[31 July 2006]
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I just realised how tired am i... physically.

I went home after school, and was attempting to read econs notes but half a minute later i fell asleep! I woke up a few times but i only "officially" woke up at 9.30pm. My sister kind of had a part in it. I should say thanks to her. haha.

I'm so sleepy. I've never feel like dozing off in the bus before, and i did today. TWICE SOMEMORE! :( During the whole of last week I only managed to have 6 hours of sleep everyday. Usually my weekend is to replenish all my energy back. But i didn't last week. Oh man.

I havent even studied for econs test. Its now 2212. I better go mug after this!

School was pretty fun today, especially during Chinese. HOHO, now you guys know my water bottle is a weapon of destruction. BEWARE! I only lend my precious to those selective few. haha.

But i kind of screwed up my SPA. ugh.

Anyway people, start studying after national day holidays, or even earlier.
WARNING FOR PROMOS!

10:13 PM



[30 July 2006]
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I didn't stay up last night to complete my tuition homework. Instead I fell asleep when attempting to start! Totally gave up. Looks like I have to get some things done before the next coming tuition.

Physics SPA tomorrow. Going to type out my notes, find guitar tabs for songs and MUG!

raine, quick motivate me to be a pro mugger.

I personally feel that its alright to dislike someone as in their character and stuff but its definitely not when you start looking down at that particular person. I mean, sometimes try to stop and think about yourself too. After all, no one is perfect.

2:59 PM



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EXHAUSTED. again.

I was in school the whole day today, with KA. Woot. We managed to get the tiles up! But not all, of course. GAMBATTE! Even though my whole day was spent in school doing the tiles, I still had a fun day gossiping and joking around with my dear KA! :)

And Yongcai did a funny thing. Tsktsk. HAHAHA!

I wont be able to come tomorrow so jiayou k! Especially benjamin! It has been really hard work for you today. Thank you! And of course to Sheena, buddy, Yongcai, Marv, Li Sin, Eva and Vonne!

I'm so dead tomorrow. I'm supposed to do one gp essay and one comprehension for tomorrow's tuition. It starts at 8am in the morning. I'm so dead. I havent even touched it. I think I'm going to burn the midnight oil today (on a Saturday)..

12:34 AM



[27 July 2006]
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i LOVE chemistry lecture today. Mr Low was in such a good mood, and we had lotsa laughs. I think now our class is known as the "VERY SPORTY" class. SO COOL LAH! haha. It was so funny. Zhiyi almost shouted out "Clever boy." It was just his normal voice volume. And Mr Low heard it! Oh man. It gave us a shcok and I was laughing like mad. Zhiyi kept saying "He can hear!" haha. Zhiyi and Marv, better be careful.

Mrs Huang was so drama mama today. She kept making me smirk at her actions. Haha.

TODAY IS A GOOD DAY, ALMOST.

Mrs Heng PMS-ed big time today. Really big time. It was like the worst of her I've ever seen. And I brought the wrong set of notes. How slow and blur can I get. I actually brought ENERGY POWER notes.

Something pushed me to start on my song writing "career". haha. Something WEIRD. I've always wanted to compose songs. I almost did - but its was only half-completed. The song and all wasnt very nice too. And HOHO. Now I know how to tune a guitar! I didn't know the tune for each string but I just got it from ZIJIE. Yeah. Going to tune the guitar soon. And I'm gonna start learning guitar again :)

Just watched dance videos on YOUTUBE. They're good. And dancers, you know what? It gave me some desire to actually go for GOLD WITH HONOURS this coming SYF. I know its not easy at all, but I think as long as we gave our best, that's enough :)

I stopped escaping my problem and it really gave me relief. Its like something heavy is gone. But then, not everything is over.

8:50 PM



[26 July 2006]
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EXHAUSTED.

Reached home at 8.30pm. Dance ended at 7.30pm. Mr.Tan arrived at only 5pm. I think there was a miscommunication. Its all right. DSA Audition today! Some of them are really good - I'm feeling inferior. *sighs. Whenever I lift up my legs they are like so low? Slowly..And the reality in this world is that you're good, YOU'RE GOOD.

OCIP! EXCITED. haha. But then we haven't even drawn out the proposal yet. And even the location and stuff are not confirmed yet.

I dread the end of year, but then i can't wait for the year end to arrive. By then, Chinese and PW will be gone gone GONE!

Must get my arse up and study!

thinking so much is useless. that's true. but memories still flow back, i guess.
why do i keep hearing the word "retribution"?!
its such a strong word that it hurts. NEVER MIND.

9:09 PM



[25 July 2006]
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Went to the national library's study lounge today! I felt pretty scared when entering because it was so damn quiet? Okay. I'm saying the obvious. Took bus 133 to meet HR and Justin. Yes, them again. I shall call us the ultimate trio. haha. But i'm the only ultimate one :)

Only managed to finish the chinese assignment. We had to leave early because of HR. He had to rush off for his tuition so we went off with him. Arrived at Toa Payoh but that's not all! Accompanied Justin to the celebrity salon. Waited for him for a freaking half an hour. Haha. Just joking, justin. I didn't wait long lah. 18bucks for that new short hairdo of his.

Popular next! We had a deal - I accompany him to the salon, he accompany me to Popular in return. Popular really doesn't have a wide range of A- level TYS. I was looking for Redspot but all they have are MCQs. *faints.
Met Cheryl and PeiQi! Oh man. I went "EHH?!" twice. Dumb Peiqi. She asked me for an explanation when she've already met Justin before. haha. LAME!

Yeah so it was quite a fun-filled day. And Miss Ng said we can organise an OCIP! :)
I thought of the negatives today though. *sighs.

9:42 PM



[24 July 2006]
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Went out for dinner yesterday. We waited for like close to 45 minutes, then the waiter found out that he hadn't given the kitchen our order. But then very quickly, the food came. The service was damn lousy - my mother took the menu herself and it just seemed that they didn't care much about us. You see what i mean by Singapore service? You guys should go to countries like Japan and see how their service is there. They're bloody good. I'd rather go there and shop sometimes. haha.

Mrs Lim and Mr Nathan will be going for the IMF meeting after September holidays! They're going for a freaking long two weeks, and they will only come back during our PROMOS! So its half-dead for our PROMOS. BWA. Two good teachers gone! Just like that! :(

PROMOS is approaching very soon people. Quick get your arse down and study! :)

i feel slightly better, i guess. but still, i don't wish for everything to be over.

9:22 PM



[23 July 2006]
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i've had enough. Just had a chat with a friend. It sort of dawned on me that I've been escaping from some problems. Escaping is good, isn't it? But the aftermath of it totally sucks. Alright, I have no idea what I'm talking about anymore.

Dance today. Not a very good day for me. But I think I should be fine?

i have no idea.

thanks nana for your blog entry! love ya.

6:10 PM



[22 July 2006]
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what a way to end my nephew's birthday...

with tears.

10:18 PM



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We completed the dance noticeboard within 210 minutes!

(ok lame.)

to be very exact, we almost completed transforming the whole dance noticeboard with a brand new vibrant look. Haha. We're just left with the title. Went to help out at KA after that. We ate fish beehoon in those clear plastic packets! Li Sin, Vonne and I were wondering why Uncle Heng was able to finish eating first with just using a spoon. The uncle only gave him three pairs of chopsticks, so he sacrificed himself haha. Tiles are almost done! We just have to put it up! Oh man. That's fast.

EoM EoM EoM.
I finally managed to find relevant articles! Happy Happy! Phew. And I thought I will be so dead on Monday.
Gonna ask Chelsea to print it for me. (DANCE TML!)

I have so much homework to do! Vectors, Dynamics, Kinetic and Essay. Ugh. I'm going to motivate myself to do all these after blogging! Tomorrow is yet another busy day. See?! My weekends are never free now!

you're a dumb ass.

4:49 PM



[21 July 2006]
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the silly things we do :D

I discovered my passion in photography, especially after taking so many photos by just using one background with three other of my friends yesterday. I went about thinking of different kinds of pose lah. I'm mad, so as a result my friends become mad too. Haha. Then I realised how I used to ( i still do now) attempt taking artisitic photos of myself whenever i get bored. The big picture of depressed me is one example :)

Its a Holiday today! Tile project today - not bad we're catching up again. Had lotsa fun especially when Uncle Heng, Marv and Ben went crazy. Hahaha. I was laughing like siao. But the not-so-fun part was having sticky varnish on my hands. Eew. Had a hard time washing it off. Glad that my hands aren't sticky anymore.

Then we went to buy bubble tea! PEACH BLENDED ICE. haha.

im missing you so much, but do you?
(yes this is meant for you to see.)

9:39 PM



[20 July 2006]
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DA CHRONICS we rocked the world again.

My stomach was going upside down several times before performing today. Oh man. The Korean presentation was taking so long haha. But thanks for introducing us. Anyway basically the upper secondary were shocked to see us back. Haha. Cool. Pretty much commotion during the start. All went well. At least better than last year's performance. I didn't forget my steps! But abit fast on my solo. I want to see the video QUICK!

Went Sakae Sushi for the Teatime Buffet. They cheated us! Gave us a red plate when we ordered 1.90 bucks set. Freaks. Never mind. We had fun. haha. Then we went to take neoprints and took lots of photos just by using one background and Chelsea's camera! :)

I was getting high over taking photographs. Can't blame me. Waiting for that dumb chelsea to send me the photos. haha. JKJK.

Had math test with Buddy and VP today. Haha. It was nerve-wrecking but alright lah. haha.

Got suaned by a group of youzhi people during lectures. Ugh.

10:11 PM



[19 July 2006]
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Today during GP Mr Paul Tan showed us a video about bullying. Basically its like those taken-by-handphones video and that video actually showed a group of girls slapping, beating and scolding a girl. I went "ow" for the girl lah. It was really terrible. Imagine you being slapped, hit and pushed around. Thats not all. Two of the girls were pulling her hair to pull her to their side lah. And the boys only came in to save her after like 3 minutes? One girl even faced the camera and showed the victory signs. What the..

This kind of reminded me of my past. Except that mine wasn't this worse. Suddenly I felt lucky.

We learnt "FIRST DAY" dance steps today! Thanks to Kaiying. And we settled on our dance tee and badge already! WOOT. Excited, excited.

And I passed my GP! On the dot. Well I'm rather relieved but nonetheless I might fail GP for the next major examination, so i still have to work hard!

graphing open book test tomorrow. ugh. Have to study for it later.

take care, people.

9:07 PM



[18 July 2006]
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LISTENING COMPREHENSION this afternoon. Well it went pretty alright. I thought some questions were rather direct except for a few tricky ones. By the way, people, we are only left with 11 days per subject to study for the PROMOS! 11 days! I can't believe it myself either when i calculated this out. I guess I have to start after Thursday. I have an urge to go to school library or national library. Its a good sign! (:
anyone want to join me?

Went back to beatty today. It's Mr Ng's birthday! We didn't know. Initially I thought he was joking, but its true. He demanded presents though, despite us wishing him happy birthday. TEACHERS. haha. And I just found out that Mrs Soh was from NYJC too. And that freaking PE teacher. EEW. I went OMG in front of Mrs Soh. haha. And Mr Desmond Chan was flirting lah. He didn't even pick up my calls. Ugh. Haha. He's still cute as ever. Talk to him can faint or die. haha. We stepped into the HOD staff room. Woot. 4 years in beatty and its only when we have graduated that we can step into the staff room haha. We saw Chen lao shi too! I was shocked and unsure when I thought I saw him. Because he was sitting at a woman's desk who is called Miss Alice Aw. So i told Jac to help me look and she went "Your Lao Shi leh." haha. Dead funny. He went back to do research. Cool stuff. Didn't get to see Mr Amos, Mrs Chow and Mrs Singh though. Mrs Singh's on course according to chan chan. haha.

Raine was full of purple today. I was saying Marvin will love her to bits. haha.

I want to rant everything out. But somehow, I just want to keep some things to myself.

I hate guys' EGO. freak.

8:48 PM



[17 July 2006]
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Met up with Hanrong and Justin at PS today! It had been such a long time since we've met ehh? Come to think of it, its the first time we three meet together. As in just the three of us. Haha. Well, accompanied these two sissys to BK for their lunch/dinner first. It was already five when I reached PS. They were eating so slow please. Maybe because I wasn't eating haha. But yeah, that's why I referred them as SISSYS. They just can't seem to stop suaning me. Idiots. And the both of them just can't stop ogling at girls lah, especially HR. *shakes head.

To start off with today, bus 105 was late. Well I didn't manage to catch the earlier bus since I woke up late, and even though I took my father's car to school I knew 105 was very late today. If I've waited for 105 and not called my daddy, I think i'll be late..for the first time :)

Liu Lao Shi wasn't here today so we just did our listening practice and we're dismissed! :) Then after having lunch some of us went to the library. Managed to find some reference on Chem and Math and PW. PW. I don't even think the article i found is relevant. But then again, gym machines are being mentioned! So I just zapped it. Might be going back there to do more research.

Anyway, O619 remember to bring $4 tomorrow! thanks!

Better start doing my work later. Raine, influence me to be a PRO mugger like you!

9:04 PM



[16 July 2006]
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I managed to wake up early for tuition today! Like, finally. But then I forgot to do the essay assignment he gave me last week. Oops. Better do it for the next coming tuition. Didn't do much. Basically I just asked him about vectors and dynamics. Then I read newspaper. Before i know it, the 2-hour long tuition was over.
NEWSWEEK or TIME?! haha.

Went back for dance after that. Intensive training! haha. We got 99.9% of it done! Let's rock the world.

School starts tomorrow.
you know, i'm starting to dread school. actually, it is the "waking-up-early" factor that makes me dread going to school. I always have only at most 7 hours of sleep on school days.

i'm fed up of hearing the same thing all over again. especially when i don't find it true.

i'm afraid i'll disappoint you again.

9:11 PM



[15 July 2006]
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Went to the national library for the first time today. Needless to say, the building's huge! And we have to go through some kind of security stopcheck. We can't bring just anything we want in. Like what Novi said, "Its the National Library." Then it was KA meeting then to Bras Basah Complex.

Feeling worse.

Tuition at 8 in the morning tomorrow, dance at noon and then nephew's birthday party tomorrow.

No mood at all. Forget it.

8:30 PM



[14 July 2006]
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Reached home at 7pm. Anyway we're not in squash for PE. We're in aerobics. Ugh, my SQUASH! The sport seems so interesting and fun! I want to learn, although I'm quite afraid of the extremely bouncing ball. But then too bad, our PE time slot was changed to a later time so they shifted us to aerobics. Without even telling us. Miss Ong was our instructor - i had fun though. So HAI HAO LAH. haha. I found out that aerobics is kind of related to dancing too. Yup.

PW again tomorrow. Then KA meeting. Oh man. My weekends are never free huh? Anyway, I'm confused over vectors. Damn. I have to really ask my tutor about it. I want Pirates of the Carribean Soundtrack! :( Its so hard to find. Havent gotten back GP Paper 1. Mr Tan said our grades aren't that good. I got an instinct that I'm getting an S.

i miss you so.

8:06 PM



[13 July 2006]
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PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN!

It was a great movie, definitely a must-watch. I thought it was even more hilarious than the first sequel, and not to mention the excitement and surprises within. The ending was really an unexpected one that I can't wait to watch the third sequel! Oh man.

We managed to catch the trailer of Spiderman 3 too. Damn cool. Haha. I love the part whereby Spiderman (in black) was hanging upside down, facing a building. His reflection was the blue and red Spiderman! I can't wait to watch Spiderman 3 too, not to mention Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix.

So much for motivation to mug. I havent even done a single new tutorial since the midyears ended. gwenny, push yourself! And so, I'm going to do my homework and tutorial later. Hopefully. Well its a must to complete the practical - to be handed in by tomorrow.

And i wonder how my mother gets such lobang! She registered my name and hers in for this "voters" programme. Its like those normal music awards ceremony where you get selected to vote for the awardees or something. Well I'm not selected yet but i hope i'll be? :) Damn cool. haha.

Its Friday tomorrow! But I'm not really looking forward to it. Basically because I'm still as busy as ever for the weekend. Ugh.

7:05 PM



[12 July 2006]
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CT PHOTO-TAKING today! :)

i kind of felt the bond between us today while taking photos. Damn funny lah. haha. But then there was this "not-so-funny' thing. Well a woman was kind of in charge of getting us in position for the group photo, and she came along to ask who's the assistant class rep. And so i raised up my hand, and she went, "Okay..ARE YOU MALAY?"

You can just imagine my reaction. I ranted "NO! I'm not malay! Oh man." And the next moment my whole class was laughing. Especially the guys when I went to them. Argh. Ann Nee almost couldn't make it for the photo taking. Phew. Anyway Ann Nee and I rushed to school today. We were late but then I guess due to the rainy weather, they weren't really strict about it. As long as we get to school before the pledge-taking :)

Raine it must be you. Causing all those rain :P

Dance after that! Wasn't really productive at the start but i think at the end everyone managed to become more flexible somehow. And at least know the dance steps. We settled some admin stuff as well and I thought at least we got some things done :) Danced DC after that. I can't remember all the steps lah! Yimin is so powerful - she remembered! Why can't I?! hahaha. Then we left school at 7.30pm.

I havent started doing my tutorials yet. Oh man. Raine, give me motivation lah. You managed to do physics tutorial today right?! haha. And I got back my Chinese - A! Happy but I'm kind of disappointed in my listening. Yeah. But my Econs.. My mom doesn't know about it. But I'll tell her soon.

Anyway everyone, gambatte!

I miss you. I really do. but forget it..

11:05 PM



[10 July 2006]
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I kind of screwed up my chinese oral. The passage was all about fishing. Beattyians, shutup. haha. Don't mention anything. I thought there will be two questions asked! But what the hell, they only asked one! I was like stunned for that one moment and then I went "oh HAO. XIE XIE."

Oh yeah. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BEN! :)
was late for the so-called tile meeting but ended up they havent even started. Anyway, thanks Van! For baking such a delicious brownie!

Went to mac's with Zhiyi, YongCai, Marv and KH. Yeah all guys. Why am I always only the girl to hang out with them after school?! Never mind. I had fun bullshitting with them too. Haha. We should be called the BULLSHIT GANG. Sounds so vulgar? Haha. But chatting with them really made me forget some things too.

School wasn't that good for me. Most of the time my blue-black was causing me pain and my inner thighs and neck still hurt. Even my waist is hurting! :( And some other stuff as well. Somehow it seems that it is better to leave everything like that but i'll be hanging aimlessly around? Nah. Don't think I like that.

AND do my entries really sound so long-winded and boring?! Dumb ZY and YC. haha. I don't care! :P
Anyway my purpose of a blog is to capture all my memories and basically also because my interest's in interactive design :)

3 days and counting.

10:03 PM



[09 July 2006]
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I got a blue-black on my right knee! Oh man. I'm suffering. My thighs still hurt, and i think my neck is going to hurt more tomorrow. Dance lesson this afternoon that's why. She always give us those sit-up exercises, and i swear we were doing similar sit-up exercises for close to 4 minutes. About one song duration. I think I don't really know how to do them properly that's why my neck will hurt sometimes. OUCH.

My tutor came at 8.15am today and I woke up at the same time as that..again. I just can't seem to wake up huh? And he kept repeating that I have to work hard. I can't continue like this. It's true. I know. But I can't seem to be in the mood. Damn. GWENNY! After this weekend, slowly build up the mugging mode! FIGHTING!

Love is simple. Love is contradicting. Love is sweet. Love is painful. Love brings happiness. Love brings suffering. Sometimes without love we live better. Sometimes we can't live without love. What is love, exactly? All I know is there are two extreme sides to it, and i've definitely been on the worse side all these years.

Somehow life seems better without bgr love. With friends, With family - that's enough.

Arigato Gozaimasu.

this is to my friends who cared for me - arigato for asking if i'm alright. That really helps.
to friends who listened to my woes - arigato for listening to me cry, rant and complain.

I really really appreciated them :)

Really.

MT oral tomorrow. Give it my best shot!

10:07 PM



[08 July 2006]
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My neck and thighs hurt so badly! Oh man. Must be all those intense stretching yesterday. I'm having difficulties in walking, sitting and standing. God, someone save me. Had PW meeting in the morning today. Pretty effective I think. At least better than those few meetings we had whereby we discussed nothing at all. The minutes I took was 1 and a half pages long! *beams. Just get it done and over with.

4e1 dinner gathering later. Or rather small group gathering :(

i really want to run away. I know i can't. But I'm getting away from all these for the time being. Who likes to be even more hurt? No one, no one at all.

4:40 PM



[07 July 2006]
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SPORTS CARNIVAL!

Dragon emerged as the champion house! I felt really happy for my house (although I'm considered a traitor since I was in Phoenix during Orientation 1.) and my good o'buddy! :) Great job, jo'an! But then it seemed that the event has been seen as boring to some. Don't you think its rude to leave when the event isn't considered to be over yet? I mean at least have the courtesy to stay and see the prize ceremony. After all, there might be your class/schmates in there. They need your support, and then you go running off to somewhere you think you're better off in.

AND you go, MARV! Oh man. You went all out to cheerlead for the whole school! Haha. Seriously I was only looking at you dance lah. Cool man! And it's dead hilarious too. You made my day and distracted me from other things somehow. Thanks. Maybe you really should consider joining dance. haha. Joking. Great job to others involved in sports carnival in a way or another! Whether it is running, cheering or bringing the atmosphere as high as possible :) Somehow I felt strange today, doing nothing at all for Sports Carnical. I used to be so busy during Beatty's Sports Days.

Some immersion programme meeting after Sports Carnival. I was so paiseh lah. haha! Well this female indian teacher (I always forgot her name. But she is a great teacher! We were handling our tiles stall and she not only actually designed the tile we gave to her, she also bought us drinks! How cool is that?! So sweet! ) Anyway, she asked all of us in the lecture theatre who went to an exchange programme before. And so I reluctantly and slowly raised up my hand. Then she started asking us to give comments on our experience! Oh man. I kind of regretted it. And her memory is damn good. I was trying to act as if i'm not the one who raised up, and i even looked back! haha. Partner told me after the whole thing that the guys behind us were pointing to their friend, asking him to speak up. But then the friend actually pointed to me and kaiying and said "Its not me! Its these two girls!" Hahaha! And that great teacher looked at me directly, so i have no choice but to admit i was one of those who raised up. Haha. Bleah. I didn't really speak much about the exchange programme. Basically I just said Homestay, Shopping, Mutsuzawa. Haha. I forgot to mention about Disneyland! Oh man. haha. This brought back my memories I had there - I still remembered I did the Japanese translation speech lah. In front of the whole school. I was shivering - my legs were even shaking. Kind of glad that Keiko was beside me :) But i went "ehh?" at one part, so I didn't think I did a good job. NIHON! :(

DANCE in the later part of the day! Only 6 of us came for training today, and partner sat and watched us train. She's still sick. PARTNER! NO AIR-CON! NO COLD DRINKS! And i managed to do my back arc! Oh man. Thanks to Michelle! :) Today wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. It was okay, so yeah but it's tiring! I'm so tired. Ugh. Reached home at close to 8pm and did even more dancing. haha.

seeing you just makes me go hurt all over again. Seriously, it can spoil my whole day. My whole mood.
But i'm trying to conceal all of them.

9:41 PM



[06 July 2006]
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Gerda Huang early in the morning. Time always flies so slowly when it comes to her lessons. My new seating partner is our dear choir vp, KAIBIN! haha. Two vps sit together. I just realised that! *beams. We did our first energetics experiment. Pretty easy to carry out the steps, but I think the challenging part could be Skill C and D.

I passed my math! Well, honestly I'm kind of relieved cos i was really afraid that i'm going to just sub-pass one of my strongest subjects. But then again, nothing to be happy about. I merely passed. And i was utterly shocked that the rumour whereby only 20% of the whole cohort passed math is true. Mrs Lim nodded. Whoa.
Then the rumour that only 5 people passed biology should be true too.

Yeah I don't think our cohort did well for the midyears. But seriously I don't think the teachers care much too. They just said out the facts and don't even appear to be tense over our results. Maybe they are used to it? I wonder too. haha.

After school - nothing to do again! Bwa. Am I that free? Everyone seems to have something on. Anyway so I chatted with our class's guys. haha. Marv, Yongcai, Zhiyi and Kuei Hsien. Its quite interesting to talk to them. All the jokes, all the sarcasm :) We chatted until close to 2pm and went home. Marv still had to stay behind for cheer practice at 4! And he just reached home at 10pm! Oh man.

Ugh. Affairs of the heart are getting irritating and always draining my happiness from me. I seriously don't want to get involved anymore.

11:04 PM



[05 July 2006]
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Hello. Its the day after the exam period, and tada, we got some of our results back already. I just passed section A for Chemistry, and got 45% for Physics overall. Well initially I wanted to type "I don't know if I should be happy or not". But then i thought it over - I shouldn't be happy at all. Its a freaking 45% - and by my principle so far only a 50% is considered a pass. I don't like a number 4 in front. But then again I don't seem affected. I guess I sort of prepared myself for all these - quoting it into a drive for me to study harder. AND I don't get the drive yet. COME ON, GWENNY! FIGHTING!

There are just so many things I have to do: studies, dance, cca and time for myself.

Affairs of the heart are so complicated that i really don't want to get involved anymore.

9:54 PM



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i'm under ass's curse. damn. haha. In conclusion, Ive been tagged.

1. Do the following w/o complaint.
2. Choose 5 bloggers to do this upon completion.
3. Leave a tag on the 5 tagboards to announce he/she has been tagged.
4. Start your entry with "I've been tagged!" then do the following.

Favourites.
Colour: silver black light purple light pink orange
Food: LOTS.
Song: LOTS
Movie: LOTS, i go nuts over LOTR and Harry Potter sequel.
Sport: Swimming, Running and Badminton!
Day of the week: Friday, Saturday and Sunday.
Season: winter (brrr..)
Ice Cream: Chocolate! Rum and Raisin! Mint flavour!

Currents.
Mood: relaxed.
Taste: casual?
Clothes: pyjamas.
Desktop: desktop?? ermm.
Toe nail colour: None.
Surroundings: at home?
Annoyances: Nothing.
Thoughts: dance moves.

Firsts.
Best Friend:
Crush: my school mate? haha.
Movie: I can't remember!
Lie: can't remember either.
Music: ooh! this i can remember. haha. my first cd/music was Backstreet Boys. haha. BOYBANDS.

Lasts.
Cigarette: yucks.
Drink: cold water. haha.
Car Ride: daddy brought us out for dinner. haha.
Crush: errr...haha.
Movie: scary movie 4
Phone Call: mummy
CD played: can i change the question to last song played? BoA's No.1

Have you ever.
Dated one of your best friends: yeah.
Broken the law: yeah haha.
Been arrested: nah.
Skinny-dipped: nah again.
On TV: YES! freaking embarrassed.
Kissed someone you don't know: that's really insane.
5 things you are wearing: specs, pyjamas, (puts on watch) watch, underwear hahaha!
4 things you done today: joked, laughed, almost slept and talked :)
3 things you can hear right now: me typing. my maid's voice, and the fan.
1 thing you do when you are bored: listen to my mp3.

Tagged:
nana, marv, kaibin, raine and sanna :)

here you go, ass. haha.

4:17 PM



[04 July 2006]
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I just came back from Tampines Mall. ITS THE END OF THE MIDYEARS! But really nothing to rejoice about because the end result most probably sucks. Well, It's over already. Like I said, take it as a drive to study real hard for the promos.

DANCE MEETING! We met up with Miss Tang first, without Wanteng. Because she was still at home. So relaxing for her - She doesn't have to take Chinese. Miss Tang was so cute lah, and she's like going Europe for 20 over days for her honeymoon?! I can see that she's really happy in her marriage :) Then Wanteng came, straight after Miss Tang went for her meeting. haha. There's dance this friday! To be honest, I kind of dread it. Partially because we thought there wasn't any practice this week and we will be released early on friday due to the sports carnival. SIAN-ED. *sighs. NVM!

I have so much to do even though its after exams! Dance, catching up with my work and something else. Himitsu. I'm not going to tell you guys. Hoho. SO EXCITED. Lets hope we make it good, and FANTASTIC. Oh yeah, Tampines Mall. I went to meet some of O619 there and caught SCARY MOVIE4. Dead hilarious especially in the first part. Oh man. I had a really good laugh. Their Japanese was so not Japanese! They just blabbered it anyhow! Oh man. "Within my father's heart" can become "something sashimi" SASHIMI! haha. Oh! Before I forget, the bus ride to Tampines Mall from NYJC was so long. About 45minutes to an hour. And a freaking asshole from whatever secondary school near Eunos/Ubi just kept pushing on the back of my seat. Irritating. I pretended not to care much - this kind of people, they just want attention.

Then we walked around aimlessly again. Raine went back early - She was sick. Take care, girl. S&K has a new stock! Another top of theirs. I think their tops for female are like the best in their whole stock of clothes. I.P Zone is cool too. Cheap and good. haha. Speaking about cheap, CONVERSE shoes are selling at as low as 40 bucks. What a bargain. But then the better design ones are apparently more costly :( I need my bag too! Bwa.
I need to go shopping one day, seriously. To get more shoes and bag.

EHH O619 guys, don't get so obsessed in sports leh. Most of you guys should come join us at our outing :)

School starts as per normal tomorrow. Yawns. BRING TIE!

6:59 PM



[03 July 2006]
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I decided to play with colours in my future entries from now on. First try yesterday. The effect's not bad huh? Hoho. Anyway I went to the library today! Like, finally. My tutor has been pestering me to go to the library and do some research. But i only managed to find books on chemistry... ON THE THIRD LEVEL. haha. that was the only place i went, or rather the only level. haha. Oh yeah and I borrowed 3 storybooks as well. Wonder if I have time to read? I'm 1/10 through the first book - one of my favourite homicide series and stuff. AND! I found books on psychology. Interesting. But then like I said, the whole thing sounds scary. So I shall stick to my three courses. Haha. Flipped through a JAPANESE-ENGLISH dictionary too. CHIM. So teacher is not SEISEH. Well its pronounced something like that but the spelling is wrong. Oh shit I forgot what's the correct spelling. SEESEI? SEISEE?! ARH!!!

ECONS ECONS ECONS! Its like I understand, but then again I don't? Found out a way to understand those MSB, MSC better. Perplexing!!! Never mind, i shall revise later. Better move away from all this academic stuff. Haha.

Anyway, JOJO ON TV! Haha. Its okie girl, that they actually broadcasted your "not-so-good" parts. FACE THE REALITY. Joking. Well, at least you got the cash! Oh man. 888 bucks lah. haha. And JY! No comments. I just realised his voice has a soothing effect. Its very comfortable to hear him sing. And he's pretty pitch-perfect when it comes to 'live' performances! COOL. GO JY! TING NI DAO DI!

(even though i havent bought your CD yet. OOPS. )

so that's about it. DANCE MEETING TOMORROW! I can't wait. But then again it proves that I have lots to do.

TO ALL 4E1'05: DINNER GATHERING THIS SATURDAY NIGHT! 6PM AT RED CIRCLE. WE'LL BE GOING TO CLARKE QUAY FOR DINNER :)

btw, justin the song is sang by WANG LAN YIN. The song title is E ZHUO JU.

9:20 PM



[02 July 2006]
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BIGS NEWS OF THE UNIVERSE. BRAZIL LOST. BRAZIL LOST! LOST TO FRANCE 1-0!

I still can't believe it. England lost to Portugal too. Half-expected it. I supported them in the previous World Cup. It was then when i found out England wasn't that good after all. Just heard from Jin Sheng that they were perhaps at a little disadvantage. 10 englands vs 11 portugals. All I can say is they are dead unlucky in WORLD CUP' 06. Owen injured, Beckham dehydrated. Haha. They must be under some curse/black magic. But that is still not the big piece of news. The really humogous one is BRAZIL LOST! I was dead shocked when I sw it from meifang's blog and the news. Unbelievable. I thought Brazil was able to go all the way to Semi or Finals.

CONCLUSION: YOU'D NEVER KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN.

So true. haha.

I finally got some time off to relax now. Asked my maid to wake me up at 7am today but i ended up being woken up by my dad's rants.

"YOUR TUTOR'S ALREADY HERE AND YOU'RE STILL LYING IN BED!"

yeah. that was the scenario. Didn't do much today. Just reading of newspaper and revising vectors. Abit blur there but I shall read through again. Then OFF TO DANCE~ I was late again. Dance steps learnt today weren't easy again. At the beginning I didn't even know how to do the first 2 beats properly. But I managed to in the end :) The 4 beats at the later part was the most confusing one! ARH. I still can't master it. I just "boom boom boom" then off to the next set of steps. Oh yeah and I met dance seniors on the way there! It was such a coincidence. We met on the train. haha.

I've decided. PHARMACY(NUS), COMMUNICATION STUDIES(NTU) AND JAPANESE STUDIES(NUS)! Why NTU doesn't offer Pharmacy?! I want to cry out loud! The situation now is that I can only take one major in any of these three courses. NUS doesn't offer Minor in Japanese Studies and I think there's no such thing for Pharmacy too. Ugh! And NTU has Communication Studies but no Japanese Studies and Pharmacy! BWA!!! I REALLY WANT TO BURST OUT CRYING.

{Anyway people, my tutor said I should decide on what course I want to go to already. And so i did! :) }

I WANT TO GO OUT TOMORROW! AT LEAST TO UNWIND FOR AWHILE FROM STUDYING OR SOMETHING.

just talking about it verbally makes me sad. I wonder why.
like i said, it is very complicated.


4:13 PM



[01 July 2006]
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Went studying at bishan mac's this afternoon. Economics = headaches. Just reading two sets of notes gave me headaches. And don't ask me questions related to taxes! I'm so perplexed on that part especially. Set 04 is the worst. I don't even understand. Bleah.

Met up with my parents and nephew later on for dinner at sakae's. Woot. Sakae! Haha. The terriyaki chicken that my mom ordered - i think it wasn't so bad. Quite delicious, ehh? Oh yeah! And I saw Jess, Meifang and Sarah! Jessica tapped me and I was like, "ehh?!" when i turned back. I couldn't even recognise Sarah. I'm so sorry, Sarah. I was like "Jessica and Meifang". I started wondering why a stranger was with them. Then SARAH! Hahaha. It shows that you changed alot. haha. And i'm not from mayflower, Meifang. haha. Shall hang out with you guys again. So sorry that i didn't make it for the 6D gathering then :(

I just went browsing the universities' websites again. I've decided! NUS - Japanese Studies (cool stuff.) NTU - Communication Studies! And..I don't know. haha. I'm considering Pharmacy too. But I havent checked that out. Hmm.. we shall see. Too bad there's no such thing as Minor in Japanese Studies! Argh. And NTU's "Mass Communications" version seems better than NUS's. I want web design! :)

Speaking about web design, Marv and I were explaining to tiancai about creating blogs. I think he ended up more confused. Oh well. This kind of thing takes a few years to learn. But i havent even mastered it. So yeah. haha.

Tomorrow is an insane day! Tuition at 0800! Early in the morning. Oh man. I guess I have to sleep early tonight. Then after tuition I have to rush off to dance. Bleah. Busy Busy Busy! But luckily Monday is a holiday - Youth Day! hahaha.

STUDYING ECONS. UGH. (I want to drop Physics. dumb new syllabus.)

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