[30 September 2006]
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i totally screwed my chemistry paper3.

i've estimated, calculated, whatever. I would only get 27 out of 60 at most. AT MOST. not AT LEAST.

I began asking myself, why AT MOST?! Blame myself on slackening too much. While doing the paper I realise that I havent been working hard enough. Well I might be studying but I thought it wasn't enough. Now I have to use these few days to go all the way! I believe I can do it. I think I just have to get my focus right again. I must think of my goal: UNIVERSITY!

I have no idea why, but like what i mentioned before, I want to go junior college purely because I want to get into a university. My thinking seems rather conventional? Perhaps. But just thinking that in the near future, i would be able to tell others "I'm from NUS, or NTU or any other universities." I will be so proud of myself.

GET MY FOCUS RIGHT! I have to review everything happening in my life right now and in the future.

13 going to 30. I just watched that on HBO Channel. Its really quite an inspirational movie. I have no idea but it just kind of tells me that in life, you can't turn back things. BUT YOU CAN CHANGE THINGS IN THE FUTURE! Good and bad things will happen to you, perhaps momentarily or at different moments of your life. We just have to take it in, and sometimes fight back! For your right lah, not unreasonably fighting back.

I'll end here. Its mug mug mug again.

12:09 AM



[24 September 2006]
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!!!!!!!!!!!!

rants.

why do good and bad things always come together?

my singapore idol final tickets!!! :(

11:09 AM



[23 September 2006]
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heyhey.

i am back! woot. honestly i am pretty shocked with myself that i can actually handle the temptation from switching on the computer to staring at the computer screen for ages. I guess that's what happened when you get busy with your school work. Basically there is no time for me to actually think of using the computer. Its just like BOOM! One day has passed.

Anyway I remembered VP touched on the 'respect for teacher' part some two weeks ago. Well now its my turn. I think that no matter how good-tempered the teacher is all we could do is to give her respect. And that meant not being late like for almost 2o minutes. I think what's shocking is i didn't hear a mutter of apology. Maybe there was. Oh well. And its not the first time when the teacher's talking others are talking as well. I was already irritated last week and the situation is worse this week. But then again, like what raine said, we sometimes do this as well.

Yup. That's what I wanted to voice out. Promos' starting real soon so fighting, people!

10:56 AM



[11 September 2006]
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...
i shall refrain from using the computer on weekdays, and minimise my usage on weekends.
ciaos, people.
this blog is going to rot until the oh-so-great weekend.

fighting!

10:16 PM



[09 September 2006]
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Warning: Please change your encoding to unicode if you want to read this entry :)

"戀愛有時會累人、難過、心會很痛,但是戀愛還是好的。"

"有一位寫小說的作家,這位作家每晚都會寫封信,放到老公的書桌前後再入睡,那麼早上丈夫起來後,會看完那封信才再上班,每天早上丈夫就成為妻子所作文章的第一個讀者。我會把自己做的第一個蛋糕給真賢吃的,我能做到的最好吃的蛋糕,我都想給他做來吃。"

"每個人都有一個治療心中傷痛的方法。 喝酒﹐唱歌 ﹐發火﹐ 或哭﹐ 或笑﹐ 跟朋友訴苦﹐去旅行 ﹐跑拉松 ﹐ 最差的一種方法是逃避這種心痛。 我的治療方法是﹕ 像這樣快要到清晨的時候﹐ 烤和餅干 。用那時的香味安慰自己 ﹐世上還有比這更甜美的治療法嗎﹖"

- 金三順名言

...
就這樣結束吧。
不管我們之間發生過什麼﹐就這樣結束吧。
兩個月了﹐我也應該把這件事畫下句點。
我想﹐是時候把一切的一切放掉。
我也是應該不要有任何幻想﹐這些大概也不會成真。


不知為什麼﹐ 我突然有種衝動想用華語來blog。其實﹐ 很久以前就想這樣了。 但只到至今才所謂的 “採取行動” 哈哈。現在的心裡感觸量多﹐ 我也不知道為何。 這一個星期下來﹐ 沒有說讀書讀得很起勁﹐ 可真是又失望。 這幾天才慢慢開始有了那股拖動力。 我只能說加油吧。
這半年來﹐ 我的生活一直在不停地旋轉着。 許許多多的事件發生了。 所以我說﹐ 世界真的很奇妙。 要來的來了﹐ 不要或沒想到會來的也陸續的來了。有時﹐ 想要來的偏偏不來。
人生就是如此吧。 有時我想想得簡單﹐ 但是人嘛﹐ 都有自己的主見。 而且﹐ 大多時候我都無法不表示出來我個人的主義。 大家應該都是這樣吧。
已是凌晨十二點了﹐ 我想就在此結束我的另類 "寫作"﹖

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