[22 July 2007]
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So much homework. Bwa.
They're giving us so much work that I cant study MY WAY. We think the same way, son. And what darkest fantasies. Ass. Its not lah! Haha.
Sorry people. Photos of NDP up later.
They're giving us so much work that I cant study MY WAY. We think the same way, son. And what darkest fantasies. Ass. Its not lah! Haha.
Sorry people. Photos of NDP up later.
10:57 PM
[21 July 2007]
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NDP was great.
I'm starting to like the songs composed by Jimmy Ye. Maybe because in that atmosphere, the songs sounded terrific. The funny thing is, there are so many simulated stuff. Damn funny. Like when they introduced the MPs, Ministers and stuff. Those NDP helpers will be carrying a signboard that says "First MP" or "Last MP". One lucky guy even got to pose as PM! "Last MP" sounded weird and hilarious. Haha. Its like, there wont be any more MP in future. HAHA. Everyone was laughing. Too bad we couldnt see the Red Lions. But then in the later part of the show, they came. I guess.
Then I remembered one of my goals in life is to take part in NDP.
I havent done much work. I'm dead. Guess I'll have to chiong later and tomorrow!
Photos will be up later! (:
I'm starting to like the songs composed by Jimmy Ye. Maybe because in that atmosphere, the songs sounded terrific. The funny thing is, there are so many simulated stuff. Damn funny. Like when they introduced the MPs, Ministers and stuff. Those NDP helpers will be carrying a signboard that says "First MP" or "Last MP". One lucky guy even got to pose as PM! "Last MP" sounded weird and hilarious. Haha. Its like, there wont be any more MP in future. HAHA. Everyone was laughing. Too bad we couldnt see the Red Lions. But then in the later part of the show, they came. I guess.
Then I remembered one of my goals in life is to take part in NDP.
I havent done much work. I'm dead. Guess I'll have to chiong later and tomorrow!
Photos will be up later! (:
11:22 PM
[20 July 2007]
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OH YES! How can I forget.
Shujia and I saw the boy and girl magnet keychain at AMK Hub! Its the pair featured in the 9pm channel 8 drama! (: I want!!! Oh man. Was pondering if I can ask the salesgirl if we can get two girls instead lah. But its impossible! Unless people are willing to buy two boys! Ugh. Its so nice.. and sweet! I WANT!!!
Shujia and I saw the boy and girl magnet keychain at AMK Hub! Its the pair featured in the 9pm channel 8 drama! (: I want!!! Oh man. Was pondering if I can ask the salesgirl if we can get two girls instead lah. But its impossible! Unless people are willing to buy two boys! Ugh. Its so nice.. and sweet! I WANT!!!
11:23 PM
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Yes, I'm going to NDP tomorrow. But not with ZY! Hahaha.
Cut my hair. Pretty short, I guess. Compared to my previous hair length. Haha.
Was wondering how some guys (or perhaps MOST of the guys) can change "targets" so quickly and easily. Seriously I dont want to write down the word "target", but this could be the best way to describe it. Anyway, its just a random thought. Hahahaha. Besides, I can't deny that some girls change their targets frequently as well.
I'm being bombarded with homework. LOTS AND LOTS OF THEM. I dont understand why but cant the school think that part where we will be so busy doing THEIR tutorials thus not being able to do OUR studying? Bwa. Maybe doing tutorials might get us started for revision?
I'm tired.
Cut my hair. Pretty short, I guess. Compared to my previous hair length. Haha.
Was wondering how some guys (or perhaps MOST of the guys) can change "targets" so quickly and easily. Seriously I dont want to write down the word "target", but this could be the best way to describe it. Anyway, its just a random thought. Hahahaha. Besides, I can't deny that some girls change their targets frequently as well.
I'm being bombarded with homework. LOTS AND LOTS OF THEM. I dont understand why but cant the school think that part where we will be so busy doing THEIR tutorials thus not being able to do OUR studying? Bwa. Maybe doing tutorials might get us started for revision?
I'm tired.
10:27 PM
[17 July 2007]
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WOOHOO.
I'm going to NDP! Well, not the actual one. I'm going this Saturday - NDP Preview, I guess.
But at least its better than nothing! YELLOW SECTOR! Right in the middle. The seating gallery looks so small, seriously.
Super duper happy.
I'm going to NDP! Well, not the actual one. I'm going this Saturday - NDP Preview, I guess.
But at least its better than nothing! YELLOW SECTOR! Right in the middle. The seating gallery looks so small, seriously.
Super duper happy.
11:17 PM
[16 July 2007]
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Prelims is approaching... in 8 weeks' time. FAST.
I'm pondering if I should redo all my tutorials. But then it might just be wasting time because you cant possibly finish one tutorial in one day with so many other piles of tutorials and little time. Of course, perhaps I should sacrifice my time watching TV and using the computer. I shall try to work it out.
Much as I want to work hard as well, I hope my other friends would do so too. Been observing recently that some of my friends, despite super poor results, still continued not taking things seriously. Like skipping lessons and not doing homework...so on and so forth. Or wasting time hanging around the computer. I really hope that they will improve. And like what Mr.Kwek said, dont waste your 12 years. I know its agonising to study so many subjects (furthermore, they are tough) but at least get it over and done with. I might not be a very good example. But I'm trying too. I hope you guys will too. Lets just endure for these four months and celebrate like crazy after that!
AZA AZA FIGHTING!
Hope this will be a wake-up call to some of them. Like what VP said, no time to waste. Is that what you said? Haha. I can't remember.
I'm pondering if I should redo all my tutorials. But then it might just be wasting time because you cant possibly finish one tutorial in one day with so many other piles of tutorials and little time. Of course, perhaps I should sacrifice my time watching TV and using the computer. I shall try to work it out.
Much as I want to work hard as well, I hope my other friends would do so too. Been observing recently that some of my friends, despite super poor results, still continued not taking things seriously. Like skipping lessons and not doing homework...so on and so forth. Or wasting time hanging around the computer. I really hope that they will improve. And like what Mr.Kwek said, dont waste your 12 years. I know its agonising to study so many subjects (furthermore, they are tough) but at least get it over and done with. I might not be a very good example. But I'm trying too. I hope you guys will too. Lets just endure for these four months and celebrate like crazy after that!
AZA AZA FIGHTING!
Hope this will be a wake-up call to some of them. Like what VP said, no time to waste. Is that what you said? Haha. I can't remember.
10:12 PM
[15 July 2007]
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HARRY POTTER!
I think it wasnt that lousy. Its definitely better than the 3rd one but goblet of fire was better. Perhaps abit jumpy and stuff and they cut alot of stuff. But I think you cant expect much from a book-turned-to-film movie. It was funny though. I guess its the funniest Harry Potter sequel ever. Like Professor's Snape "Obviously" Haha. There were some sad scenes too. Oh well.
Nice class outing! 12 people in total! Okay, 11 excluding jingsheng. Haha. But too bad there was nowhere else to go because I was in school uniform! Some of them went to arcade while the rest (including me) were home-sweet-home. I want to try some night life. Haha. Kind of boring that you head home after movies. Maybe because I was rather energetic after the movies.
NTU Concept tests. Definitely feel that I wasted my 10 bucks for physics. It was a killer. I totally guessed the answer without any clue for like 30 out of 60 questions. Chemistry was slightly better. But I think some of the questions arent that relevant. Like there were stuff in there that we totally didnt learn. Oh well. Take it as a practice! 20 bucks gone. Haha. Just like that.
Realised that relationships, not just those lovey dovey kinds but friendships really change over time. Sighs. How should I put it. Its really so saddening. I mean on the surface things might change. But some things dont change for me. But I guess I'm witnessing it happening already. Bwa. Whatever. Emo-ing again. I really seem to be quite a pessimistic person huh? NO! Stay optimistic! Ugh.
I think it wasnt that lousy. Its definitely better than the 3rd one but goblet of fire was better. Perhaps abit jumpy and stuff and they cut alot of stuff. But I think you cant expect much from a book-turned-to-film movie. It was funny though. I guess its the funniest Harry Potter sequel ever. Like Professor's Snape "Obviously" Haha. There were some sad scenes too. Oh well.
Nice class outing! 12 people in total! Okay, 11 excluding jingsheng. Haha. But too bad there was nowhere else to go because I was in school uniform! Some of them went to arcade while the rest (including me) were home-sweet-home. I want to try some night life. Haha. Kind of boring that you head home after movies. Maybe because I was rather energetic after the movies.
NTU Concept tests. Definitely feel that I wasted my 10 bucks for physics. It was a killer. I totally guessed the answer without any clue for like 30 out of 60 questions. Chemistry was slightly better. But I think some of the questions arent that relevant. Like there were stuff in there that we totally didnt learn. Oh well. Take it as a practice! 20 bucks gone. Haha. Just like that.
Realised that relationships, not just those lovey dovey kinds but friendships really change over time. Sighs. How should I put it. Its really so saddening. I mean on the surface things might change. But some things dont change for me. But I guess I'm witnessing it happening already. Bwa. Whatever. Emo-ing again. I really seem to be quite a pessimistic person huh? NO! Stay optimistic! Ugh.
12:38 AM
[12 July 2007]
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my world is toppling down.
11:47 PM
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Why can't I see my latest post when people can? Oh well. It doesnt matter. I know the content. Haha.
Miraculously, my physics is my best subject this midyears. Same goes for blocktest. My chemistry was better than math! Today was a long day, but it was still alright. Perhaps because I slept at 10pm last night! Oh man. Was reading Newsweek and I dozed off. Almost 8 hours of sleep. Haha.
Just going to study abit for concept test and hopefully HARRY POTTER THIS SATURDAY (:
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Miraculously, my physics is my best subject this midyears. Same goes for blocktest. My chemistry was better than math! Today was a long day, but it was still alright. Perhaps because I slept at 10pm last night! Oh man. Was reading Newsweek and I dozed off. Almost 8 hours of sleep. Haha.
Just going to study abit for concept test and hopefully HARRY POTTER THIS SATURDAY (:
SEED
6:14 PM
[11 July 2007]
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SEE. Figure out what this means.
No it doesnt mean "LOOK".
Got back half of the midyear papers. I'm tired, tired of seeing that the highest grade I've gotten so far is C and that was during block test. I can truly tell myself I have worked hard. Seeing people always getting As and Bs is tiring too. Unfair, but there's nothing I can do but work harder and harder. VP said I looked sad. Did I? Well I am sad now, but its not really because of the results.
Less than 9 weeks to Prelims. "Cheers".
And ZY, I dont know if you seriously meant those remarks of yours. But people will get irritated too. Please dont take their patience for granted. Insult me for all you want, anyway you have "insulted" me for over a year already.
By the way, Nana and Eunice. I don't know if I should thank you guys for the tag but just let it go, I guess. No point ranting on.
Its such an emotional entry.
My heart feels so heavy.
I'm not a good leader, am I? I couldnt even answer people their doubts. I couldn't even handle it. I make stupid mistakes. No wonder people said I looked like a kid and others wouldnt take me seriously. Or is it because I'm too concerned about others, that I show people that I'm not firm. I want to show my confident side, but I can't. I thought that by making sure everyone's alright and stuff... Perhaps I think too much of others. I remembered I could be firm and fierce in the past. But now, what the hell. But then a person need not to be fierce to be a good leader right? Actually, its no longer about the issue on good leaders. Its more of handling things.
Most of the times, people dont see what you do behind the scenes. Its so true. Emo-ing again. Whenever I'm emo-ing, I always tell myself "I have wonderful things in life". I have a complete family and friends who care for me. But sometimes, I just cant help but fall into the emotional hole again.
No it doesnt mean "LOOK".
Got back half of the midyear papers. I'm tired, tired of seeing that the highest grade I've gotten so far is C and that was during block test. I can truly tell myself I have worked hard. Seeing people always getting As and Bs is tiring too. Unfair, but there's nothing I can do but work harder and harder. VP said I looked sad. Did I? Well I am sad now, but its not really because of the results.
Less than 9 weeks to Prelims. "Cheers".
And ZY, I dont know if you seriously meant those remarks of yours. But people will get irritated too. Please dont take their patience for granted. Insult me for all you want, anyway you have "insulted" me for over a year already.
By the way, Nana and Eunice. I don't know if I should thank you guys for the tag but just let it go, I guess. No point ranting on.
Its such an emotional entry.
My heart feels so heavy.
I'm not a good leader, am I? I couldnt even answer people their doubts. I couldn't even handle it. I make stupid mistakes. No wonder people said I looked like a kid and others wouldnt take me seriously. Or is it because I'm too concerned about others, that I show people that I'm not firm. I want to show my confident side, but I can't. I thought that by making sure everyone's alright and stuff... Perhaps I think too much of others. I remembered I could be firm and fierce in the past. But now, what the hell. But then a person need not to be fierce to be a good leader right? Actually, its no longer about the issue on good leaders. Its more of handling things.
Most of the times, people dont see what you do behind the scenes. Its so true. Emo-ing again. Whenever I'm emo-ing, I always tell myself "I have wonderful things in life". I have a complete family and friends who care for me. But sometimes, I just cant help but fall into the emotional hole again.
7:35 PM
[08 July 2007]
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Great day out yesterday! With Eunice, nana and Gary! (: And so, we went for dinner at Fish&Co, neoprints and lastly desserts at NYDC. Well, I didn't eat any dessert. Just drank the mocha. Nice! (: But we were like super full after everything. Took lots of photos at Toa Payoh Mrt! Some happy ones and some emo ones. Haha. Oh yeah and thanks Gary for the treat!!! (:
Went to collect the dance badges with wanwan today! Was abit lost initially but alas, we found the place within half an hour! (: And thanks wanwan for the egg tart! It was nice! And I'm not old okay. Haha. Just dinnered at ichiban sushi just now. There were so many people!
By the way, when we went to Cineleisure to take neoprints yesterday, there were actually queues for lifts! Oh man! First in my life. But of course we didnt queue lah. It was so amazing. Anyway school's on tomorrow. I dont dread school. I dread the fact that we have to wake up so early in the morning. I slept at 3.30am last night! Oh man. Wonder if I can get to sleep early tonight.
I want to buy clothes!!!!!!!!! And shoes!!!!!!!
Ugh.
Tata.
10:04 PM
[07 July 2007]
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SENTOSA! Had lots of fun, especially before we bathe. HAHAHA. Of course there are others who went besides those in the photo above. Yongcai, Lisin, Ann Nee, Novi, Daniel, Hongsiang and Dexter. Played volleyball right after we reached there. Volleyball was ... funny, especially with Dexter. Novi joined us for the first time! (: And the sun was scorching hot. So hot that I was pretty breathless and giddy. And so I went to rest. Bwa. That explains why I didnt really want to play volleyball until the evening. Played poker cards and finally know how to play Bridge. But still kind of blur at the bidding part. Haha.
Lets see. I shall not elaborate much about the part before bathing. Lets just say Girl Power exists. But of course some guys are great too. Haha. Thanks guys. You were great (: Thanks for creating so much fun. Let the video say it all. Haha. Bathed and all and reached home at 10pm. I almost typed 10am. Whats wrong with me. Haha.
Oh yeah and yesterday after the paper, we went window shopping with the guys at AMK Hub! Damn funny. Its like everywhere is female apparrel, and Zhiyi was complaining. Haha. Shujia and I kept looking at clothes and accessories. We saw a pair of pants! Not bad, but we walked all around the shop and couldn't find it at all. This vcd shop was showing STOMP THE YARD but I couldnt hear a thing because there were other movies playing too. Good tactic eh. Haha.
My cheeks and nose are damn red. Bwa. And I got a tan! (DUH!) Meeting up with Eunice, Nana woman and gary tomorrow! Fish&Co (:
I still want to do so many things. But the books are waiting for me.
12:56 AM
[05 July 2007]
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I dont know what to do. I dont know what to type.
Haha. Zhiyi asked me to type this. Bwahahaha.
MIDYEARS OVER! But then again, its like nothing much. Just that you can bid those hardcore mugging sessions goodbye.
For a short period of time.
Before getting on track of studying again, I want to go shopping! I want to go KBOX. YES, and my harry potter movie. And erm, nothing else I guess. I want to buy shoes and clothes. Bwa. I didnt really do any shopping during the holidays.
Two more to go, people. FIGHT ON.
Haha. Zhiyi asked me to type this. Bwahahaha.
MIDYEARS OVER! But then again, its like nothing much. Just that you can bid those hardcore mugging sessions goodbye.
For a short period of time.
Before getting on track of studying again, I want to go shopping! I want to go KBOX. YES, and my harry potter movie. And erm, nothing else I guess. I want to buy shoes and clothes. Bwa. I didnt really do any shopping during the holidays.
Two more to go, people. FIGHT ON.
5:18 PM
[03 July 2007]
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Math 2 wasnt very good.
A follow-up of my post. Previously, I mentioned that we should use our hearts to think. Haha. I'm referring to those kind of.. personal things. Like the example that Raine brought up about opening a shop. You want to open a shop, thats what your heart tells you. Well as in, thats what you want to do. But of course about all those financial matters and all, brains have to be used. Haha. Yup.
Yes, and about everyone going green on July the 7th. Useless. Totally useless. They can very well use the resources they are using for the LIVE EARTH concert for other things. Why not organise a "LIVE EARTH - EVERYONE RECYCLES" event. People will just go there, listen to your music and "rubbish" you have to say about environmental degradation and forget about everything the next day. Alright, MOST people. Icons going green for one day aint going to work for environmental degradation because its only ONE DAY. When the day's over, everyone's back to their normal life again. Certain flashbacks might occur once in a while in their heads regarding this whole thing, but seriously, I think most will just throw it off to the back of their heads, just as quick as those flashbacks.
2 more papers and here i come, short-term freedom! (:
A follow-up of my post. Previously, I mentioned that we should use our hearts to think. Haha. I'm referring to those kind of.. personal things. Like the example that Raine brought up about opening a shop. You want to open a shop, thats what your heart tells you. Well as in, thats what you want to do. But of course about all those financial matters and all, brains have to be used. Haha. Yup.
Yes, and about everyone going green on July the 7th. Useless. Totally useless. They can very well use the resources they are using for the LIVE EARTH concert for other things. Why not organise a "LIVE EARTH - EVERYONE RECYCLES" event. People will just go there, listen to your music and "rubbish" you have to say about environmental degradation and forget about everything the next day. Alright, MOST people. Icons going green for one day aint going to work for environmental degradation because its only ONE DAY. When the day's over, everyone's back to their normal life again. Certain flashbacks might occur once in a while in their heads regarding this whole thing, but seriously, I think most will just throw it off to the back of their heads, just as quick as those flashbacks.
2 more papers and here i come, short-term freedom! (:
11:20 AM
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Math 2 wasnt very good.
A follow-up of my post. Previously, I mentioned that we should use our hearts to think. Haha. I'm referring to those kind of.. personal things. Like the example that Raine brought up about opening a shop. You want to open a shop, thats what your heart tells you. Well as in, thats what you want to do. But of course about all those financial matters and all, brains have to be used. Haha. Yup.
Yes, and about everyone going green on July the 7th. Useless. Totally useless. They can very well use the resources they are using for the LIVE EARTH concert for other things. Why not organise a "LIVE EARTH - EVERYONE RECYCLES" event. People will just go there, listen to your music and "rubbish" you have to say about environmental degradation and forget about everything the next day. Alright, MOST people. Icons going green for one day aint going to work for environmental degradation because its only ONE DAY. When the day's over, everyone's back to their normal life again. Certain flashbacks might occur once in a while in their heads regarding this whole thing, but seriously, I think most will just throw it off to the back of their heads, just as quick as those flashbacks.
2 more papers and here i come, short-term freedom! (:
A follow-up of my post. Previously, I mentioned that we should use our hearts to think. Haha. I'm referring to those kind of.. personal things. Like the example that Raine brought up about opening a shop. You want to open a shop, thats what your heart tells you. Well as in, thats what you want to do. But of course about all those financial matters and all, brains have to be used. Haha. Yup.
Yes, and about everyone going green on July the 7th. Useless. Totally useless. They can very well use the resources they are using for the LIVE EARTH concert for other things. Why not organise a "LIVE EARTH - EVERYONE RECYCLES" event. People will just go there, listen to your music and "rubbish" you have to say about environmental degradation and forget about everything the next day. Alright, MOST people. Icons going green for one day aint going to work for environmental degradation because its only ONE DAY. When the day's over, everyone's back to their normal life again. Certain flashbacks might occur once in a while in their heads regarding this whole thing, but seriously, I think most will just throw it off to the back of their heads, just as quick as those flashbacks.
2 more papers and here i come, short-term freedom! (:
11:20 AM
