[31 December 2006]
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I suppose this is my last post of year 2006!

Time really passed by so quickly. It seemed only yesterday that I've just started my first-three-months journey in NY. And now I'm turning J2! I guess I'll really be uncomfortable, listening to all those announcements meant for us. "To all J2s..."

Just saw the new timetable. Econs tutor has been changed, and I think I'm not getting Mr.Paul Tan as my GP tutor. Oh man. He's so good lah. I think I'm getting this tutor who taught J1s KI this year. Ugh. Anyway, on the good side, some really good teachers still stayed on. Mrs LIM! O619 Mother. Haha. We'll still be having PE on friday, so that means if we want to wear any other school tee we can only wear it after PE. Ugh.

Dance super-intensive training is finally over! Yes, bruises all over again. And I think I injured my other toe. Cries out loud. My sister said the first toe I injured might be already dead. As in the vein. Oh man. And I think I had a strain on my left feet. Ugh. Injuries, injuries, injuries. Everyone, great job and take good care till the next training! (:

Class bbq was pretty fun, except that it was rather short. But its great to see everyone again! I can't help but to keep teasing my tigeress, Sher. haha. TIGERESS. And I really have to say good luck to those in TPJC and YJC. They are like having block test on the first day of school! Work hard, people! Oh yeah and I just got news that there will be three tests when school reopens; Econs, GP and Chemistry. Oh no.

2007 is approaching in just 2 hours! I can't predict whatever's going to happen, but I know it will be a tough year ahead. Studies and Dance will be my main focuses next year. Not only do I have to work hard physically, but also mentally. Even if dance only stretches till after SYF, it will be the whole year for studies. Common Tests, Block Test, Mid-year, Prelims, Mock Exams and then the final push, the A levels! This time, I'm still going to retain my quote. Eat up the big A! (:

I can't really fully summarize this whole year. It has been a really long road. The journey has been tough, fun, emotional...you name it. Perhaps because of a totally new environment, which is why i regard this year with the most twists in my life. But who knows what other things might come ahead. Surprises happen anytime anywhere.

This year, I've learnt many things that can't be found in textbooks and they were really useful. I gained most knowledge during the level camp. I learnt that even that small amount of support from you can help people around you, and that no matter whatever choice you make, there is no wrong or right. I would like to thank all my friends here, especially my new friends I get to know this year. You guys are important to me, and although we might not speak at all I would like you guys to know that you are still being remembered! Thanks to everyone who lent a listening ear to me, because sometimes I really need it. So, whenever you are down or need someone to listen to, I'll be there. I might not know what to say to you, or how to comfort you but I'll always be there! (:

It will be a new year ahead, and I know it will not be easy.

9:41 PM



[26 December 2006]
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YEAH! I bought some things with my christmas presents! Till I buy everything, I'll take a snapshot of them! (:

Didn't manage to catch Death Note 2 again today. Two attempts failed. Oh well. I think I just catch it on Thursday or something. This last week of the holidays will be so hectic for me. Wednesday totally belongs to dance, Thursday belongs to dance again and perhaps Death Note, Friday belongs to dance and dance camp (OMG), Saturday belongs to dance and bbq and lastly, Sunday belongs to tuition. Stressed out. And oh, I almost forgot about the homework.

How I really hope that not so many of my classmates are being OGLs next year. Its just so hurtful, to see something so near to you but you just didn't get it. I was a little pissed when I heard from TWO of the dancers that they just have to tell the council that they can't make it on 27th and they were actually excused. Thanks so much. And then I got a second chance this morning, but I was already asleep. Perhaps thinking that the mass dance this year was not very good is just an excuse. I really can't "wait" for school to start. Note the sarcasm. Totally can't "wait" to see most of my close friends out there having fun. Totally can't "wait" to hear them chatting happily about their OGs, the orientation, those cheers and those fun. And to think that I've already read the fun they are having already. Oh. What an excitement.

Ugh. Yes, perhaps I shouldn't regret now. Since I already told myself not to. But when you lost something that you really wanted, I guess the regret is nevertheless present.

11:07 PM



[25 December 2006]
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YUKI YAKI!

First time there. Not bad, at least the oil really doesn't splatter about that often. And first time "frying" ice-cream! Haha. But seriously, thanks to Yongcai, I've never been so sick of ice-cream before. He's nuts. Their rum and raisin ice-cream is nice! (: I love rum and raisin, thanks to dear jasmine's recommendation. Fun catching up with long-time-no-see BUDDY! and MARVIN! okay and i shall include Yongcai. Marvin was wearing so formally today ah. Haha. Next time we'll see him in a suit. Bleah.

In the end, I did not manage to watch Death Note 2. Got the news from Justin and the rest that everywhere's full (because its Public Holiday). Sighs. Maybe tomorrow! Anyway, after reaching home I did 1 AQ! Its almost done, I just don't know how to end it. Proud of myself. I guess I have to do my essay later. Its due tomorrow. And perhaps I'll try the math assignment/chemistry tutorial. I only left that bit! (:

Lets see: Econs super-long essay, Math assignment, chemistry tutorial and one more comprehension.

Oh yeah. And I can't think of any other points for that two-part econs essay question!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

9:06 PM



[24 December 2006]
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Its Christmas soon!

Merry Christmas to everyone, whether you celebrate this festive season or not!
May all your wishes come true! (:

A pretty full day today. Went out for dance in the morning! Cool day today, because today's lesson sort of became a choreographing session. As if we are really going to perform! Haha. Then i went straight home, rested for awhile and off to meet yeekai. I'm not going to call him son anymore. Haha. At least i'm trying not to. It makes me sound so old. Yucks. Haha.

Night At The Museum was hilarious! Haha. Ben Stiller and Owen Wilson and everything else = The Best.

I want to watch Death Note 2!!! Ugh. I can't keep my excitement down!

9:19 PM



[23 December 2006]
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Its Christmas soon! (:

Dance tomorrow. But I don't feel like waking up early. Ugh. And then movie with yeekai! YES. Night at the Museum! Woot. And I can't wait to watch Death Note 2! (:

Erm. I have nothing else to blog. Haha.

Finished my economics essay outline! But not alot done in one whole free day, still. Sighs.

MOTIVATION! GAMBATTE!

11:00 PM



[22 December 2006]
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I was so exhausted yesterday. And I met two ultra-friendly persons yesterday.

Went for dance early in the morning to teach others the dance movements. Attendance was rather bad, though. Due to the fact that some of them are overseas and stuff. Had to go off early because I seriously need to go to the library to do my research. I only gathered six sets of notes, when I'm supposed to get 15. Great. This time, I finally went up to the third level to find more reference books. Well, I finally found more on Chemistry and Physics. But so little on Mathematics. Out of the six sets I've got, none of them is of Math.

Then I rushed back home, bathed and have to rush off again to City Hall to meet Pei Qi. In the end she's late. But luckily, I met Justin coincidentally and chatted for a while. Pei Qi came and we went to Marina Square for dinner! CAVANA. Not bad. Haha.

The band performances were great! And I saw my primary school friend, Su Ling! Great to see you! And I didn't know you play the flute! We shouted for susanna twice and she ran away. Dots. The forever cute sanna. Haha. Waited for sanna after the concert and got to take a photo with her! Actually we took like thrice. Haha. Only we know why. Daddy came to fetch me and reached home at close to 11pm. Was totally exhausted and fell asleep immediately on the bed. So sorry to Alvin and the rest of the dance guys! Was supposed to edit the song last night but I fell asleep!

Slacked whole day. Oh well, its already over. Start a brand new day tomorrow!

By the way, I've already received some Christmas cards! Thanks so much, Sanna, Hanrong and Yvonne! You guys have a merry Merry Christmas too! (:

vomiting blood.

11:28 PM



[20 December 2006]
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I'm here again. This time, I'm at home using my computer to blog. Haha.

Was listening to Superstar on the way back home. And so many memories flow back. The times when we just keep dancing to this song that kept us ecstatic. My dancing partner, YONGCAI! Haha. Stupid. Nah. He's not stupid. I really miss those times. Too bad I can't dance with my dancing partner next year during orientation. Its your loss, yongcai. Muahahaha.

I want to dance SUPERSTAR!

11:02 PM



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Hohoho. Santa Gwenny is here.

Okay, I'm being lame. Never mind. Only people with high intellectual level understands. Its alright, I know. Bwahahaha.

Anyway I'm in the MPR now! Using Gerald's laptop. And Shuhui's napping beside me. PIG.

Gathering with Jasmine and the rest last night! Pretty fun, I thought. Although we found out that Yuki Yaki is no longer situated in Cineleisure and we had to walk all the way in the pouring rain to Takashimaya. Justin shrunk (this means that I've grown taller), and he can "fly". Haha. Huge Christmas tree at Takashimaya. Its so big that my handphone camera can't take the whole thing even if i take it vertically. Ugh. Reached home at close to 11pm, bathe, rest and off to sleep. Zzz.

Attempting AQ today. And I'm struggling. Bleah.

Something happened to my friend's friend. I dont even know him, but what happened affected me. I guess sometimes we really tend to take some things for granted. Its time to reflect, and cherish the important things around us! (: So my friends, I cherish you!

NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM! wonders if anyone want to watch.

3:26 PM



[18 December 2006]
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Dance today. Only seven people came. Haha. And Bibianna didn't come today, the very hip-hop one came. Haha. Oops. I didn't really catch her name. Cool dance moves. Anyway I've decided to record down all my dance moves I learnt from there. Because I already forgotten everything i've learnt! Except for a few sets.

And I saw MingLiang and the rest right at my block! It seemed that they have been here for PVC! Oh my god. I swear I didn't even know.

I finished my periodicity tutorial! Well kind of. I left two questions. Haha. I have no idea how to do them. Runs off to ask marvin. Haha.

BUDDY'S BACK! Welcome back! (:

12:50 AM



[16 December 2006]
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MY 50oTH POST.
Just when I was complaining that I havent started on my new year shopping, I've already settled them today! Woot. This is what I call efficient. Haha. I bought two tops, one dress and one pair of jeans, all in one shop! I thought it costed quite a bomb to me, but for new year lah. Haha. Sometimes we have to get pampered. I shall not spend any money on apparrel anymore. We went out for dinner at House of Hunan @ Novena Square (or rather, VELOCITY). It was great! The service was really of a standard, I must say. You always see the manager coming to your table, waitresses walking round to help refill your cup of drink or asking if you need anything. A waitress wanted to change our plates thrice. Haha. We were already finished with the prawns and she still came. Then we went "No thanks."
Dance tomorrow. And I'm not motivated to wake up early to travel all the way to Chinatown.
Craving for KBOX and Night At The Museum! (:

11:40 PM



[15 December 2006]
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Today's outing was sort of like a farewell for our dear senior, ERIC! He's going to NS really soon! Haha. Which means his nightmare is approaching. Anyway, take care in Pulau Tekong my senior! (: He looks so funny when taking photos. By the way his eyes aren't that big. He just enlarged them everytime he takes a photo. Damn comical.

First time to Seoul Garden! I must say its not bad, just that the oil just kept splattering about. A piece of meat even flew out of the whole pan lah. All four of us were frightened - Teik, Yimin, Sharon and I. Then we started taking photos like never before. We just kept taking and taking. Haha. Alright, only for a while. And the four guys at the next table was playing with food! Strawberry ice-cream BEEF, Fried ice-cream (FAILED) and lots of other things. The only good thing Aloy and Gerald produced out was the fried noodles. Seriously it was so much better than yours, Eric. Haha.

Then we started chatting after a noisy and long photo-taking session. Wanteng, Teik, Yimin and I started talking about relationships. Some stories are sweet, and some are so not. Everyone has their sad stories. Oh well. Then we moved on to the arcade, where we didn't play at all and sat down at the table to chat again! The four of us, I mean. Then Laoda, Chee Kian and Eric joined in. Haha. We became aimless souls after that. We kept walking about with nothing to do, and with a "don't-know-what-to-do" brain. Haha. At about 6.30pm some of us went off and I went to meet my sister and mummy at central.

I bought ear studs and two pairs of shoes! Like finally. After my pair of sandal broke long long ago, I have been using my sister's. And recently my sister's other sandal broke too and she has to use back the one I'm using. So I'm stuck with my S&K shoe. Its so troublesome! Now I understand the importance of shoes. Haha. I can't wear anything too feminine with my only pair of shoes! But lucky, now I have three pairs! I havent started on my new year shopping yet! Screams.

I've come to realise what I've been doing about this matter. How dumb of me. I'm actually trying to do something that I've tried and swore that I'll never do that again. DUMB. And when the previous analysis of my life done by Laoda showed that I don't have many friends, I pondered. And I also realised today that its very true. I really don't have many friends. If you want to say true and good friends. How ironic, when I actually know quite alot of people.

10:06 PM



[14 December 2006]
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First week of intensive training over! BEAMS.

Everyone, we did it! And Sharon, don't be too stressed up! We'll work hard with you!

Our dear three seniors came to visit again. I can really SEE that they don't have anything to do. Like what teik said, they are free souls. Haha. Anyway thanks SHUHUI for helping me rub my toe. I think if its LaoShi I'll suffer more.

Actually I didn't feel that today's training was that tiring. I actually feel less tired than compared to previous times. I guess I'm getting used to it. But last week of totally intensive training will be hell, I guess. I still have to choreograph part of the cca bazaar performance! Screams. Haha. Never mind. I'm doing what I like anyway.

I was scared to death. I swear I will never let myself into that situation.

9:08 PM



[13 December 2006]
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three days of dance completed. Just one more day to go.

By the way BANANAKAI, its alright! We will always be there for you! Although I don't know what happened, but if killing me makes you happy, I'm glad to do so. Haha. (Prays that you wont see this).

My right feet is getting better. Thanks for everyone's concern! (: By the way, I'm craving so much for KBOX. Haha. Whines.

It hit me. It's actually alright, I guess. I shall stop thinking about it. I shouldn't in the first place anyway.

9:21 PM



[11 December 2006]
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Oww. My toe.

Managed to get myself injured several times today during dance. First, one big bruise at the right knee. Then, buttock cramp (YES, buttock cramp). Lastly, my toe. Its totally swollen. LaoShi said I pulled a vein at my fourth toe there. Ouch. The most excruciating pain I've ever experienced in my life. I was practically tearing like there's no tomorrow. Thanks, everyone for helping me get the ice pack, comforting me and lending a helping hand. I really appreciate it! And LaoShi, sorry I don't have fifty bucks to pay for your service. Your painful service.

Partner and Yimin got injured as well. Take good care people!

Anyway, I was limping on the way home. I guess everyone was staring at me like i'm some freak.

I have been slacking terribly last week. I have to get down to work! My homework's only half done! Don't even talk about revising. AZA AZA FIGHTING!

8:54 PM



[09 December 2006]
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I'M BACK FROM CHALET!



In the end, I stayed for two nights. But I didn't regret it at all! In fact I felt abit glad that I stayed for two nights! Everything was fun fun fun except for some hiccups like some seniors and dancers not coming.

First day, we checked into our two small huts. At first I thought it will be really squeezy and uncomfortable. But nah, I found it really cozy especially when all of us squeezed into one hut and started playing games! We played until we went abit crazy and sabotaging each other, juniors versus seniors to be specific. Haha. Then out we went to play volleyball and monkey in the late afternoon! Tiring but again, FUN. haha. We ended up chatting at night, all of us squeezed into one hut again. Our topic went on to ghosts, and I have to admit I was really afraid. We girls didn't even dare to go bathe until in the morning.

Then of course, some of them couldn't take it and went off to sleep. So, some of us who are night-owls, decided to go to another hut to play and chat! Haha. Hut Number Two includes Huichun, Sharon, Shuhui, Eric, Cheekian and I! We played Daidee the whole night. To be exact, its from three in the morning to seven. But I was abit bored over the game and my eyes were really heavy, so i kind of turned on and off until we really slept at seven. Oh yeah, and Laoda joined us late in the night too after making sure every girl in Hut Number One fell asleep! Thanks, LAODA!

Was one of the last few to wake up next morning. We ended up in Hut Number One again, playing Daidee. Well I didn't. Really wasn't in the mood to play after playing it and seeing people play for a few hours the night before. Laoda bought BEN&JERRY'S ice cream! Thanks again! We couldn't finish one box and we played the "Zhong Ji Mi Ma" so the forfeited have to take at least a big mouthful of the melted peanut butter ice cream. Eew. Yes, Eew. Haha. I must express my gratitude to Eric here. He was my guardian for this game. Haha. A few times its always the two of us left to get "hit" and I only got forfeited once. Muahahaha. Oops.

We went off to the beach again! Playing volleyball and some of us getting wet, soaking ourselves in sea water. BBQ AT NIGHT! We had to finish up food for 30 people when I guess the nearest number of people we got was 13. So I guess everyone can just imagine. We threw away some food. Wastage, but choice-less. Haha. Oh yeah, and we moved into the superior chalet (:



Here comes my favourite night! Some of them left for home while the remaining eight of us remained. Haha. Sounds like some survivor competition. We watched the updates on the DOHA ASIAN GAMES. Those bodybuilders were nuts. But hey, we got a gold for 70 kg! (: Then we went on to playing sparklers! Short-lived happiness, but totally worthwhile. Haha. Kaiying and Huichun went for a walk after that, so only three seniors and three juniors remained.


Ahem ahem. We kind of have a short heart-to-heart talk about the chalet, given the time of a lighted sparkler. I'm not very good at words, but seriously I meant every word I said! I really had fun and even though some things cropped up suddenly, I think its still a success! I really thank everyone who made the effort to come or organise this whole event. Apologises to my very dear three great seniors - Laoda, Eric and Chee Kian! It was supposed to be your farewell, but ended up you guys started the fire and other lots of stuff. DOMO ARIGATO!

Middle of the night, we started playing cards again! But this time, it was much more fun! Laoda helped us predict the future or did some personality tests with us. The first one - Whoa. It was really accurate. Except for a few parts. But I really have to stand up and clap loudly for this one. I'm personally amazed. So we ended up playing cards this way. Until Eric went over to accompany Kaiying and Huichun over at the hut. Thanks again! Five in the morning, and my eyes couldn't help it anymore. Lucky Sharon and Chee Kian were there to "cheer us up" (or rather, just make the whole room colder). I really froze to death there. In the end of course everyone still managed to catch a nap or so.

We checked out and off we went for lunch at Vivocity! Its the six of us again - Kaiying and Huichun left first. DHOBY GHAUT'S our next stop. NEOPRINTS! haha. Wacky neoprints we had there. Caught a movie as well - Deja Vu. I think its really cool - not a bad movie. Initially I was more interested in watching Open Season or Cinderalla. But oh well, I don't mind Deja Vu. Haha and I didn't regret it. Astonishing. Sad to say, after the movie I had to go off to meet my family for dinner.

FUN FUN FUN! Lets hang out again! Haha. Anyway, here's to you guys, seniors. I just realised we wont be seeing each other very often, so I shall convey my wishes to you guys early! Wish you luck for your A levels results, NS (Eric specially) and also, when making important decisions in your lives. i really enjoyed these three days. But great, I still have my homework and revision to do. Its already the 9th! OH MY GOD. I'm so dead.

11:20 PM



[07 December 2006]
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I'm happy. For a dumb reason.

SHAOWEI'S TOGETHER WITH QIAOEN in that idol drama, rock scissors paper! Woot.
But the stupid KELUO; he just keeps creating trouble. Idiotic. So perhaps they wont get together. What the hell. He can't get QIAOEN means SHAOWEI can't get her too? I think SHAOWEI will so wish them happiness if they get together. SELF-CENTRED! Alright, I'm being a very aggressive viewer here.

Off to chalet in an hour's time! (:

10:50 AM



[06 December 2006]
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My wound got worse. A huge patch of skin came off while dancing today, but because my plaster came out too it became worse. Ouch. And i think I sort of injured my feet. I walked by leaning more on my left side of the LEFT feet. Now I can't really walk with my whole left feet down on the ground. BAH.

By the way, thanks cheekian! For passing all your unwanted but useful books to me! But those books are sure a big heavy load, despite partner and I splitting them. And so, with a much heavier bag I took off to Popular and NTUC. I only bought a few pens and erasers from Popular, so it was still alright - I could stuff them into my bag. BUT! The stupid NTUC (Toa Payoh HDB Hub Branch). They changed the whole format on the distribtuion of items and its so messy now! I like the old format better. I walked around the whole complex for like a few times and I can't find HONEY! Ugh.

Anyway, scold me dumb. I actually scanned through the whole section of sweets and I can't find POLO. In the end, I guess polo was too in demand and the box doesn't show the word "POLO", hence one has to reach out into the box and pick up whatever's inside to figure out its POLO. I was complaining to my sister when she came over after work and when she found it.. Okay. I shall not elaborate.

Everything together and I think I carried 1kg of stuff. I think more than that. Haha. My hands were already weak and sore while carrying the whole basket around for like half an hour. Oh man.

CHALET! pack pack pack.

9:20 PM



[05 December 2006]
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Say I Do.

Its such a sweet television programme. You just can't help smiling when you see the reaction on the lead's face. Feel the love, people! Haha. Alright, I'm getting too high.

4-hour dance session today. We were halfway through the choreography when I realised a slight pain on my left heel. Looked down, lifted my left feet. And yes, I saw blood. Well it wasn't tickling down. Haha. I felt okay, it wasn't a cut or something. Weird. I have no idea what it is too. I guess its skin that had been extremely torn so suddenly that it bled? It's quite a big "wound". Scary.

I did one more comprehension today! Excluding the AQ, definitely. And I did a bit of econs, as well as a few chemistry tys MCQ. BEAMS. At least I accomplished something. Trying to find a home job, especially those looking for typists. I just love typing :)

I'm serious. When I'm really really bored with extremely nothing to do, I'll just get a thick book full of words and type it out. Hoho. Alright, I'm odd.

Dance again tomorrow! AZA AZA FIGHTING!

9:09 PM



[04 December 2006]
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Totally no inspiration for my new blogskin!

I attempted the AQ assignment today. It sucked; I guess I'm a total blockhead when it comes to this. I could only think of two points, and I'm supposed to fill in about close to ten blank boxes. Well, off to the better side. At least I managed to do ONE question on periodicity tutorial. Haha. Alright I apologise but I just got stuck at the next question. I have no idea what the question was asking. I'm blocked at the Integration tutorial as well.

Off to the better-er side again. I did tys questions on partial fractions!

But still, it had been a rather slackening day. Dance tomorrow.

11:14 PM



[02 December 2006]
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A day for slackers today, and that includes me.

Actual plan was to go library today, but I guess I was too lazy to get myself out of the house. Thinking back, I kind of regretted it. Because that means I have to go library tomorrow after my dance, before my tuition. Oh well. I can't turn back time, so forget it.

I'm holding no hope for this anymore; not the first i'm thinking like this anyway.

7:23 PM



[01 December 2006]
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another 4 hours of dance accomplished!

I have to repeat this again - I'm exhausted! New injuries accumulated. New bruises, and scratches. Yes, scratches. My arms, neck and legs are all sore! :(

Minor breakdown. I guess when everything just come together, it happens.
Thanks partner and justin. I needed it.

By the way, I wasted my whole afternoon. Sighs. Oh well. Its over.

9:24 PM







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