[27 September 2008]
{rushing rushing}
rushing to do my assignment and projects! Bwa.
GO GO GO. I can do it!
Have I blogged before that till now, even after nearly 9 months, I still think its so amazing I got together with Mr Chen? Hahaha.
He was saying he came back to find me, thats why its possible. Haha. Otherwise, I would definitely not go back to find him. Haha. YAH and its after two years since I graduated from beatty. Haha.
I remembered the first time he asked me out.. it was kind of awkward. Haha. I even pangseh-ed him halfway to meet my classmates at SAKAE! I felt so bad when he reminded me after we got together! Then I began working and he always asked me out for dinner but I just dont want so we would end up chatting at the void deck. I just felt..shy and weird eating along with a guy at that moment, and somemore I didnt contact him for like 2 years already! Haha.
And I just knew from him that because I dont want to have dinner and he already told his mother not to cook, he would end up eating instant noodles at home. Oops. Heartbroken for him...
He said at first I didnt care about him. Haha. And stupid him, asked me to be his girlfriend face-to-face... Ugh. Haha. But I LIKE (:
Okok enough of all this stuff. I just wanted to say,
MR.CHEN, I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH!
this is for you (:
off to sleep and tomorrow chiong again! take care, my friends!
GO GO GO. I can do it!
Have I blogged before that till now, even after nearly 9 months, I still think its so amazing I got together with Mr Chen? Hahaha.
He was saying he came back to find me, thats why its possible. Haha. Otherwise, I would definitely not go back to find him. Haha. YAH and its after two years since I graduated from beatty. Haha.
I remembered the first time he asked me out.. it was kind of awkward. Haha. I even pangseh-ed him halfway to meet my classmates at SAKAE! I felt so bad when he reminded me after we got together! Then I began working and he always asked me out for dinner but I just dont want so we would end up chatting at the void deck. I just felt..shy and weird eating along with a guy at that moment, and somemore I didnt contact him for like 2 years already! Haha.
And I just knew from him that because I dont want to have dinner and he already told his mother not to cook, he would end up eating instant noodles at home. Oops. Heartbroken for him...
He said at first I didnt care about him. Haha. And stupid him, asked me to be his girlfriend face-to-face... Ugh. Haha. But I LIKE (:
Okok enough of all this stuff. I just wanted to say,
MR.CHEN, I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH!
this is for you (:
off to sleep and tomorrow chiong again! take care, my friends!
12:24 AM
[24 September 2008]
{random}
Been working on my assignment and projects so far. Oh man. Its not easy. Especially the IT assignment. But Im going to hang in there, and attempt it again later. I finally wrapped my Narnia book! I've forgotten about it until I went to Borders with Nana. Haha.
Met up with dear for dinner at tpy just now. I miss him sooo much! I love you, dear. I really do (:
I know what I am going to say now is really going to be contradicting, especially to what I said above. But just want to say something I've seen what my other girlfriends have been experiencing nowadays.
I think that now, girls have to be stronger than before. Actually, no. Girls have to be strong all these while. I cant imagine myself in the situation some of my friends are facing now, but I know how they feel. Stay strong!
By the way, my mothers going to Australia with my auntie this October! For nearly two weeks! Thats long! Too bad I cant go with her - shes going to visit my cousin Sharon who had just given birth! (: Been awhile since I saw them.. Heard Auntie Helen will be coming over next year.
Met up with dear for dinner at tpy just now. I miss him sooo much! I love you, dear. I really do (:
I know what I am going to say now is really going to be contradicting, especially to what I said above. But just want to say something I've seen what my other girlfriends have been experiencing nowadays.
I think that now, girls have to be stronger than before. Actually, no. Girls have to be strong all these while. I cant imagine myself in the situation some of my friends are facing now, but I know how they feel. Stay strong!
By the way, my mothers going to Australia with my auntie this October! For nearly two weeks! Thats long! Too bad I cant go with her - shes going to visit my cousin Sharon who had just given birth! (: Been awhile since I saw them.. Heard Auntie Helen will be coming over next year.
10:14 PM
[23 September 2008]
{Dansez-Le}
Date: 21st September
Venue: SSA
4 months of hard work, sweat and numerous admin work. I just want to say, and actually I have said,
THANK YOU.
Thank you to those who came to support, great people like Auntie, Hui Ling and Yun Qian from SOKA, and the dancers (:
For the video, just check out my facebook for the moment (: I posted it on my profile.
Just some photos!
Wanwan helping me to tie my hair. Hahaha.
Venue: SSA
4 months of hard work, sweat and numerous admin work. I just want to say, and actually I have said,
THANK YOU.
Thank you to those who came to support, great people like Auntie, Hui Ling and Yun Qian from SOKA, and the dancers (:
For the video, just check out my facebook for the moment (: I posted it on my profile.
Just some photos!
Wanwan helping me to tie my hair. Hahaha.
Honghong, Minzhen and dear! (:
THE PINKIES!
I love every single one of you (:
10:33 PM
[19 September 2008]
{welcoming RECESS WEEK.}
Its recess week for me and NUS and NTU! But its definitely not a time to totally relax - I still have 3 assignments/projects to work on! ):
17th September - Belated birthday celebration for Yulin! (: KBOX-ed with 9 guys but in two separate rooms. Haha. Too bad shixuan could only come at night to join us for dinner! ): Waited pretty long for seats at Pizza Hut, but still it was a great day out!
Had stats test that morning - Some questions are tricky! But I think it would do me good to not think about it until the results are out. I have to force myself to be consistent! But I cant because I'm procrastinating now! CAN DO IT CAN DO IT CAN DO IT!
Oh and did I mention, I gave him the scrapbook! Finally. Haha. I'm really happy he liked it! (: Thanks to his friends and family as well! (:
17th September - Belated birthday celebration for Yulin! (: KBOX-ed with 9 guys but in two separate rooms. Haha. Too bad shixuan could only come at night to join us for dinner! ): Waited pretty long for seats at Pizza Hut, but still it was a great day out!
Had stats test that morning - Some questions are tricky! But I think it would do me good to not think about it until the results are out. I have to force myself to be consistent! But I cant because I'm procrastinating now! CAN DO IT CAN DO IT CAN DO IT!
Oh and did I mention, I gave him the scrapbook! Finally. Haha. I'm really happy he liked it! (: Thanks to his friends and family as well! (:
19th September - Today shall be Dansez-Le's last practice before the actual performance at SOKA on Sunday. Teik reminded me that its saddening that not everyone could come for the last practice. I just want to say everyone will be missed! ): We started planning for this in May, and 4 months later, here we are. In 3 days, we are going to perform and thats it. I'm hoping for us to dance together again..
These 4 months have been tough - for me and a few. Thank you very much for everything, and sorry for shifting the responsibility sometimes when I am supposed to be doing it. THANK YOU.1:23 PM
[14 September 2008]
{what am i doing.}
Overloaded.
Dance SOKA, Balladbox, Stats Test and that "thing".
Not to forget mentally pre-occupied with other things as well, and hes not free to be there with me.
Its his birthday soon, in less than 3 hours. I so wanted to spend the time with him but.. I cant be selfish. His family is important too..
Telling myself to be strong, to hang in there.
There is always this point which all the things that Im handling come together at the same time..
I feel so troubled! UGH.
Dance SOKA, Balladbox, Stats Test and that "thing".
Not to forget mentally pre-occupied with other things as well, and hes not free to be there with me.
Its his birthday soon, in less than 3 hours. I so wanted to spend the time with him but.. I cant be selfish. His family is important too..
Telling myself to be strong, to hang in there.
There is always this point which all the things that Im handling come together at the same time..
I feel so troubled! UGH.
9:45 PM
[12 September 2008]
{no title.}
I went there in the hope of something. Was there for one hour, but in less than a minute, it ended and I went home.
No one can intepret what I'm saying. Haha.
I just realised something yesterday.
Dance was good, but I dont think I was good. At least I finally managed to do my solo...
"会呼吸的痛" This song is nice, but super emo.
So many things to do, but my mind is in a blank.
No one can intepret what I'm saying. Haha.
I just realised something yesterday.
Dance was good, but I dont think I was good. At least I finally managed to do my solo...
"会呼吸的痛" This song is nice, but super emo.
So many things to do, but my mind is in a blank.
4:10 PM
[06 September 2008]
{to become stronger..than ever.}
Happened to read an entry that is most probably talking about me. Well its quite obvious. But surprisingly... the impact is much smaller than I thought. But still, it hurts. No matter what no matter who no matter when, it still hurts that bit. Maybe because its quite sometime ago and everything is fine now..
I know my weaknesses.
Including whatever happened last night..
I shall pick up myself and do more important stuff now.
I know my weaknesses.
Including whatever happened last night..
I shall pick up myself and do more important stuff now.
2:48 PM
{check in.}
the time period from the last time I took a plane to present is way tooooo long.
I want to take a plane now and go overseas! Ugh.
Went to the airport with dear dear today! We wore our Everlasts! Haha. I miss the airport - I always like going to the airport once in a while. But I always think its so unfair that there are much more shops and interesting things in the areas where only flight passengers can go in! ):
After that we went to PS to disturb ngai ming at his workplace! Hahaha. Dear dear's working tomorrow too..
I'm lazy to post up the photos.
I want to watch "Make It Happen" and "Hana Yori Dango FINAL"!
I want to take a plane now and go overseas! Ugh.
Went to the airport with dear dear today! We wore our Everlasts! Haha. I miss the airport - I always like going to the airport once in a while. But I always think its so unfair that there are much more shops and interesting things in the areas where only flight passengers can go in! ):
After that we went to PS to disturb ngai ming at his workplace! Hahaha. Dear dear's working tomorrow too..
I'm lazy to post up the photos.
I want to watch "Make It Happen" and "Hana Yori Dango FINAL"!
12:02 AM
[01 September 2008]
{just wanted to say this}
On 25th November 2006, I wrote this on my blog (You can go check it if you dont believe hahha!)
我 只 是 個 寂 寞 的 女 孩 。
我 一 直 在 等 待﹐ 等 待 著 。
等 待 著 一 個 人 的 出 現 。
關 懷﹐ 愛 護﹐真 心 。
這 些 就 夠 了 。
這 某 人 的 擁 抱﹐ 是 我 有 時 最 需 要 的 。
但 我 想﹐ 這 大 概 不 會 成 真 了 。
就 讓 我 沉 迷 在 這 完 美 的 幻 想 中 吧 。。。
What I want to say is I've found him :)
我 只 是 個 寂 寞 的 女 孩 。
我 一 直 在 等 待﹐ 等 待 著 。
等 待 著 一 個 人 的 出 現 。
關 懷﹐ 愛 護﹐真 心 。
這 些 就 夠 了 。
這 某 人 的 擁 抱﹐ 是 我 有 時 最 需 要 的 。
但 我 想﹐ 這 大 概 不 會 成 真 了 。
就 讓 我 沉 迷 在 這 完 美 的 幻 想 中 吧 。。。
What I want to say is I've found him :)
11:08 PM
{its EMO time}
Yeappppppp.
Tomorrow will be a super long day for me. My day starts all the way from 6.30am to 9pm.
Starting to think alot these few days (my title explains it all) I'm learning and trying to figure it out but its all so sudden. Or is it because I'm thinking too much? I'm not only a bad organiser, I think I'm a bad organiser of my life as well. Balancing balancing balancing. Learning how to talk?
BWWWAA.
Tomorrow will be a super long day for me. My day starts all the way from 6.30am to 9pm.
Starting to think alot these few days (my title explains it all) I'm learning and trying to figure it out but its all so sudden. Or is it because I'm thinking too much? I'm not only a bad organiser, I think I'm a bad organiser of my life as well. Balancing balancing balancing. Learning how to talk?
BWWWAA.
8:21 PM
