn display picture is now the picture of my ring and that idiotic zhiyi was saying i took that from a drain? !!! whatever. haha. I'm so into Canto-pop nowadays. I shall change my blog song again. haha. oh raine i almost forgot to do the "5-things" list. here goes..
5 snacks i enjoy:
Potato chips? Especially Calbee's Hot and Spicy :)
French Fries. hoho. Maybe cos I'm eating it now?
Ermm, Ice cream! Especially strong-flavoured ones.
Chocolates (but only some brands..NOT TOO SWEET PLEASE!)
Beancurd with pearl! from CHOMP CHOMP! :)
5 songs i know all the words to:
Jolin; Shuo Ai Ni
Kelly; Ai Wu Li
S.H.E; Re Dai Yu Ling
Charlene (Twins); Xia Yi Zhan - Tian Hou
F.I.R; Fly Away
5 things i would do with 100 million dollars:
Put inside savings account.
Give to parents and sister.
Shop.
Charity.
And..put into savings account again. haha.
UNTIL FURTHUR USE.
5 places i would run away to:
Home!
Japan! oh man. I miss Japan so much.
Hong Kong!
South Korea!
Australia! My aunt and cousins are there!
5 things i would never wear:
TOO Revealing clothes.
Men's wear.
Torn clothes (like duh. ok nvm.)
Old-fashioned clothes.
Yeah and clothes i don't like.
5 bad habits:
I tend to sleep too much.
I tend to procrastinate.
Sometimes I tend to spend unneccesarily.
I tend to not think before speaking sometimes.
Lastly, I tend to talk back to my family. Yup.
5 biggest joys:
Having friends.
Having a full family.
Being healthy - but my immune system isn't that good.
Able to live comfortably.
Able to have fun :)
5 favourite toys:
ermm i dun have any toy? i'm seventeen.
If i must name, my favourite items?
My mp3 player.
My handphone.
My anime vcds.
My Harry Potter collection.
My neoprint and letter collection.
5 fictional characters i would date:
Harry Potter (Daniel)
Edison Chen. Erm His character in Twins Effect 1? haha.
Legolas (Orlando Bloom)
Male Lead in "My Lovely Samsoon" (Hyun Bin)
Tamahome (Fushigi Yuugi)
5 people i shall tag to do this:
Nana.
Chelsea.
Partner.
Kaibin.
Marvin.
10:33 PM
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that's me! hoho.
yeah i did some retail therapy, like finally. Initially the plan was a small gathering with chelsea and yimin. Well, cheryl and nana couldn't make it. So yeah. But then since my mom and sister were going to shop today, so i decided to go with them. FAMILY TIES :) I bought the top from S&K which i have been aiming, but nope i didn't get to buy my converse bag! I think the sling bag looks pretty good. But I don't mind buying a new tote bag either. Its so the IN stuff. But that's not the reason why i love tote bags. haha. And i bought this pants which i love, although its abit tight when i button up. "If you gain weight then its wasted," quoted by my dear sister. Why not take the bigger size? you must be asking this question. Because it doesn't look as good. You'll see.
As a result of this shopping spree, i didn't do much work or revision. I only revised chinese and gp before going out. Is this a big/small sacrifice?
I've been seeing Carol on television so often. First, INCREDIBLE TALES. But i didn't watch that episode. I only heard it from Ben. Then, TRUE FILES. I saw her in another advertisement again recently on promoting family stuff. Hey Carol, you're earning cash ehh? :) Anyway my fellow NYJC-ians, do you know the serial drama on Channel 5 "ABCDJ" is using our campus for filming? Yup. They sure are. I just catched the episode this week and its our school campus all right. The minute i saw our smaller lecture theatre i knew it was our college. Cool stuff. I didn't know about this. Oh yeah and our too-muscular Mr Tommy Lee's being interviewed by Channel U, in this programme called "Y-PLAN". Erm, for your information, that's not the real english name for the programme. I just directly translated it. haha.
MORE PICTURES ! After my shopping spree, I'm on a "posting-photos" spree~
12:56 AM
[13 June 2006]
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I didn't go for KA outing. I still can't help but feel bad, even though you guys have already said its alright. I hope you guys had fun today at east coast! I didn't disappoint you guys, i did some work today! Well I woke up at 11am, bathed and all. I managed to do some work and revision. But whenever i'm stuck at a question i'll just give up and rest or try again and again. I was trying to do some chinese revision on Mr. Teng Ye just now on my computer, but the damned powerpoint slides got stuck. what the hell.
I'm finishing Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix! I'm half expecting much more parts to be cut off from the upcoming movie. The story is really long, and i can't wait to see who will be acting as Professor Umbridge. That wretched woman. I really feel like slapping her if i was in the book. Its true. I think i was a little mad today. I was reading the book on my bed and that was this funny part about Ron interpreting what he saw in the crysal ball only to find out its the invigilator's reflection. I laughed, or rather giggled aloud at it. Then i realised my grandma was in the room too. She must have thought i'm mad.
Anyway, speaking about my grandma, she was totally freaking me out last night. She kept saying that there was someone at the window, and my maid and i have to reassure her many times that there wasn't. But she didn't stop, and even mentioned it to my mother. My mother managed to convince her that it was the people at the opposite flat. Then late at night, when she suddenly woke up, and told my maid that my nephew was on the table, playing. Apparently my nephew wasn't even there - he was already fast asleep. She even went out of the bed and walked to the table lah. FREAKY. Then I was in the bedroom revising, and she kept talking in dialect which i couldn't interpret. She continued talking and began laughing at "i-dunno-what". I was so freaked out that i went to my mother's room and told her that grandma was still at it. She talked to my grandma for a while and came back, told me its old people's imagination. But how could it be?! Its only recently after her fall that she become like this. Fortunately she's all right today. phew.
I was kind of in my moody blues today. You cheered me up - somehow i don't know how you managed to but yeah thanks :)
Psst. My blog is so dead. So do me a favour and tag? domo.
I'm finishing Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix! I'm half expecting much more parts to be cut off from the upcoming movie. The story is really long, and i can't wait to see who will be acting as Professor Umbridge. That wretched woman. I really feel like slapping her if i was in the book. Its true. I think i was a little mad today. I was reading the book on my bed and that was this funny part about Ron interpreting what he saw in the crysal ball only to find out its the invigilator's reflection. I laughed, or rather giggled aloud at it. Then i realised my grandma was in the room too. She must have thought i'm mad.
Anyway, speaking about my grandma, she was totally freaking me out last night. She kept saying that there was someone at the window, and my maid and i have to reassure her many times that there wasn't. But she didn't stop, and even mentioned it to my mother. My mother managed to convince her that it was the people at the opposite flat. Then late at night, when she suddenly woke up, and told my maid that my nephew was on the table, playing. Apparently my nephew wasn't even there - he was already fast asleep. She even went out of the bed and walked to the table lah. FREAKY. Then I was in the bedroom revising, and she kept talking in dialect which i couldn't interpret. She continued talking and began laughing at "i-dunno-what". I was so freaked out that i went to my mother's room and told her that grandma was still at it. She talked to my grandma for a while and came back, told me its old people's imagination. But how could it be?! Its only recently after her fall that she become like this. Fortunately she's all right today. phew.
I was kind of in my moody blues today. You cheered me up - somehow i don't know how you managed to but yeah thanks :)
Psst. My blog is so dead. So do me a favour and tag? domo.
10:34 PM
[12 June 2006]
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yeah. i'm back to blogging again. AT LEAST I MANAGED TO REALLY GET DOWN TO WORK...at some point of time. I attempted chinese, maths, chem and gp. i think its not bad for a start. lets see how it goes then.
i want to brush up on my japanese, and i really crave shopping now. ugh. KA outing tomorrow. I wonder if i can go. Well, i tried asking my mum. But the first thing that shot out from her mouth was "what about your studies? You have an examination coming up, you know?"
I was like "oh god." thanks for reminding me mum. But i can't deny that it isn't true. I was pondering on whether to go or not partially cos i was considering the "studies" factor.
STUDIES STUDIES STUDIES. my goal is to get into university. But i have no idea what course i want to take. Tutor said its better to get my specific goal, meaning what course i want to take, by this year. oh man. I just don't know. I'm interested in Psychology and Mass Communications. Psychology seems a bit too impossible to get in, but nothing's impossible right? *grins.
God. I have no idea. I shall go check out the courses offered in universities AGAIN.
i want to brush up on my japanese, and i really crave shopping now. ugh. KA outing tomorrow. I wonder if i can go. Well, i tried asking my mum. But the first thing that shot out from her mouth was "what about your studies? You have an examination coming up, you know?"
I was like "oh god." thanks for reminding me mum. But i can't deny that it isn't true. I was pondering on whether to go or not partially cos i was considering the "studies" factor.
STUDIES STUDIES STUDIES. my goal is to get into university. But i have no idea what course i want to take. Tutor said its better to get my specific goal, meaning what course i want to take, by this year. oh man. I just don't know. I'm interested in Psychology and Mass Communications. Psychology seems a bit too impossible to get in, but nothing's impossible right? *grins.
God. I have no idea. I shall go check out the courses offered in universities AGAIN.
11:28 PM
[11 June 2006]
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my grandmother fell down this morning. I have no idea how she fell, but her nose was bleeding and she got bruises around her left eye. Not the first she fell recently. A few mornings ago, she fell down while walking to her bed from her cupboard. I was awoken by the loud thump of her fall. I opened my eyes and was horrified at what i saw. Almost immediately i went to help her up but i just didn't have enough strength. I yelled for my parents, my sister and my maid. None of them came until i shouted at the top of my lungs "AH MA FELL DOWN!". She just came back from the hospital this evening - appears to be fine. She's really aging. Even though i'm not very close to her and finds her irritated sometimes, i think deep inside i do care for her but i just don't know how to express it.
yeah. that's me. THE 'NOT-SO-EXPRESSIVE' ME. well lets hope she don't fall down again. i pray.
i must say i'm surprised at your reaction to what i said today. it was just a joke. You're really afraid huh? I guess its your past. But don't worry ok? :) Everyone has their fears. I actually fear what you fear too, but i don't think that far lah. haha.
there are only 2 freaking weeks left. My holidays doesn't even seem like one. In a flash 2 weeks have passed. How fantastic. Thanks alot, time. Well the bell for me to really start mugging and getting down to work is ringing! :( But i think i shall be able to mug and play at the same time. yeah its the dumb time management again.
I just realise how much i hate PW. It totally sucks. MOE, see this!
yeah. that's me. THE 'NOT-SO-EXPRESSIVE' ME. well lets hope she don't fall down again. i pray.
i must say i'm surprised at your reaction to what i said today. it was just a joke. You're really afraid huh? I guess its your past. But don't worry ok? :) Everyone has their fears. I actually fear what you fear too, but i don't think that far lah. haha.
there are only 2 freaking weeks left. My holidays doesn't even seem like one. In a flash 2 weeks have passed. How fantastic. Thanks alot, time. Well the bell for me to really start mugging and getting down to work is ringing! :( But i think i shall be able to mug and play at the same time. yeah its the dumb time management again.
I just realise how much i hate PW. It totally sucks. MOE, see this!
10:57 PM
[10 June 2006]
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today's the 17th annual taiwan music awards. Tanya's the best female vocal and Wang Lee Hom's the best male. Cool stuff. My dad said Yanzi got the award last year already, but somehow, perhaps i really do have short-term, i don't even recall of that. I thought last year it was Huang Li Xing and Mo Wen Wei. Oops. Till now, I still can't remember Yanzi winning the best female vocal for 16th annual taiwan music awards.
They showed clips of last year's embarrassing moment. Apparently Mo Wen Wei didn't announce the name properly and so both Wang Lee Hom and Huang Li Xing went up to the stage. They have 5 suspects to this - i was laughing at it. haha. firstly of course its Mo Wen Wei herself. Then its Jay Chou, who told Wang Lee Hom to get up to the stage before the award was announced. Then it was this other singer who went to shake Lee Hom's hand. Next, Machi hugged Huang Li Xing for too long a time. Lastly, it was the fans who screamed too loudly that the name couldn't be heard clearly. Haha. How amusing. Its dead funny. I don't know if its a irony or what, but this year Mo Wen Wei announced the best male vocal again. Fortunately, she pronounced it correctly this time :)
SPIRITED AWAY last night. I finally managed to watch the whole thing. It was aired previously ages ago and i fell asleep halfway through. It's a great movie. I think its all about Chihiro's determination, bravery and her going all out to save Haku and her parents. I love Zeniba! haha. She's so kawaii, and so much better than her evil twin, Yubaba. Eew. haha. But actually Yubaba is quite a good sorceress :)
I just had tuition this evening. I was really having a headache over GP. Well basically my tutor said my content's not enough and yeah. Oh well. I'm considering going to the library tomorrow to get myself down to do some work. But now I'm starting to feel half-hearted. Oops.
I guess that's all for today. I can't say i did anything much again - i'm still slacking. Ugh. No use complaining down here.
I'm taking a break.
They showed clips of last year's embarrassing moment. Apparently Mo Wen Wei didn't announce the name properly and so both Wang Lee Hom and Huang Li Xing went up to the stage. They have 5 suspects to this - i was laughing at it. haha. firstly of course its Mo Wen Wei herself. Then its Jay Chou, who told Wang Lee Hom to get up to the stage before the award was announced. Then it was this other singer who went to shake Lee Hom's hand. Next, Machi hugged Huang Li Xing for too long a time. Lastly, it was the fans who screamed too loudly that the name couldn't be heard clearly. Haha. How amusing. Its dead funny. I don't know if its a irony or what, but this year Mo Wen Wei announced the best male vocal again. Fortunately, she pronounced it correctly this time :)
SPIRITED AWAY last night. I finally managed to watch the whole thing. It was aired previously ages ago and i fell asleep halfway through. It's a great movie. I think its all about Chihiro's determination, bravery and her going all out to save Haku and her parents. I love Zeniba! haha. She's so kawaii, and so much better than her evil twin, Yubaba. Eew. haha. But actually Yubaba is quite a good sorceress :)
I just had tuition this evening. I was really having a headache over GP. Well basically my tutor said my content's not enough and yeah. Oh well. I'm considering going to the library tomorrow to get myself down to do some work. But now I'm starting to feel half-hearted. Oops.
I guess that's all for today. I can't say i did anything much again - i'm still slacking. Ugh. No use complaining down here.
I'm taking a break.
11:40 PM
[09 June 2006]
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i slacked at home again. Well, i did manage to do some work. Perhaps a small thing to rejoice about? I have to start mugging, and stop procrastinating. I just don't have the motivation to sit down and really do my work. I guess I would need superglue to stick my arse to the seat. I think I better go do some work after this too.
My friendship with someone is falling apart. Let me tell you, i'm not feeling good either. Sometimes i just feel that you just care about yourself? God damn it. do you have any idea how your words kill or hurt sometimes? I doubt so. I seriously doubt so. I tried telling you once, but you freaking ignored it and just went on and on about yourself. I'm exhausted. I'm already feeling very bad treating you this way, all i want to tell you is that i need time. But it seems that you yourself are giving up on the friendship. Whatever.
Enough of that. I just discovered that there are so many things to do, but yet so little time. KBOX and chalet have been scribbed off from my "TO DO" list for the holidays. Homework is only 10% done, or even lesser. What about learning dance steps from dance videos?! ZERO. Shopping - Zero. I want my bag! I need new bags.
All of the sudden i want to brush up on my japanese. God. I don't think there's time for it. TIME MANAGEMENT!
I have been trying to plan out my timetable for these two days - yesterday and today. But both failed. I always wake up at a time later than scheduled. Then I'll start procrastinating and stuff like that. Damn. This have to stop.
Oh yes. How can i forget. Jankin's off to army today. And i totally forgot about it. How could I?! I heard you're very fit huh, jankin. haha. Take care of yourself and I can't wait to see your botak head! :)
My friendship with someone is falling apart. Let me tell you, i'm not feeling good either. Sometimes i just feel that you just care about yourself? God damn it. do you have any idea how your words kill or hurt sometimes? I doubt so. I seriously doubt so. I tried telling you once, but you freaking ignored it and just went on and on about yourself. I'm exhausted. I'm already feeling very bad treating you this way, all i want to tell you is that i need time. But it seems that you yourself are giving up on the friendship. Whatever.
Enough of that. I just discovered that there are so many things to do, but yet so little time. KBOX and chalet have been scribbed off from my "TO DO" list for the holidays. Homework is only 10% done, or even lesser. What about learning dance steps from dance videos?! ZERO. Shopping - Zero. I want my bag! I need new bags.
All of the sudden i want to brush up on my japanese. God. I don't think there's time for it. TIME MANAGEMENT!
I have been trying to plan out my timetable for these two days - yesterday and today. But both failed. I always wake up at a time later than scheduled. Then I'll start procrastinating and stuff like that. Damn. This have to stop.
Oh yes. How can i forget. Jankin's off to army today. And i totally forgot about it. How could I?! I heard you're very fit huh, jankin. haha. Take care of yourself and I can't wait to see your botak head! :)
9:34 PM
[07 June 2006]
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i'm back from the chalet. This is my first staying for three days two nights, and i can conclude that it was fun although we didn't do much outdoor activities. I shall put it this way. From the past chalets i've gone, my bunch of friends and I don't really go outdoors like cycling, rollerblading etc. We stay in the chalet and slack or go out occasionally. And yeah, in the first place i don't even know how to cycle.
We had talk-cock sessions, truth-or-dare, poker, movies and lots more. Seriously I hate truth-or-dare. I see the fun of it but somehow the questions asked apparently tend to touch your inner life, whereby there is something called privacy and stuff. I will never do dares. Call me an OFF person for this game. I had a fortune-telling (with poker cards) session last night. Fortune-teller - Raine. The prediction/conclusion was weird - i'm not even sure if some are accurate. But the results were definitely odd. Speaking of this, I have yet to master the art of tarot cards. I shall one day. haha.
Oh yes, and we went walking at night too. I saw many stars, well at least more than we usually see. I thought it would be best if we just sat down at the beach and look at the stars. I only slept 2 hours on the first night, and 5 hours last night. In this whole chalet, I've watched 3 movies - Cello, White Chicks and Bruce Almighty. I think the storyline is there for Cello, but the ending kind of went down in terms of standard. White Chicks is as hilarious as ever, as well as Bruce Almighty though i didn't watch the ending. I was too sleepy to finish watching it.
lots of homework undone. mid year's approaching. shopping craves. what's next?
i think i am taking things a bit too fast. I shall take it slower.
We had talk-cock sessions, truth-or-dare, poker, movies and lots more. Seriously I hate truth-or-dare. I see the fun of it but somehow the questions asked apparently tend to touch your inner life, whereby there is something called privacy and stuff. I will never do dares. Call me an OFF person for this game. I had a fortune-telling (with poker cards) session last night. Fortune-teller - Raine. The prediction/conclusion was weird - i'm not even sure if some are accurate. But the results were definitely odd. Speaking of this, I have yet to master the art of tarot cards. I shall one day. haha.
Oh yes, and we went walking at night too. I saw many stars, well at least more than we usually see. I thought it would be best if we just sat down at the beach and look at the stars. I only slept 2 hours on the first night, and 5 hours last night. In this whole chalet, I've watched 3 movies - Cello, White Chicks and Bruce Almighty. I think the storyline is there for Cello, but the ending kind of went down in terms of standard. White Chicks is as hilarious as ever, as well as Bruce Almighty though i didn't watch the ending. I was too sleepy to finish watching it.
lots of homework undone. mid year's approaching. shopping craves. what's next?
i think i am taking things a bit too fast. I shall take it slower.
8:37 PM
[04 June 2006]
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Its chalet tomorrow. I'm so excited. Haha. It has been half a year since i've chalet. Talking about my class, what i feel is that on the surface we seem like a fun bunch of people. But we have no bonding at all. That's one sad thing. But i believe that through this chalet, we will get better although some can't come. O619, we will rock the world.
Dance lesson. A change of instructor today. She said she was taking over VIVI, well at least i think her name is vivi for short. She's of a smaller size and she's more hiphop. Haha. So basically today's lesson was abit more difficult to catch up than the previous two. But still, I have fun. I thought i look ugly when dancing those steps she taught though. After that I rushed off back to the college for PROJECT INSPIRATION again. I only reached home at 8.30pm. Anyway, blur sheena. She took the right bus but on the wrong side. BLUR DUCK.
My head is spinning due to the overwhelming number of conversation windows i'm having right now. I'm so sorry people. I can't really concentrate right now.
I just realised something. I havent done a single homework today. SHIT. damn it. Do i really have to bring my homework to chalet? Perhaps so. ARGH. There are so many things to do! Seriously, i think i suck at time management. EWW. I have to learn that. By the way, I bought "MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA". i can't wait to read it. But i heard the movie and the book are pretty different. Never mind - its ok.
I have to pack for my chalet tml! i'll see you guys around then.
Dance lesson. A change of instructor today. She said she was taking over VIVI, well at least i think her name is vivi for short. She's of a smaller size and she's more hiphop. Haha. So basically today's lesson was abit more difficult to catch up than the previous two. But still, I have fun. I thought i look ugly when dancing those steps she taught though. After that I rushed off back to the college for PROJECT INSPIRATION again. I only reached home at 8.30pm. Anyway, blur sheena. She took the right bus but on the wrong side. BLUR DUCK.
My head is spinning due to the overwhelming number of conversation windows i'm having right now. I'm so sorry people. I can't really concentrate right now.
I just realised something. I havent done a single homework today. SHIT. damn it. Do i really have to bring my homework to chalet? Perhaps so. ARGH. There are so many things to do! Seriously, i think i suck at time management. EWW. I have to learn that. By the way, I bought "MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA". i can't wait to read it. But i heard the movie and the book are pretty different. Never mind - its ok.
I have to pack for my chalet tml! i'll see you guys around then.
10:20 PM
[03 June 2006]
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As promised, people. A new blogskin :)
I wanted something really simple with my own personality so you see my own picture as the main. Yes, that's me. I love this photo of mine. It looks like i'm some kind of depressed kid, but the photo just has this artistic factor in it. LOVE IT. I did this blogskin within a day and i really want to thank myself. Thanks, marv. You solved my problem for the heading part :)
And marv, even though u didn't get into the finals, you went 100%. That's really all i need to know. Gambatte.
Let's talk about today. I'm procrastinating once again. I was sleeping for half a day. All i did was sleeping, sleeping and more sleeping. I have no idea but my saturdays with no activites always end up like that. I'm really a fan of sleeping, huh? But I did manage to do my chinese assignment - its halfway done. With the help of my tuition today, I managed to do half of my 6b math tutorial as well. Is this "cheers" after all?
I have to go to school tomorrow morning again. Its another busy day for me. I think if this goes on, i have to even bring my homework to the chalet. Maybe I really should. Its now 2323, and i guess i'll try attempting my undone tutorials again. Better than not doing anything, huh?
I'm really excited for the chalet, but earlier on i was so pissed off. Is this that difficult to ask everyone if they are going for the chalet? I don't get it. You guys have to take so long to decide whether you want to stay or not. I'm trying to help you save money here, if you're not staying or whatever. But heck, i shouldn't be kind anymore. Just don't care about me on this part - its venting-out-anger session. I already fixed the prices you have to pay if you're coming, staying for one or two night(s). People, the bbq night is on the 6th. Please bring along more than 5 bucks for it. I really want to say thanks to the people who have helped me contact some of the classmates, i appreciate it.
I'll be off to do more work. STOP PROCRASTINATING.
LG - Life's Good? :)
I wanted something really simple with my own personality so you see my own picture as the main. Yes, that's me. I love this photo of mine. It looks like i'm some kind of depressed kid, but the photo just has this artistic factor in it. LOVE IT. I did this blogskin within a day and i really want to thank myself. Thanks, marv. You solved my problem for the heading part :)
And marv, even though u didn't get into the finals, you went 100%. That's really all i need to know. Gambatte.
Let's talk about today. I'm procrastinating once again. I was sleeping for half a day. All i did was sleeping, sleeping and more sleeping. I have no idea but my saturdays with no activites always end up like that. I'm really a fan of sleeping, huh? But I did manage to do my chinese assignment - its halfway done. With the help of my tuition today, I managed to do half of my 6b math tutorial as well. Is this "cheers" after all?
I have to go to school tomorrow morning again. Its another busy day for me. I think if this goes on, i have to even bring my homework to the chalet. Maybe I really should. Its now 2323, and i guess i'll try attempting my undone tutorials again. Better than not doing anything, huh?
I'm really excited for the chalet, but earlier on i was so pissed off. Is this that difficult to ask everyone if they are going for the chalet? I don't get it. You guys have to take so long to decide whether you want to stay or not. I'm trying to help you save money here, if you're not staying or whatever. But heck, i shouldn't be kind anymore. Just don't care about me on this part - its venting-out-anger session. I already fixed the prices you have to pay if you're coming, staying for one or two night(s). People, the bbq night is on the 6th. Please bring along more than 5 bucks for it. I really want to say thanks to the people who have helped me contact some of the classmates, i appreciate it.
I'll be off to do more work. STOP PROCRASTINATING.
LG - Life's Good? :)
11:21 PM
[02 June 2006]
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NYJC BAND CONCERT! It was really worth my 10 bucks. Great show, band! Esepcially to my dear OGL, fong-jie, ERM-ed carol and ever-crazy yuxi! :) i just realised no one in my class is in band. yeah. I so love the HOT LATIN and BEAUTY & THE BEAST. I think our college band isn't bad, except for the minor off-tunes but the rest are fabulous. FLUTE! :) Yuxi, i'm praising you. I saw lots of people as well. TIMO was wearing like so formal (bwahaha.), uncle shungui dressing until so casual. Totally contrasting huh? I'm just joking. I also met yimin, darren, chen thong, chye keong, alan, debra, sanna!, huixin, sharon, yasi, van and many more! haha. NYJC ROCKS.
O619, must come for the bbq on the 6th even though u're not coming yah? msg me if u'er coming! :)
i missed you.
O619, must come for the bbq on the 6th even though u're not coming yah? msg me if u'er coming! :)
i missed you.
11:36 PM
[01 June 2006]
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i swear i'll never go kbox with a small group again, which means less than 10 but more than 3. PERIOD.
PASSED PHYSICS TEST, but my MCQ sucks. CHALET SOON.
this is probably the shortest entry i've ever posted.
(i'm not in a bad mood but i just can't find anything to blog about, and my body aches.)
PASSED PHYSICS TEST, but my MCQ sucks. CHALET SOON.
this is probably the shortest entry i've ever posted.
(i'm not in a bad mood but i just can't find anything to blog about, and my body aches.)
7:07 PM
