I just got a new phone! Finally, after 2 years! Changed my really old w810 to W595! Initially I thought the Plaza Sing outlet only has the blue one, according to their self-service kiosk there. Luckily the person told me there are grey and black available! So I took the grey one! (:

Thursday was a long day! Because besides having lessons for 4 hours, then going to dhoby ghaut to meet my mother, I made oreo cheesecake myself for the 1st time! First try - well the cream cheese portion is as thick as the base. Or rather, the base is thicker than the cream cheese portion. Haha. Looks funny. But its quite fun I guess! (: (:

Went to watch bride wars with dear yesterday! The film's not bad, really. I almost cried at the part when Emma parted with her fiance. I have no idea why. Haha. But it was good, definitely.

Going to marvin's house to play and steamboat for dinner! (: Then tomorrow it will be dinner with Da Chronics (: (:

11:38 AM

Yup, HAPPY NIU YEAR! (:

Well, every year's been the same. Going to my gu ma's house first, then to my da yi's house. In the end my cousin didnt slim down! I think he gained abit more weight loh. Hahaha. We had a bet together with my sister and other cousin that he must lose weight when we see him like 1 month later which is around the chinese new year period. In the end, he didn't! Haha.

After these few days of break, its time to get back to school again! Really miss the days in secondary school and jc, although it seems very restricted but life is much better. I feel that my life in secondary and jc was more fulfilling somehow.

Its always nice and comforting to see letters or notes written by close friends from the past.. or diary entries. I hardly write in my diary anymore! I think it has less than 20 entries. Haha. Hmm, lets see. Recently, when I looked into my diary, it doesn't mean good news. Its because I feel sad. I dont know. I really have no idea.

Three days without seeing him, no phone call, just smses. I dont know. Is it because he's like so busy? I had a dream last night. Its about the exact thing I was thinking about, but it just ended halfway because I got woken up. Seriously, everytime this kind of thing happens, when he gets too occupied, I really dont know why Im feeling so upset. Is it because I dont get much attention from him? I'm trying to understand as much as I could.. but the feeling just doesnt go away. Did I mention before - that sometimes I really dont like smses because you cant really convey the correct message across or whatsoever? I really want to talk to him, even if I can't see him. But.. Okay never mind I'll sort it out myself no matter what.

9:34 PM

English module is really stressing me out! So many things to do! There's even something called "2-minute talk", which is voluntary or "lucky draw". Its just like Show and Tell!!! Oh my god.

Anyway caught up with nana and chelsea on monday! (: Glad to see them again! Walked so much and finally I found yee shih's present! Thanks girls for accompanying me to buy! And nana bought her guide to queensland/brisbane book. Hahaha! Tomorrow is chelsea's fyp presentation! Wish her all the best here! (:

I just realized my timetable for monday and thursday is like not good. For monday, I have lessons from 10 - 2 with no break. But the good thing is I end at 2pm. Haha. Then for thursday, starting from next week, it would be 9 - 2 without any break. Wah! Hahaha. By the way, I was thinking, should I count myself lucky that I only took 4 modules this semester? Because I think the english module is sooo like secondary school. There are so many things to do!

I met up with dear yimin today! Before she went for chingay practice! She accompanied me for lunch and we really talked alot! We kept talking and walking at the same time, like we weren't not shopping! Hahaha. I know so many things today. All thanks to yimin. Haha. (:

So happy to catch up with them this week! I love all three of them! And Da Chronics is meeting up next sunday for dinner! Yay!!! (: (:

Went back together with dear just now! So happy to see him after 2 days! Well almost. Hahaha. Love you too dear! (: Jiayou for your test tomorrow and we're going out to celebrate hsun hao's birthday tomorrow! (: Hope its fun!

9:22 PM

I think my one and only new year resolution and goal is to readjust myself.

In the sense that... sometimes I feel that Im living aimlessly. Well I didnt want to phrase it this way because its not as exaggerated as it seems.

I know I like dancing, especially after watching the concert last night. I miss dancing, but I dont have the ability to learn. This is also known as a financial problem. Hahaha.

My family, friends and him are definitely the things I really care in life. Nana is leaving to Australia in Feb, next up will be Chelsea. I'll really miss them! (Hope they will sponsor us to go Australia and visit them!) Of course, not to mention people like Yimin, Partner, Wanwan, Dansez-le, Sheenanas and 0619! No matter what, I still feel that the life in secondary and nyjc is the best! (: I really miss the days..

Of course I must thank some of my really good university mates like Law, YeeShih and Huizi. At least I feel I'm not alone, and they are always there to help (:



Re-adjustment. To know what I want, what I care about.

Spending more time with my family, talk to them more! Communicate with him, continuing to learn and understand each other. Friends, catching up and cherishing. To not give up what you love. To not give up what you, or rather I, intend to do. Do well for studies! To learn to balance, and enjoy the year ahead (:

10:45 PM

I just realised I havent been posting a photo post. Well lets see if I can find any photos to post...

Been helping with house chores since sunday when my maid went back to Indonesia! Tiring, but I know I have to do it to help my mother and everyone else in the house. Its good to do housework too! But I think I'm getting blisters on my palms... but I guess its alright now. Tomorrow's my theory test (finally! No mistake this time.) and friday is dance concert! Going to meet up with dansez-leians and watch kaiying and huichun performance! You'll do great, girls! (:
Eunice is back! Meet up with her soon..but sadly this week I must try and stay at home as much as possible. And I think I can meet nana on monday after school! (: English module is starting next week! Wonder who is our tutor. Im stuck with dear old Lawrence again. LiPing where are you! Hahaha. And YIMIN! Never mind, I can see you... this friday! Yay! Dont stick too much to derek ok! Hahaha.

Dear went to cut hair today and he's going to accompany me to SSDCL tomorrow! (: Thanks dear! This saturday, Im going to the salon! At first, I wanted to perm remember? But it seems that my hair grow very slow... so I'm thinking of rebonding. But dear asked me to perm just now. I'm confused!!! Hahaha. But I think I will still...REBOND. Haha. I dont obey dear. Haha.

Gary's birthday! (: The piglets are so cute!

WARNING! I found some really worth-it photos! I found them in my folder.. I think my mother just put them in when she was organising the photos in our desktop. Oh my god! Damn "jing dian"!!! I wanted to post other photos..but I'm afraid I'll be caught dead if I post photos of OTHERS as well. Hahaha.

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11:02 PM

Well the NM1101E lecture was interesting! With different co-lecturers, I saw Daniel, Ken, Farah who took this module too! Well, not that I'm confirmed taking it since I got outbidded AGAIN.

I want to complain to CORS. Its so unfair. Ugh. I thought Round 3A still ok, because only about 9 people got outbidded and there are still 9 vacancies left. In the end, 14 people bidded for these 9 places and the minimum bid was 600+ points before closed bidding!!! CRAZY. Crazy people. So I appealed. Hopefully I can get it..

Dear dear passed his english! So happy for him! He jumped two grades! YAY! (: Hugs!

And plus maybe on a happier note about CORS: I managed to get my 1st choice for QET module! (: But liping didnt get it ): Hope her appeal is successful too!

Next up, planning tutorial balloting!

Please dont make this semester a bad one.

10:14 PM

we just had our first year. Time really flies past so quickly huh. I still remembered we were counting by months and now, it has been 12 months since we were together! I can still remember how funny we were when we just got together. I've never been in a official relationship before, so you can say i was a noob. Haha. Yulin's the expert!!! Oops.

We went out the whole day on saturday! We went to Klunch and I saw that guy who thought Nana and I were non-Chinese. Yulin said he kept coming in to promote things when he went the other time. Haha. And KBox has "Womanizer" ! I was shocked, and I was singing "Womanizer womanizer you're a womanizer.." and pointing to Yulin. HAHAHAH. Then he said Im a "manizer". Dots.

After that, lets see... we went to Plaza Singapura! And within about 20-30 minutes there I managed to buy 2 skirts for 30 bucks at Cotton On! Simple but cheap! Actually I only wanted to buy one skirt, but its also 30 bucks for 1 skirt!!! Crazy. So I may as well buy 2! Haha. We went to watch Red Cliff 2! But apparently they changed the ending quite alot.

We went to Cafe Cartel for dinner! Wanted to go to this Japanese restaurant because I really want to try the dessert... but Dear said their variety of main set meal is not very big so we decided to have dinner at Cafe Cartel then dessert at that Japanese restauarnt. BUT!!! In the end we only ate at Cafe Cartel.. too full! We ate the seafood platter! Haha. We managed to NEARLY finished it, leaving a few criss-cross fries behind. Haha. And I saw my senior there! Such a coincidence!

Interesting part: We were chatting when we started asking about what we gave each other before. It started with what I gave to him before, and he was the one to answer. He bluffed me lah! He lied to me that he can't remember what I gave him on Valentine's. Well he did really forget.. at that moment. Then he kept "acting" for like 5 minutes - I even gave him clues!

Then it was my turn.. I remembered everything but ONE! So important! I use it almost everyday... I think and think I can't remember! Until I begged him to give me more clues.. at first I thought what everyday thing. haha. Then he said that I will definitely bring it out when I'm out, and its black.

Then I looked inside my bag.. TADA! ITS MY WALLET!!! How can I forget?! I was really feeling bad.. Maybe its because I used it almost everyday that I tend to forget he gave me that. Haha.

This one year we've been together, I really learnt alot. Be it happy or sad, I'm still very glad to know you and be together with you. I learnt that being in a relationship is not about being happy, going out and stuff. I realized that it takes alot to be together. Thank you for listening to whatever I have to say.. be it my nonsense or feelings. Thank you for making me learn how to really talk things out between each other.. AND STOP PINCHING MY CHEEKS!

Haha okok super random. Looking forward to the next year (:

I LOVE YOU!

Note: School's starting tomorrow!

9:36 PM

Balladbox's coming up with a new collection! Wanwan and I went to the supplier yesterday and he gave us some advice on our shop! Looks like its really not easy to maintain a blogshop!

I got outbidded for my ss module. Blah. These few days I have been looking at modules after modules, until I really feel like vomiting. This semester's timetable seriously sucks, not just my timetable but the modules' timings and all. I wanted to take "Living with Mathematics"! But the timings are like monday and tuesday 1800 - 2000!!!

I think I might have to risk, just taking one elective this year. Sighs.

Shall try looking at the horrible modules again.

OH! And how can i forget!?

TODAY IS OUR 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY! (:

We're celebrating tomorrow! Looking forward to it! I'll be stronger!

And hope to meet up with friends like yimin and nana soon!!! (:

9:49 PM

One week of holidays left for me!

Rag choreography tomorrow. I'm still considering if I'm going or not.

STARHUB DOESN'T SELL THE PHONE I WANT! ): ):

I'm super disappointed. Ugh. have to find other ways to get that sony ericsson flip phone!!!

I have to find another elective that wont clash with SSS1207 or NM1101E. Sighs. I'm afraid I cant find.

Bought 2 shirts for dear and he got another 2 shirts from my mummy! (: He bought a top for me! I got too many clothes le I think. Hahha. What I need is bottoms or dresses!

A new year to me its like going through the same cycle again. But I'll be having 3 months of holidays in the middle of the year! I must go and work! Hopefully this year I will learn more things and improve myself! (:

10:51 PM

Okay I actually wanted to post this yesterday (31st Dec) But I was outside since afternoon so heres the "late" post:


Flashbacks. Exactly like what the title says.

I thought it would be nice to look back at my blog entries in the year 2008 before moving on to the new year. Thinking back, many things can change in a year. MANY. The amazing thing is they change within 365 days, so imagine what could change in a few years.

Let's see. Alot of things definitely happened to me in 2008.

1. Working at SPH
2. Getting attached
3. A-level results
4. Getting into NUS
5. SDE FOC Camp and RAG
6. Dansez Le's performance at SOKA
7. Birthday surprise party
8. Surviving my first university semester
9. Gatherings (0619, 2e3, Sheenana etc)
10. Learning and realizing alot of things

And looking at my past entries in 2008, I noticed I have been going out with my friends less and less. The act of balancing between relationships - family, love and friends. Still have studies on top of these. Is it because I put myself too deep into the love relationship or.. I guess its just my character. Tend to neglect other things...

Balancing balancing balancing...

Sometimes I guess I only need to balance between family, love and studies. Hahaha.

you know the other funny thing is when I wrote down short sentences to like, pen down my feelings for a certain matter but I do not wish to expose to everyone. Like i said, I was reading my past entries and when I came across such sentences, I will go "huh? what were I talking about?"

Short-term memory.

But anyway, I was reading You-weekly last night. The horoscope section was saying something like that "Aries always seem to be very happy, but actually they often think of sad things..." Somewhere along this line - I really think its true.

I seemed so happy at the beginning of 2008, and then now it seems that my mood is going down and down and down. Maybe because of the holidays. Bwa. Cheer up cheer up!


Everything's fine!!!


Ohya, I'm going to learn cooking. Reason being, I have to. Because my maid is going back for about a week! I have to look after my grandma. Hopefully... nothing goes wrong. Okay lah, cooking should be fun.


I have to go back to my dentist this friday! Because I think that my teeth moved. Ahh. Hopefully everything is fine!


Two thousand Nine Here I Come!!!

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My "Two thousand Nine" came! Hahaha. (post on 1st Jan 2009)


Well lets say, my mood got much MUCH better after the beautiful fireworks! Really better.. I guess thats why I love fireworks so much and wanted to watch it so much last night. Thanks so much to gary and dear, bringing us to the merlion place! I think we are like noobs.. Sadly in the end novi and lisin cant join us for the countdown! They were stuck outside ): ):


But the fireworks were really nice... I have my dear jc classmates with me (all guys again) The most beautiful one was the golden one!! Well actually its the golden ONES, alot alot just kept coming out and it almost looked as if its shooting you! Haha. I like that! Although dear was not beside me, but at least hes less than 100m away from me. Haha. Funny. Hope I will get to see the fireworks with him next time!


We saw some juniors, yimin and derek on the way to MRT! Such an coincidence lah. Haha.


Headed off to nicholas's house! Must really thank him and his family for accomodating us! After bathing and all, we went to play the drinking game! I think I'm damn unlucky.. Haha. But lucky they are very kind - they helped me drink when they saw that I'm drinking abit too much. Dear got sabotaged haha, he got drunk I think. But not fun! His drunk state is like quiet quiet there... blur blur one. Not HIGH HIGH one..imagine he becomes high. Haha. Rare sight.


I think this is the 1st time I drank so much. I mean Im not saying I always drink, in fact this is like the 1st time I really played this drinking game. Previously I could only remember drinking fruit wine at Sheenana's BBQ. The feeling was dizziness, and once I close my eyes I will feel like dozing off. After that it was like as if something is stuck in your chest there - abit feel like vomiting but after resting I felt better.


Didnt sleep much, in the morning ate abit of noodles and went to play basketball! Okay lah, just shooting. Haha. Then when we went back everyone else woke up and we went back home! It was a long day... but its fun and definitely a great way to start the new year!


Hopefully I'll continue to learn more things and discover myself this year! (:


Thanks to people who wished me Happy new year and HAPPY NEW YEAR! (:

9:45 PM