[30 December 2008]
{the thing I owed}
The tag I owed Chelsea:
These are the weird things about me...
1. I will emo once every few months - its like a cycle. Most often its because of the same reason. I dont know why but this started when I was in secondary school.
2. I was fair when I was a baby! Hahaha.
3. I used to like running when Im in primary school, I think. Especially 100m, maybe because I think I run very fast. Oh my god. Hahaha.
4. Alot of people thinks Im younger than I am in actual fact, and that I'm not Chinese. (is this weird? i dont know!)
5. I burnt the top part of my body with hot water when I was only a baby. Haha. Accidentally. My sister even said the nurses have to like hold my arms and legs when they are removing the burnt skin from my body.
6. I treat my family very differently from the way I treat my friends. To my friends, I seem like very easy-going all that. But to my family, I will throw my temper or get easily irritated. Im trying to improve... Hahaha.
7. fill in the blanks (feel free to tag weird things about me)
I totally have no idea anymore... and I forgotten how many weird things I need to write. Oops.
These are the weird things about me...
1. I will emo once every few months - its like a cycle. Most often its because of the same reason. I dont know why but this started when I was in secondary school.
2. I was fair when I was a baby! Hahaha.
3. I used to like running when Im in primary school, I think. Especially 100m, maybe because I think I run very fast. Oh my god. Hahaha.
4. Alot of people thinks Im younger than I am in actual fact, and that I'm not Chinese. (is this weird? i dont know!)
5. I burnt the top part of my body with hot water when I was only a baby. Haha. Accidentally. My sister even said the nurses have to like hold my arms and legs when they are removing the burnt skin from my body.
6. I treat my family very differently from the way I treat my friends. To my friends, I seem like very easy-going all that. But to my family, I will throw my temper or get easily irritated. Im trying to improve... Hahaha.
7. fill in the blanks (feel free to tag weird things about me)
I totally have no idea anymore... and I forgotten how many weird things I need to write. Oops.
9:27 PM
[26 December 2008]
{merry xmas!}
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!
These few days seemed long, and I'm trying to adjust myself for most-probably-going-to-happen things. I hope that by tellig you how I feel, you will understand me and I'll do my best to understand you too...
On a (perhaps) happier note, I have to start working on my timetable already!
I want to get my life back on track.
These few days seemed long, and I'm trying to adjust myself for most-probably-going-to-happen things. I hope that by tellig you how I feel, you will understand me and I'll do my best to understand you too...
On a (perhaps) happier note, I have to start working on my timetable already!
I want to get my life back on track.
12:13 AM
[24 December 2008]
{dilemma}
Im selfish. I know... but I know what you are like.
I cant help but to cry... It really hurts. Maybe Im thinking too much, but I got a sixth sense that what i feared will most probably become reality. Even if I signed up for it first, maybe I wont go. I can only pray and hope that there are people at least Im good with who are going.
Its really really very important to me... and my sixth sense tells me again that I will spend the day alone. Perhaps stuck at home. It feels weird.
BUT I have to give you your own breathing space. I dont want to tie you down either.
I guess thats the only way.
I cant help but to cry... It really hurts. Maybe Im thinking too much, but I got a sixth sense that what i feared will most probably become reality. Even if I signed up for it first, maybe I wont go. I can only pray and hope that there are people at least Im good with who are going.
Its really really very important to me... and my sixth sense tells me again that I will spend the day alone. Perhaps stuck at home. It feels weird.
BUT I have to give you your own breathing space. I dont want to tie you down either.
I guess thats the only way.
1:28 AM
[14 December 2008]
{Balladbox's Collection 7}
Hello my dear friends!
Balladbox is updated with a new collection again!
Please do take a look and if you see anything you like just comment on our website! (:
Balladbox is updated with a new collection again!
Please do take a look and if you see anything you like just comment on our website! (:
Here's the link: http://balladbox.livejournal.com/4784.html#cutid1
Anyway it was an eventful night yesterday.
3:03 PM
[13 December 2008]
{friday friday friday}
I was reading newspaper these few days.. and were just thinking about what I read.
First, the bird flu outbreak in Hong Kong. Apparently bird flu is affecting the chicken farms there and the government has ordered to cull any chickens infected with the virus. I came to realize... how different we treat ourselves and others. Like for example, the chickens in this case. Infected, Kill. What if it happens to us? Do we kill each other? NO, we TRY to save each other instead. I'm not sure if you get what I mean, but I'm sure you get the rough idea. I'm not trying to say "Save the chickens". Just that... I'm amazed. Really.
Haha. I got this wild imagination. What if chickens were actually us and we were actually them. I mean like, they are the really clever ones on earth and we are like those tiny insignificant human beings. If WE get infected by a virus, imagine them saying "Kill all of them". Whoa. Hahaha.
Today I went to take stocks with wanwan and later went to her house for photoshoot. It was sooo tiring!!! But glad to come up with a new collection! What else is up... Oh Mediacorp didnt call my sister and I! I wonder if I'll still get the 60bucks deal! :(
Its one more week to Yulin's return from Taiwan! (: Just one more week.
I'm quite free now so anyone can just ask me out! By the way, I need to go plan my timetable! 30th December is the first round, I mean round 0. Haha. Shit I already forgot how the whole thing works. Ahh.
First, the bird flu outbreak in Hong Kong. Apparently bird flu is affecting the chicken farms there and the government has ordered to cull any chickens infected with the virus. I came to realize... how different we treat ourselves and others. Like for example, the chickens in this case. Infected, Kill. What if it happens to us? Do we kill each other? NO, we TRY to save each other instead. I'm not sure if you get what I mean, but I'm sure you get the rough idea. I'm not trying to say "Save the chickens". Just that... I'm amazed. Really.
Haha. I got this wild imagination. What if chickens were actually us and we were actually them. I mean like, they are the really clever ones on earth and we are like those tiny insignificant human beings. If WE get infected by a virus, imagine them saying "Kill all of them". Whoa. Hahaha.
Today I went to take stocks with wanwan and later went to her house for photoshoot. It was sooo tiring!!! But glad to come up with a new collection! What else is up... Oh Mediacorp didnt call my sister and I! I wonder if I'll still get the 60bucks deal! :(
Its one more week to Yulin's return from Taiwan! (: Just one more week.
I'm quite free now so anyone can just ask me out! By the way, I need to go plan my timetable! 30th December is the first round, I mean round 0. Haha. Shit I already forgot how the whole thing works. Ahh.
12:07 AM
[10 December 2008]
{}
i stayed at home the whole day today! Managed to control and only played my nds in the late afternoon. hahaha. Was preparing for shop stuff and I can say I'm halfway! Actually not really. Haha. At least we settled on the prices and photo design.
Wanted to pack my things but then i forgot about it. Haha. Maybe tomorrow. And I need to return junwei and ngai ming the year books they lent me for yulin's birthday. Haha. I just received my Starhub vouchers! Yay, thanks to Nana! (:
I just realised I can't catch the 1st 2-hour telecast of Little Nyonya on Monday! Because that is the 15th! Bwa. But anyway, meeting yimin, chels, nana and cheryl on tuesday night! Yay! Yimin is super funny lah, she said maybe she will come my house before that to "play". I was like "ok i let you play my nds!", but beside that I have nothing for you to play! Hahaha.
Most probably going to the salon tomorrow if my mummy can take leave! (:
I was watching tv when I saw this on Channel 16 (Travel & Living)... where there is a scene that the kids go to the airport to fetch their parents back from a holiday. Haha. Then I told yulin I will go fetch you when you come back, but not sure if i'll be lazy on that day anot. haha. I think its really sweet, to fetch people from the airport. Haha.
See ya, people!
Wanted to pack my things but then i forgot about it. Haha. Maybe tomorrow. And I need to return junwei and ngai ming the year books they lent me for yulin's birthday. Haha. I just received my Starhub vouchers! Yay, thanks to Nana! (:
I just realised I can't catch the 1st 2-hour telecast of Little Nyonya on Monday! Because that is the 15th! Bwa. But anyway, meeting yimin, chels, nana and cheryl on tuesday night! Yay! Yimin is super funny lah, she said maybe she will come my house before that to "play". I was like "ok i let you play my nds!", but beside that I have nothing for you to play! Hahaha.
Most probably going to the salon tomorrow if my mummy can take leave! (:
I was watching tv when I saw this on Channel 16 (Travel & Living)... where there is a scene that the kids go to the airport to fetch their parents back from a holiday. Haha. Then I told yulin I will go fetch you when you come back, but not sure if i'll be lazy on that day anot. haha. I think its really sweet, to fetch people from the airport. Haha.
See ya, people!
11:42 PM
[09 December 2008]
{I'll miss him!}
I just came back from the airport with Ngai Ming and George.. I didnt cry, I guess it was because the feeling of him away from me hasnt set in yet. Now that hes really away from me, I'm starting to feel it. Its like I looked at my handphone, and I wanted so much to message him but then I would suddenly recall that he's not in Singapore now...
Once I reached home I immediately went to email him. He should be still on the plane now.
Our 11th month today. Ten more days, to seeing him again. I'll really miss him, but I hope he have a great time there with his parents! I'm sure he misses them very much... Meanwhile I'll keep myself busy by planning my timetable and preparing for my shop sales. And emailing him and awaiting his call from taiwan! (: We will survive! Haha. Okay lame.
On the way back home you can say I was entertained by George and Ngai Ming. Hahaha. Ngai Ming was saying next time if we have the money all 4 of us can go Taiwan together! YAY! (:
Anyway I got NDS from my mummy as a christmas present! Thanks mummy! love her! (:
And I just realised my cousin from my father's side is getting married on 15th and so I have a wedding dinner to attend! Its been so long since I went to a wedding dinner!
♥ I'll miss you.
Once I reached home I immediately went to email him. He should be still on the plane now.
Our 11th month today. Ten more days, to seeing him again. I'll really miss him, but I hope he have a great time there with his parents! I'm sure he misses them very much... Meanwhile I'll keep myself busy by planning my timetable and preparing for my shop sales. And emailing him and awaiting his call from taiwan! (: We will survive! Haha. Okay lame.
On the way back home you can say I was entertained by George and Ngai Ming. Hahaha. Ngai Ming was saying next time if we have the money all 4 of us can go Taiwan together! YAY! (:
Anyway I got NDS from my mummy as a christmas present! Thanks mummy! love her! (:
And I just realised my cousin from my father's side is getting married on 15th and so I have a wedding dinner to attend! Its been so long since I went to a wedding dinner!
♥ I'll miss you.3:43 PM
[07 December 2008]
{}
Dear and I were talking the other day...
and we realized Singaporean kids are really very fortunate. Most of us are being protected by our parents from young till now, we have a place to live, USUALLY we can buy whatever we want. You see, like the recent so-called "depression", although most of us might suffered from it, lost some money, but we can still survive you get what i mean? The line between survival and needs.
Not to mention our government's super efficiency and us receiving protection from them.
Oh well. I guess in this world today, sometimes we really need to stop and think about the difference between needs and wants. I would very much like to think that way ALL the time, but I doubt I can since I possess things like iPod, handphone etc. And I just made my christmas wishlist for my relatives.. Talk about cherishing, needs vs wants.
He's going back to taiwan in 2 days' time! I'm going to miss him... but we'll survive the 10 days right! Haha. There are things such as emails and phone calls! (: (: Although the sad thing is.. hes going back on the day we are together for 11 months! The actual day itself! And then, plus the beatty alumni gathering is on our 1st year anniversary too! Not sure if we're going yet, but its like such a coincidence! Hahaha. Love him!
And ya, nana mentioned on her blog that she webcam-ed with me. Haha. She was like at her workplace and webcamming! Can you believe it! But it was fun though, and I think she went for a pretty long break!
Yimin's in Malaysia now! She's coming back.. today or tomorrow I guess! Hope she have fun! (:
I have 3 friends who were born today! Oh my god! It seems that Singaporeans like to give birth around the end of the year... Or call myself unlucky. Haha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHEENA, CHERYL AND KELLY! (:
and we realized Singaporean kids are really very fortunate. Most of us are being protected by our parents from young till now, we have a place to live, USUALLY we can buy whatever we want. You see, like the recent so-called "depression", although most of us might suffered from it, lost some money, but we can still survive you get what i mean? The line between survival and needs.
Not to mention our government's super efficiency and us receiving protection from them.
Oh well. I guess in this world today, sometimes we really need to stop and think about the difference between needs and wants. I would very much like to think that way ALL the time, but I doubt I can since I possess things like iPod, handphone etc. And I just made my christmas wishlist for my relatives.. Talk about cherishing, needs vs wants.
He's going back to taiwan in 2 days' time! I'm going to miss him... but we'll survive the 10 days right! Haha. There are things such as emails and phone calls! (: (: Although the sad thing is.. hes going back on the day we are together for 11 months! The actual day itself! And then, plus the beatty alumni gathering is on our 1st year anniversary too! Not sure if we're going yet, but its like such a coincidence! Hahaha. Love him!
And ya, nana mentioned on her blog that she webcam-ed with me. Haha. She was like at her workplace and webcamming! Can you believe it! But it was fun though, and I think she went for a pretty long break!
Yimin's in Malaysia now! She's coming back.. today or tomorrow I guess! Hope she have fun! (:
I have 3 friends who were born today! Oh my god! It seems that Singaporeans like to give birth around the end of the year... Or call myself unlucky. Haha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHEENA, CHERYL AND KELLY! (:
7:25 PM
[02 December 2008]
{SHOPPING!}
Met up with Yimin for lunch at North Bridge Road! She brought me to this chicken rice store! Very special because its like those olden times! (: Then we went to Bugis Street and Bugis Junction! This is my first time walking the whole of Bugis Street! I think I'm quite a noob. There are really alot of things there but nothing caught our eye! Not my style I guess. Hahha.
Walked and walked and walked then we rested at J.Co!!! We ordered ice-cream and iced chocolate! They gave us a free glazed donut! We were like feeling so sinful. It was so funny - we ate the ice-cream and the donut, then when you want to have a drink, its sweet too! Haha.
After which we met huichun at dhoby ghaut to pass her the bag she bought from balladbox, and we headed off to toa payoh for awhile! Surprisingly, it was there while we bought our stuff! We went to pepperplus and I bought 2 tops! One of them is the same as what yimin bought! Actually I bought for her birthday, hope she like it and dont mind the haphazardness! So sorry! (: Haha I think we should go out one day in the same top and same crumpler bag! Like twins lah, oh my god. Then yimin bought a pair of shorts where my sister and I went the other time, just outside the interchange.
Happy day! (:
All the best to chelsea and dear for their mst! (: Loves!
Going out with sheenana girls tomorrow!!! (:
Walked and walked and walked then we rested at J.Co!!! We ordered ice-cream and iced chocolate! They gave us a free glazed donut! We were like feeling so sinful. It was so funny - we ate the ice-cream and the donut, then when you want to have a drink, its sweet too! Haha.
After which we met huichun at dhoby ghaut to pass her the bag she bought from balladbox, and we headed off to toa payoh for awhile! Surprisingly, it was there while we bought our stuff! We went to pepperplus and I bought 2 tops! One of them is the same as what yimin bought! Actually I bought for her birthday, hope she like it and dont mind the haphazardness! So sorry! (: Haha I think we should go out one day in the same top and same crumpler bag! Like twins lah, oh my god. Then yimin bought a pair of shorts where my sister and I went the other time, just outside the interchange.
Happy day! (:
All the best to chelsea and dear for their mst! (: Loves!
Going out with sheenana girls tomorrow!!! (:
10:53 PM
[01 December 2008]
{thinking}
I spent the whole day at home..doing nothing much. Haha.
Woke up in the morning, watched "Little Nyonya" online, played a computer game and then played my sister's NDS! After the exams I was trying to keep my mind "alert" by playing Sudoku. Hahaha. The new game in my sister's NDS is not easy too! Its like this RPG and puzzle games.
Now I'm thinking of what I want to do this holiday. I dont want to waste the time away just like that. Maybe I shall try baking or cooking! Yup thats one of my thoughts. Ohya and yesterday while I was outside I was thinking, "If I have the money in future, I'll buy those kind of cool cool camera and go around taking photos!" Hahaha. Of course, the other thing is to earn more money! And pass the basic theory test I am going to take!
Random post.
Woke up in the morning, watched "Little Nyonya" online, played a computer game and then played my sister's NDS! After the exams I was trying to keep my mind "alert" by playing Sudoku. Hahaha. The new game in my sister's NDS is not easy too! Its like this RPG and puzzle games.
Now I'm thinking of what I want to do this holiday. I dont want to waste the time away just like that. Maybe I shall try baking or cooking! Yup thats one of my thoughts. Ohya and yesterday while I was outside I was thinking, "If I have the money in future, I'll buy those kind of cool cool camera and go around taking photos!" Hahaha. Of course, the other thing is to earn more money! And pass the basic theory test I am going to take!
Random post.
6:55 PM
