[30 June 2007]
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I sprained my neck. All of the sudden when I was doing chemistry. Amazing me.
Another job offer, which required me to wear spag, heels and shorts/skirt. And with light makeup. Have to go down on monday if I accepted it. But I didn't. guess ultimately i still want to focus on my studies first. And I have to start wearing heels. Well I think wearing abit of heels aren't bad. After all, I think sometimes wearing not-so-high heels is nice.
Another job offer, which required me to wear spag, heels and shorts/skirt. And with light makeup. Have to go down on monday if I accepted it. But I didn't. guess ultimately i still want to focus on my studies first. And I have to start wearing heels. Well I think wearing abit of heels aren't bad. After all, I think sometimes wearing not-so-high heels is nice.
10:42 PM
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Science and Religion. Which side will you take?
I have no idea. I think both have their pros and cons. For one, I think religion helps to give us a direction of life, a way of living our life.On the other hand, science and technology has given us ways to a better quality of living over the past years. But I thought that the argument over this whole thing is redundant. Like what the girl said during the lecture, cant they be complements of each other? One tells us HOW everything in this world works (well, almost.) and the other gives us the WHY. And sometimes, in my perspective, science does unneccessary things at times. I mean if the ultimate purpose is to give us humans a better life, I have no qualms about it. But sometimes, I just feel that there is no purpose in doing certain things like what, mice with those weird skin textures? I cant recall what exactly is that, but anyway.
When Mr. Tong mentioned that atheistics use their head/mind to think while others use their heart to think, I truly think that we should use our hearts to think. Totally on that side. BUT I still cant make a decision between science and religion. Got to think that out somehow. Its like science is the fundamental of religion? I don't know.
Hasn't been doing alot of work these two days. Have to work harder for the upcoming three days. JIAYOU, EVERYONE! Whether we think that the midyears sucked so far or not, don't give up and work hard for the rest. The most important thing is the final lap!
I have no idea. I think both have their pros and cons. For one, I think religion helps to give us a direction of life, a way of living our life.On the other hand, science and technology has given us ways to a better quality of living over the past years. But I thought that the argument over this whole thing is redundant. Like what the girl said during the lecture, cant they be complements of each other? One tells us HOW everything in this world works (well, almost.) and the other gives us the WHY. And sometimes, in my perspective, science does unneccessary things at times. I mean if the ultimate purpose is to give us humans a better life, I have no qualms about it. But sometimes, I just feel that there is no purpose in doing certain things like what, mice with those weird skin textures? I cant recall what exactly is that, but anyway.
When Mr. Tong mentioned that atheistics use their head/mind to think while others use their heart to think, I truly think that we should use our hearts to think. Totally on that side. BUT I still cant make a decision between science and religion. Got to think that out somehow. Its like science is the fundamental of religion? I don't know.
Hasn't been doing alot of work these two days. Have to work harder for the upcoming three days. JIAYOU, EVERYONE! Whether we think that the midyears sucked so far or not, don't give up and work hard for the rest. The most important thing is the final lap!
12:35 PM
[29 June 2007]
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NEW BLOGSKIN! (:
Was just on the way to mastering Photoshop and Paint.Net. In short, learning those tutorials. Haha. And realised some really cool stuff. Tried different ways and the picture above is what I've done. Not very fantastic, I know. But I like it. Haha. Those real masters are the "whoa" ones.
And so, we're down with 4 papers. Slacked the whole day yesterday after Physics 3. Bwa. I must take advantage of these 4 days! So its early afternoon now. Just finished my blogskin (super happy) and off to mugging now! Take care, people!
12:31 PM
[27 June 2007]
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Know I might be dead for tomorrow's physics paper but I guess what I can do now is to make use of the time and try my best. Bwa. Anyway, I'm not good at physics. So I might need the extra intensive remedials. Bwa. Can't think this way. DO MY BEST TRY MY BEST.
I know how to dance Wu Niang! Woohoo. Well not exactly. I dont really know how the legs work. Haha. But still! Kept seeing her movements on TV. As in coincidentally. Unintentionally.
Off to mug. JIAYOU PEOPLE.
I know how to dance Wu Niang! Woohoo. Well not exactly. I dont really know how the legs work. Haha. But still! Kept seeing her movements on TV. As in coincidentally. Unintentionally.
Off to mug. JIAYOU PEOPLE.
10:08 PM
[24 June 2007]
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Its been awhile since I've listened to 933. Nice. I always like the programme where people can call in and dedicate songs to family and friends. Now I'm listening to this creepy programme. "ZHOU GONG JIANG GUI" Oh man. Luckily songs are still being played every now and then. Now they're playing one of the songs from Goong's soundtrack. Oh my god. Its in Chinese. Sounds so weird. Today I just watched an MTV, also a Chinese song but its Goong's soundtrack again! Weird times 2.
Deciding to write a diary again. Been 3 years since I've stopped. Realised that there are many things that I will pen down in my diary than here (:
I wanted to blog about fun facts of myself, that friends might not know. But I dont think I have many to list. Haha. Well, I have motion sickness? I think most of my jc friends dont know about this. Then.. Okay, I cant think anymore. Bwa. Haha. Okay I know its super random. Never mind. Forget it. Pretend this paragraph doesnt exist.
What else I wanted to blog. I cant remember. Oh yes! ONLINE SHOPPING! I feel like trying. I have a very good reason behind it. Haha. I was just browsing about websites, then I saw this online shopping site. Saw something I like! So thats my reason. Haha.
Seriously dont want to do well for this midyears. Bwa. I just want it to be over. Then I can rest awhile and really chiong for prelims and the final lap.
Deciding to write a diary again. Been 3 years since I've stopped. Realised that there are many things that I will pen down in my diary than here (:
I wanted to blog about fun facts of myself, that friends might not know. But I dont think I have many to list. Haha. Well, I have motion sickness? I think most of my jc friends dont know about this. Then.. Okay, I cant think anymore. Bwa. Haha. Okay I know its super random. Never mind. Forget it. Pretend this paragraph doesnt exist.
What else I wanted to blog. I cant remember. Oh yes! ONLINE SHOPPING! I feel like trying. I have a very good reason behind it. Haha. I was just browsing about websites, then I saw this online shopping site. Saw something I like! So thats my reason. Haha.
Seriously dont want to do well for this midyears. Bwa. I just want it to be over. Then I can rest awhile and really chiong for prelims and the final lap.
12:17 AM
[22 June 2007]
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Love today! (: Its been great seeing everyone again! SMILE!
11:20 PM
[20 June 2007]
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Been lacking the motivation I had last week. Sighs. I always tend to wake up at 11am in the morning when I want to wake up at 8am. Bwa. Time wasted, and I felt even less motivated to study. Its the last week of holidays! And I'm doing this to myself.
Perhaps today was more tiring. Lots of reading. And it just bores me to sleep. Thats why I'll always start to procrastinate after like 20 minutes of reading? I dont know how to start for organic chemistry. IT KILLS ME JUST LOOKING AT ALL THE REACTIONS. Then physics. Trying hard. Going through the tutorials and still reading the notes too. But questions-wise, I havent been doing much for physics. Stopped doing questions for chemistry for a while now. Sighs. I dont feel motivated to do well for this midyears. The feeling just sucks.
As usual, I watched "Yu Le Bai Fen Bai" on Channel U. I want to go to LUO ZHIXIANG's CONCERT! Anyone? It will be during December. Go there and get high! (: I love the part after he finished singing "Li Liang", bowed and at the same time, the music of "Li Liang" came along. Its like the surge of sense of achievement and everything. Its just like...
After finishing our dance piece at "Dance on the Move" concert. We bowed, and then our SYF music started playing. I cant describe that feeling.
Its like.
"Finally, its over."
"Oh my god, its over."
and there's more to that.
I still remembered I attended the Project Superstar concert. After everything, I had the feeling that, this is what I want. I want to be a performer. I want to bring entertainment and joy to everyone. The feeling of satisfaction and all. When your family, friends and supporters cheer for you. When people applaud for you. When you work so hard just to bring a good show to everyone. When you work so hard to show people your deep passion.
This is what I want to do.
I'm working on it. But seriously I kind of lack the confidence.
Perhaps today was more tiring. Lots of reading. And it just bores me to sleep. Thats why I'll always start to procrastinate after like 20 minutes of reading? I dont know how to start for organic chemistry. IT KILLS ME JUST LOOKING AT ALL THE REACTIONS. Then physics. Trying hard. Going through the tutorials and still reading the notes too. But questions-wise, I havent been doing much for physics. Stopped doing questions for chemistry for a while now. Sighs. I dont feel motivated to do well for this midyears. The feeling just sucks.
As usual, I watched "Yu Le Bai Fen Bai" on Channel U. I want to go to LUO ZHIXIANG's CONCERT! Anyone? It will be during December. Go there and get high! (: I love the part after he finished singing "Li Liang", bowed and at the same time, the music of "Li Liang" came along. Its like the surge of sense of achievement and everything. Its just like...
After finishing our dance piece at "Dance on the Move" concert. We bowed, and then our SYF music started playing. I cant describe that feeling.
Its like.
"Finally, its over."
"Oh my god, its over."
and there's more to that.
I still remembered I attended the Project Superstar concert. After everything, I had the feeling that, this is what I want. I want to be a performer. I want to bring entertainment and joy to everyone. The feeling of satisfaction and all. When your family, friends and supporters cheer for you. When people applaud for you. When you work so hard just to bring a good show to everyone. When you work so hard to show people your deep passion.
This is what I want to do.
I'm working on it. But seriously I kind of lack the confidence.
10:00 PM
[18 June 2007]
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what a bad day. Headaches headaches headaches. I couldnt even study.
10:13 PM
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PLAY THE VIDEOS!!
12:31 AM
[17 June 2007]
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STUDYING WITH NANA WOMAN AND DEBORAH. haha.
Well, even though I'm not close with deborah, but then it was nice seeing another beatty-ian. Great to see you again, deborah! And lucks to your life in jc because nazeeya's in your school! (: Hahaha. Golden Melody Awards was on today, and Luo Zhi Xiang got the most popular male singer award. COOL. Jay was like, only in the 8th position? Oh yes, and the difference in votes for the top 2 female singer is so wide from the rest. The 3rd place, only got 10000+. But S.H.E and Jolin has 80000+ and 90000+ respectively! Oh my god. The winners for best male and female singers were quite unexpected.
Tired of reading this kind of thing.
某人不累，我累啊！
某人不sian，我sian啊！
HAHAHA.
Okay. Most of you wont comprehend the above. Anyway, yes that's all i have to say. I wont elaborate. I DONT WISH TO ELABORATE AS WELL.
Well, even though I'm not close with deborah, but then it was nice seeing another beatty-ian. Great to see you again, deborah! And lucks to your life in jc because nazeeya's in your school! (: Hahaha. Golden Melody Awards was on today, and Luo Zhi Xiang got the most popular male singer award. COOL. Jay was like, only in the 8th position? Oh yes, and the difference in votes for the top 2 female singer is so wide from the rest. The 3rd place, only got 10000+. But S.H.E and Jolin has 80000+ and 90000+ respectively! Oh my god. The winners for best male and female singers were quite unexpected.
Tired of reading this kind of thing.
某人不累，我累啊！
某人不sian，我sian啊！
HAHAHA.
Okay. Most of you wont comprehend the above. Anyway, yes that's all i have to say. I wont elaborate. I DONT WISH TO ELABORATE AS WELL.
12:10 AM
[15 June 2007]
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I'm starting to get more and more addicted to the serial drama "Safe Guards".
Today's episode - so many climaxes and Feng left!!! Bwa. I might consider buying the vcd though haha. Well most likely. YES YES YES, I'm a real TV freak. I think that mediacorp should come up with more intriguing storylines. Nowadays, its just revolving about modern, unrealistic and boring stories. Bwa. I prefer the dramas in the olden days. PRICE OF PEACE, CHU LU, BU LAO CHUAN SHUO. I notice most of the unforgettable dramas are of ancient times. Come to think of it, Mediacorp hasnt been producing those gu zhuang dramas. Such an disappointment!
Caught up with nana WOMAN today. It became a catching-up session instead of a studying session (: Thanks for the chocolate and keychain, WOMAN! Haha. And the photo as well (:
Today's episode - so many climaxes and Feng left!!! Bwa. I might consider buying the vcd though haha. Well most likely. YES YES YES, I'm a real TV freak. I think that mediacorp should come up with more intriguing storylines. Nowadays, its just revolving about modern, unrealistic and boring stories. Bwa. I prefer the dramas in the olden days. PRICE OF PEACE, CHU LU, BU LAO CHUAN SHUO. I notice most of the unforgettable dramas are of ancient times. Come to think of it, Mediacorp hasnt been producing those gu zhuang dramas. Such an disappointment!
Caught up with nana WOMAN today. It became a catching-up session instead of a studying session (: Thanks for the chocolate and keychain, WOMAN! Haha. And the photo as well (:
10:01 PM
[14 June 2007]
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BOO! I'm back!
Studied in school with the guys again. "Why am I the only girl?"
DON'T ASK ME.
I did ask the girls along after all, but they just didn't want to come I guess. Haha.
Much productive today. In fact, its only a little bit better than studying at home! That means I've managed to adapt to my surroundings! Okay, I know it sounds weird. Never mind. Studying with nana WOMAN tomorrow. And I cant wait to meet up with jasmine and everyone again! (:
I cant wait to be free. Sighs. After midyears, there's actually nothing much to be happy about. We have to keep studying and studying and mugging and mugging like hell because there will be PRELIMS, MOCK PAPERS and the As waiting for us at the finish line. Actually there isn't any finish line. After junior college, it will be university. After university, it will be the entrance to the real world ("CONGRATS!"). Just realised there is never an ending to this, but I believe we can find happiness somehow.
(: TAKE CARE PEOPLE!
Studied in school with the guys again. "Why am I the only girl?"
DON'T ASK ME.
I did ask the girls along after all, but they just didn't want to come I guess. Haha.
Much productive today. In fact, its only a little bit better than studying at home! That means I've managed to adapt to my surroundings! Okay, I know it sounds weird. Never mind. Studying with nana WOMAN tomorrow. And I cant wait to meet up with jasmine and everyone again! (:
I cant wait to be free. Sighs. After midyears, there's actually nothing much to be happy about. We have to keep studying and studying and mugging and mugging like hell because there will be PRELIMS, MOCK PAPERS and the As waiting for us at the finish line. Actually there isn't any finish line. After junior college, it will be university. After university, it will be the entrance to the real world ("CONGRATS!"). Just realised there is never an ending to this, but I believe we can find happiness somehow.
(: TAKE CARE PEOPLE!
11:25 PM
[13 June 2007]
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Its a nice show! (: I love today's episode. Haha. Its so funny. But then again, its so sad that they cant get married, and Yanghong's dead. Feel like buying the vcd. Oops.
By the way this show is on Channel 55 weekdays, 9pm! (:
Anyway I'm alright. Like I said, I think too much. Haha.
10:21 PM
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One moment high, one moment emo.
难道我做的一切不够吗？
我了解我以前待人不怎么好，不会珍惜我身边的好友。
但。。
难道一切不能回头吗？
我只不过希望他们知道， 我想他们， 我非常珍惜他们。
但可能这些应该是藏在心里， 不许说出来的。。
对！ 或许吧。
哈哈。 我觉得我又想太多了。 这就是我吧 - 想太多！
难道我做的一切不够吗？
我了解我以前待人不怎么好，不会珍惜我身边的好友。
但。。
难道一切不能回头吗？
我只不过希望他们知道， 我想他们， 我非常珍惜他们。
但可能这些应该是藏在心里， 不许说出来的。。
对！ 或许吧。
哈哈。 我觉得我又想太多了。 这就是我吧 - 想太多！
10:42 AM
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I'm so happy today!!!
I finally managed to find the songs I have been finding for ages! All are theme songs Haha. Many thanks to september! Even though I don't know you personally, but really thanks! (: WOOHOO. Damn high now.
Gp tuition was okay today, but I just think that everything I think about is so superficial. Like I'm not thinking ENOUGH. Sighs.
BUT I'M STILL DAMN HIGH AND SUPER HAPPY NOW! (:
I finally managed to find the songs I have been finding for ages! All are theme songs Haha. Many thanks to september! Even though I don't know you personally, but really thanks! (: WOOHOO. Damn high now.
Gp tuition was okay today, but I just think that everything I think about is so superficial. Like I'm not thinking ENOUGH. Sighs.
BUT I'M STILL DAMN HIGH AND SUPER HAPPY NOW! (:
12:04 AM
[11 June 2007]
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I still have no motivation to go outside and study! Never mind. I'll try to make use of my environment to study! Have to adapt no matter what. Still not at my best mugging mode, but I'll try! 2 more weeks left! Oh no. JIAYOU, EVERYONE!
By the way, I'm addicted to another drama serial. This time, its a Hong Kong serial, showing on Channel 55, 9pm on weekdays. Its weird but I can really feel what the actress was feeling. Its so... familiar. Haha. And yes, Love Undercover 2 was showing on Channel U just now! But I think I like Part 1 more. Oh well. I guess I am really a TV freak.
Do I look like a kid? Sighs. Looking younger than actual age is alright to me, but I just dont want people to think I'm easy to take advantage of just by looking at my appearance. Think I need to work hard (on my image?) or just be myself? I want to survive in the future world! I know its so complex - experienced it before. It was terrible, people looking at you as if you're nothing. Or they're like condemning you already. Ugh.
By the way, I'm addicted to another drama serial. This time, its a Hong Kong serial, showing on Channel 55, 9pm on weekdays. Its weird but I can really feel what the actress was feeling. Its so... familiar. Haha. And yes, Love Undercover 2 was showing on Channel U just now! But I think I like Part 1 more. Oh well. I guess I am really a TV freak.
Do I look like a kid? Sighs. Looking younger than actual age is alright to me, but I just dont want people to think I'm easy to take advantage of just by looking at my appearance. Think I need to work hard (on my image?) or just be myself? I want to survive in the future world! I know its so complex - experienced it before. It was terrible, people looking at you as if you're nothing. Or they're like condemning you already. Ugh.
12:29 AM
[08 June 2007]
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Knew my previous post will bring in Zhiyi and Raine "together"...
in an argument. Haha.
Well I slacked the whole day yesterday. I only did a bit of math and read physics. At least today's better! (: Even though at the start I was slacking but I managed to do more than usual. But I think going outside will be much more productive for me. But yet, I'm lazy to go downstairs or outside. UGH! I guess I have to force myself to go out there and study.
My progress, compared to others, might be slow. Alright. IT IS SLOW. But at least I got it started. COME ON COME ON!!!!
GWENNY, YOU CAN DO IT!
To all NYJCians or friends from other JCs: JIAYOU!
in an argument. Haha.
Well I slacked the whole day yesterday. I only did a bit of math and read physics. At least today's better! (: Even though at the start I was slacking but I managed to do more than usual. But I think going outside will be much more productive for me. But yet, I'm lazy to go downstairs or outside. UGH! I guess I have to force myself to go out there and study.
My progress, compared to others, might be slow. Alright. IT IS SLOW. But at least I got it started. COME ON COME ON!!!!
GWENNY, YOU CAN DO IT!
To all NYJCians or friends from other JCs: JIAYOU!
10:58 PM
[06 June 2007]
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Blogs can be so powerful.
These simple tool of the internet, was just to allow us to keep a daily journal and let friends and family (alright, and everyone in the world) to view them. But there are just some moments where each and every one of us abuses the use of it. Will we ever learn the responsibility or importance of "thinking before speaking"? I don't deny that I'm one of them, but sometimes there are just these bits and pieces of words that cross the limit. There is nothing I can say much. Its just a thought of mine - something that I hoped people will learn and think in other perspectives as well. In fact, I'm LEARNING it.
Pretty good day today! Well, at least I've studied! Went to school this time. Much more productive but I have to admit, I was feeling sleepy and stuffy several timesl Ah! But I have chocolate in hand! NO FEAR NO FEAR. So yup. And I finished watching WEI XIAO PASTA! (: It was a nice show. I just love those music, but I only have the singing versions.
Anyway, everyone, study hard! (: JIAYOU!
These simple tool of the internet, was just to allow us to keep a daily journal and let friends and family (alright, and everyone in the world) to view them. But there are just some moments where each and every one of us abuses the use of it. Will we ever learn the responsibility or importance of "thinking before speaking"? I don't deny that I'm one of them, but sometimes there are just these bits and pieces of words that cross the limit. There is nothing I can say much. Its just a thought of mine - something that I hoped people will learn and think in other perspectives as well. In fact, I'm LEARNING it.
Pretty good day today! Well, at least I've studied! Went to school this time. Much more productive but I have to admit, I was feeling sleepy and stuffy several timesl Ah! But I have chocolate in hand! NO FEAR NO FEAR. So yup. And I finished watching WEI XIAO PASTA! (: It was a nice show. I just love those music, but I only have the singing versions.
Anyway, everyone, study hard! (: JIAYOU!
9:52 PM
[04 June 2007]
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I love Zhang Dong Liang. Woohoo.
Sorry for procrastinating but I chiong-ed 4 episodes of Wei Xiao Pasta this morning. Haha. Alright, maybe its not a very good piece of news considering the fact that my mid-years are approaching. Watched Campus Superstar. Shawn was good, for a 13-year-old (:
Motivation Motivation. Math is still alright, but the sciences. Sigh.
Anyway, do enjoy my new blog song! Its my favourite right now. Bei Ji Xin De Yan Lei by Zhang Dong Liang.
Sorry for procrastinating but I chiong-ed 4 episodes of Wei Xiao Pasta this morning. Haha. Alright, maybe its not a very good piece of news considering the fact that my mid-years are approaching. Watched Campus Superstar. Shawn was good, for a 13-year-old (:
Motivation Motivation. Math is still alright, but the sciences. Sigh.
Anyway, do enjoy my new blog song! Its my favourite right now. Bei Ji Xin De Yan Lei by Zhang Dong Liang.
9:43 PM
[02 June 2007]
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Many things happened. There was disappointment and hurt. Both in myself and others. I just hope that everything wasn't that superficial. But well, what can I do. I can do nothing.
Finally completed my gifts for Dansez-Le! Hope you guys like it! (Sorry for making some of you cry though.)
I went shopping with my mother today! Like finally. My mummy spent 150+ bucks on 3 tops, while I spent 30 bucks on 2 tops. HAHAHA. I got the tops from M.Industries! Its like so affordable! In the past, i really like M.Industries clothes but their clothings were just too costly! One skirt at the price of $60, if i'm not wrong.
Super duper happy. At least I have done some shopping ever since..ages. Accompanied my sister for a threading-eyebrow session. Looks painful, and whoa, the woman was really skillful. My mother joined in the threading session too after my sister's persuasion. My mother looks alright but... my sister's eyebrows were red lah!
I have to start studying from next week onward!!! (Bwa. So much for talking BIG.)
Finally completed my gifts for Dansez-Le! Hope you guys like it! (Sorry for making some of you cry though.)
I went shopping with my mother today! Like finally. My mummy spent 150+ bucks on 3 tops, while I spent 30 bucks on 2 tops. HAHAHA. I got the tops from M.Industries! Its like so affordable! In the past, i really like M.Industries clothes but their clothings were just too costly! One skirt at the price of $60, if i'm not wrong.
Super duper happy. At least I have done some shopping ever since..ages. Accompanied my sister for a threading-eyebrow session. Looks painful, and whoa, the woman was really skillful. My mother joined in the threading session too after my sister's persuasion. My mother looks alright but... my sister's eyebrows were red lah!
I have to start studying from next week onward!!! (Bwa. So much for talking BIG.)
11:17 PM
